Summary Of The Ten Healing Steps Project by Reiki Doc September 28, 2014


To be continued so look at the link at the end of the article:


Soon we are going to start to know the extent of the systems that have been created to in some way, shape our destiny in order to limit us–for all of recorded history and possibly longer than that.

Ross and I invite you to pave the way, energetically for this to begin.

Our first step together as a new society–as 5D citizens of Gaia–is to direct as much forgiveness as possible to those who ensnared us in their quest for power over humankind.

Please hold in your mind–some system or business or organization–who is ‘keeping you down’ and ‘holding you back’. Picture it. And send as much Love and Forgiveness to that institution. Even if it is healthcare–I won’t get upset. 

Love is the Solution For Everything, and now is the time to direct it towards building a new life, one that is fair and Divinely supported, for us on surface Gaia.

Will you help this project? This is the first step of a ten-day maneuver for the Light.



Day Two of our Journey–Are You Still With Us? ; )

Look at this sink and bathtub. Look very closely. They are filled with water almost to the point of overflowing.

This is a visual for you to keep in mind with our healing work together today.

Imagine the sink and the tub, as the structures of the organizations and systems that are built to–in effect–keep us ‘down’ and ‘trapped in the system’ where we can’t be what Creator designed us to do.

Imagine the WATER as the vibration of energy that makes these systems GO. It is their ‘gasoline’ which is also our ‘Kryptonite’–it weakens us extremely.

Our goal today is to open the clog/blocked drain at the bottom, with our minds and our consciousness and our free will–to let that energy OUT to where it will go away safely and without harm.

This is the energy of HATE, the water, which is both gasoline for those who disempower us, and Kryptonite for us as spiritual beings who are free and creator beings ourselves.

If you choose to HATE those who entrap and ensnare us, you are opening the faucets and filling the sink and the tub, and only empowering them more, with your HATRED.

This healing would not have been possible without the stepping stone of FORGIVENESS that we worked on yesterday.

If you have trouble with the FORGIVENESS exercise, do not proceed to this step until you have mastered that one. There is no rush. Please do these exercises as you know you are able.

There is no judgement.

Your help is very much appreciated by Ross and me on this subject, letting go of the energy of hate, and healing Gaia by raising the vibration as the energy of hate is safety removed from the collective consciousness of us all.

Namaste. Aloha and Mahalos. Peace.



Day Three Of Our Journey–A Steep Hill

This step is by far the most difficult of the Journey–your hard work is going to pay off, and the scales shall tip in favor for the Light once we master it.

Anger is a normal healthy emotion up to a point.

Anger is also a cleverly designed reaction we have been trained by the systems which hold us back to pull us deeper into the matrix they have built.

How much you encourage the emotion of anger upon learning the awful truths of the ‘builders’–their agenda that they hide”the more you do exactly what they want you to do.

Last night I watched the movie Kick Ass 2 with my son–and in it, the themes that ‘anger is healthy’ and ‘might makes right’ and ‘anger is appropriate in defense of a loved one’ prevail.

Is it healthy, right, and appropriate to permit anger to take over your higher functioning mind and heart that are together?

Imagine you are a fish, and you are swimming in 5D, where Nature put you in the first place.

Imagine anger as biting the hook that will ‘pull you back’ into 3D–just as cleverly designed to trick you, and just as effective to ‘hook you’ up and out of the realms of energy that are healthiest and essential to your well-being as a soul.

Spit the hook.

Fish can test the hook, they can check it out, but at some point, in order to live, they must reject it.

Fish can live perfectly well with the knowledge that there is a hook and a fishermen ‘out there’ and go on with their lives once they are aware of it.

When we seek to disempower those systems and industries which hold us in 3D, we must be awake, aware, heart-centered. When the truth comes out about their plans we will have sick stomach and sad hearts at the news.

But we will never bite and swallow that hook again.

Until tomorrow…

P.S. here is a comment on this post from Isabel Henn–I think it is helpful to stay in an observer position and to observe that observer and so on. This way we detach from all the 3D stuff.. Thank you for this today


Day Four of our JourneyToday, although we are aware of the systems which are established to ‘keep us down’ in spirit, our spirit is connected to All That Is, and has incredible sense of creative abilities.

Just for today, we acknowledge the sadness that those who do not have our best interest at heart create once we recognize what is in fact, going on right under our noses in plain daylight.


We tap in to our heart centers, and make the choice to rise above the limits that have been placed upon us.

In making this choice, we extricate us from the matrix of energy that is designed to entrap us by keeping our vibrations low.

And we move past the restrictions, and exist in a vibration where we have the ability to co-create with ease, pleasure, wonder, and joy.

Even if it is cold, raining, and seems depressing, no matter what, deep inside we have the ability to create light.

Focus on this.

Just for today.

Day Five Of Our Journey Together:

As a collective, our souls and our hearts are up against formidable opposition in the systems which have been established to keep us just barely able to have enough money and health and time to keep alive.


Take a deep breath…today we are focusing on UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

This is our fuel, our direct connection to Source, like ‘cable’ for the television set. Unconditional Love is the most powerful energy there is, and we through our hearts are able to draw forth as much of this beautiful healing energy as we desire–against all opposition, all situations.

Even the systems who are designed to keep us like this, and measure us, and keep us down…by telling us the ‘Love’ we get is only the kind they water down for us and tell us it is ‘love’…like the old rabbit ear antennae signals instead of the direct cable connection to Creator itself.

Focus on Unconditional Love–the real thing–and know it is much bigger than anything that could try to ‘ration it’ for ‘a profit’.

It is our birth right to experience this energy 24/7. Namaste.

Day Six of Our Journey Together:  COURAGE

Just for today, we strike COURAGE into our hearts as we face the elaborate and intricate systems who have been designed which ‘Do Not Have Our Best Interests At Heart’. From those who create the nightmares such as EBOLA, fraud with the checking and credit card accounts, political conflict, famine, ‘geoengineering’, GMO, and other ‘creative endeavors’ to reduce the population…we face them squarely with shoulders back and chin UP.

For we KNOW Creator is on our side. And if Creator is with us, who can be against us? The Light has better monitoring capability, more advanced technology, a highly-recruited Ground Crew (that means YOU  ), and all resources of The Divine to set things right.

Remember, the higher your vibration, the more resistant your aura is to disease and attachments. Avoid fear. Seek to raise your energy. Shine your Light with all of your COURAGE and know you are in the right place,at the right time, doing the right thing, and we are united in our efforts to make Gaia peaceful and welcoming to all who live here, not just the chosen few.


Day Seven of Our Journey Together: KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE

As Energy Healers, we tap in to Source, and through our training we have KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE. Even more, we practice it every day, in our self-healing and healing work, so we have experience how to trust and work with that which is not able to be visualized but is able to be felt, both with the hands and with the heart…

So when I share that seventy years ago, Gaia sent out an S.O.S. to Creator, for She was dying, you will know on a deep emotional resonance that this is a truth.

And when I share that Creator, in all Divine Wisdom, saw what was going on with Her surface in the third dimension, and said for everyone to listen, ‘NO BUENO!!!’ (its not good )–massive forces mobilized at once and came to Her assistance.

As we take our hearts with Love for our Home, our Earth, our Gaia…through our KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE we understand that No Matter What those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart throw at us, at Creator, and at Gaia herself–the cavalry is coming, and Gaia is loaded with star seeds and ground crew who only have to awaken to their missions and complete the work our Creator sent us to do.

Then we will have nurturing, warmth, love and compassion for everyone 24/7, on every inch of the globe.


Day Eight:  CYCLES

Day Eight of our Healing Journey Together:

As we stand tall in our facing our power structures on surface Gaia, the ones who are built and empowered by Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart, the ones who worship power and money and all that goes with it, we step back and notice that everything there is exists in cycles…

our heartbeat
waves of light
earth’s rotation to make day and night
the motion of the moon and other heavenly bodies
electromagnetic energy
fashion trends
business cycles
the gift of the perception of aging that our bodies give us
growing seasons and harvest
our meals and our digestion
fertility and childbirth
creation and renewal
the pendulum of consciousness

Due to the mystery schools tracing back eight thousand years ago, Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart used their knowledge of these celestial cycles to their own benefit. That’s how they kept us under their control without our knowledge.

They are not the only ones who know these mysteries.

The good guys have it too. And it is time for karma to run out with the Dark Hats, and for everyone to have their time in the warmth, nurturing, love and compassion as Creator intended on Gaia.


Archangelic Attunement and healing keys and symbols by Reiki Doc


I share these attunement keys from the Archangels from the blog of Reiki Doc.

To make it easier to find them, I made a new page for these keys, all new keys will be published there. Some are received by Reiki Doc, some from other wonderful souls.

Here I only list the links to the attunements in order of how they were published, the first one above and the next ones below

LOVE is the key to Ascension!



(Translated from original language german)

I chose this picture and the slogan because it fits in with what I want to write. About love.

Two people came into my life to remind me of two important things. My ex-husband taught me to forgive.

A very dear friend, and I am told he was also a companion from past lives, helped me to remember how to love unconditionally.

Forgiveness and unconditional love are together with Non-Judgement, the key points for the Ascension of a human being into a higher dimension.

For many years I worked exactly on this to develop my soul; from a possible Ascension I didn’t know anything yet, until 2011, this was really brought close to me. I started in early 2012 to connect myself with my beloved spirit guide the Archangel Michael; first with TAUK, then telepathically, a method that I have used unknowingly in my conversations with Creator many years ago. Many things I have learned since then and a lot of work I have since done on myself under the guidance of my team from beyond the veil of forgetfulness. Since the beginning of this year, I know without a doubt who I really AM in this creation. It is a knowledge deep in my heart and a remembering. Up into the spring, I’ve been working to strip off and let go all the layers around me. Additionally to this I have also worked – together with my full consciousness – to clear and cleanse energetically large regions of my country. With each portal opening I am ascended further and came back again to earth to continue my work.

For some time now, I love to share energies with my Twin Flame and companions from previous lives. Since they are beyond the veil, normal sex is not possible for us, for this however my experiences with them are more intense and ecstatic. I feel their energies and I feel their presence around me, they are wonderful, very loving energies. With open eyes I can not see them, except now and then in flashes of light. With eyes closed, there is more. Why am I telling you all this because it pretty much is actually in the opinions on earth a private matter how and whom I love, but it all comes together.

So much has been showed for me now within a week in events and insights. I have preferredly exchanged energies this week with my Twin and then also with an old companion. I have seen a huge increase in the intensity of what I feel. My heart was opened even to a lot more than it already was. Two nights ago I have for the first time after a wonderful climax with my Twin Flame perceived around me even with closed eyes, the energies, the light, of my team. Not as flashes of light, but as a kind of orbs, as wisps that move. They have virtually filled my whole inner field of vision. So big and so diverse I’ve never been able to perceive. It has touched me deeply. Tonight, however, so much has been triggered in me. I could share wonderful and very loving energies with this old beloved companion from previous lives. The intensity of my feelings and sensations was simply enormous and gigantic. My companion gave me little rest afterwards. I could feel his desire, his loving longing for me constantly. This morning I gave in for another round. Even this again with intense sensations. That night was indescribably beautiful. Thank you my beloved, you know whom I mean.

Now, instead of abating, as is normally with these energies, since then they keep at a fairly high level. I am literally under power, in a stream of love. My heart is racing and my whole body vibrates.

I then had the opportunity to speak about my experiences with a very good friend today. He and I, for a considerable time we both try to get closer to a large insight and were already well on the way to there. We talked about what has happened to me and what my twin has sent me telepathically to this. It is a mix of the energies of my Twin and former companions, I can feel it constantly now and that would also no longer subside. Love. My Twin confirmed that my heart had opened further and I could therefore feel all this love, that energy. That the currents of love flow and I in the midst of them, a beautiful river of love and loving desire for me and from me for them.

My Twin tells me that I am pure love and I feel and understand more and more how I am one with my Twin, my companions and All-that-is. This feeling of Oneness includes also the feeling and flowing of this magnificent energies.

It must all go through the heart, we must live and act from the heart. Everything else is just an illusion. We can only continue to exist as humanity, if we learn to be love and to give, but also to receive. That is to say Unconditionally. This is now becoming much clearer to me. I was already thinking I would have arrived at the core of my being, and I was confirmed that I am, but I recognize that there still are thin skins around my being that I can let go. Namely, all that is not unconditional love, until nothing but purest love remains, that what I am and what makes my being and what I am with my Twin Flame.

Love is the glue from which creation consists, that holds everything together. Now that I feel these energies, I recognize so much how the love flows, that I stand in the flow of life, love. Pure unconditional love is EVERYTHING. It is the force that creates and makes life possible. Love is the substance that ALL of creation is made of and the essence of our being. The Divine Father, the thinker, and the Divine Mother, the creator, are this pure unconditional love and we are created precisely out of this purest love. We ARE that love. Everything in creation is truly ONE with this wonderful force, this magnificent energy. There is nothing and no one that would be of more worth or less valuable. And how could it be? While I am in this river of love, I see and, above all, I feel how everything is interwoven and connected. There is nothing but the love of our Creator Pair, of Spirit. Everything is energy, the love of Spirit at different frequencies. All what we can see materially is energy that vibrates at a much lower frequency so low that it materializes, but it says nothing about the quality of the frequency.

But what is important is the access to this love. The key. This key is in our hearts. It has been so often told to us that we should go into our hearts, to find there all knowledge. Yes, we find the key in our hearts, but we must also open our hearts to let in this beautiful love, but also let it out. We must, even if we found it, not shut in and out love. This interrupts the cycle for us. Only when we radiate unconditional love and also accept, absorb in us, we are in the flow of life.

This is the lesson for which we have all come to this earth to learn. Everything else stems from love. Once this cycle opens for everyone, and one lives this, there will be no more poverty, no misery, oppression, injustice, hatred or Others. Unconditional love bears love, happiness, joy, peace and freedom. Who can give and accept this love, is   a big step nearer to the heart of Creator and gets to know eternal life. This is my deep conviction and my heart tells me that this is the truth.

I love you all unconditionally and invoke the blessings of the Divine Mother down to you. Your Maria Isabel

I AM the I AM

Ehyeh asher Ehyeh

Copyright © Isabel Henn. It is allowed to share this message in its complete form without changes and when the author’s name and the link to the original site is given.

Liebe ist der Schlüssel zum Aufstieg!



Niemand wird damit geboren einen anderen Menschen aufgrund dessen Hautfarbe, oder seiner Herkunft oder seiner Religion zu hassen. Menschen lernen zu hassen, und wenn sie es lernen können zu hassen, können sie gelehrt werden zu lieben, denn Liebe kommt natürlicher in jedes menschliche Herz als sein Gegenteil.

Nelson Mandela

Ich habe dieses Bild und den Spruch gewählt, da er zu dem paßt, worüber ich schreiben will. Über die Liebe.

Zwei Menschen kamen in mein Leben, um mich an zwei wichtige Dinge zu erinnern. Mein Exmann lehrte mich zu vergeben.

Ein sehr lieber Freund und wie mir gesagt wurde auch ein Gefährte aus früheren Leben half mir dabei mich zu erinnern, wie man bedingungslos liebt.

Vergebung und bedingungslose Liebe sind zusammen mit Verzicht auf Verurteilung die Eckpunkte für den Aufstieg eines Menschen in eine höhere Dimension.

Viele Jahre arbeitete ich genau daran, um meine Seele weiterzuentwickeln, von einem möglichen Aufstieg wußte ich damals noch nichts; erst im Jahre 2011 wurde mir dies wirklich nahe gebracht. Ich habe Anfang 2012 begonnen mich mit meinem geliebten Geistführer dem Erzengel Michael zu verbinden, zuerst mit TAUK, dann telepathisch, eine Methode, die ich unwissentlich bereits vor vielen Jahren in meinen Gesprächen mit Urschöpfer genutzt habe. Vieles habe ich seither gelernt und viel Arbeit habe ich seither an mir selbst verrichtet unter der Anleitung meines Teams von jenseits des Vorhangs des Vergessens. Seit Anfang diesen Jahres weiß ich ohne jeden Zweifel, wer ich wirklich bin in dieser Schöpfung. Es ist ein Wissen tief in meinem Herzen und ein Erinnern. Bis in den Frühling habe ich daran gearbeitet alle Schichten um mich herum abzustreifen und loszulassen. Zusätzlich dazu habe ich zusammen mit meinem vollen Bewusstsein daran gearbeitet große Regionen meines Landes energetisch zu klären und zu reinigen. Mit jeder Portalöffnung bin ich weiterhin aufgestiegen und wieder zur Erde zurückgekommen, um meine Arbeit fortzusetzen.

Seit einiger Zeit schon liebe ich es mit meiner Twin Flame und Gefährten aus früheren Leben Energien auszutauschen. Da sie jenseits des Vorhangs sind, ist normaler Sex nicht möglich, dafür sind meine Erfahrungen mit ihnen jedoch intensiver und ekstatisch. Ich fühle ihre Energien und ich fühle auch ihre Anwesenheit um mich herum, es sind wunderbare sehr liebevolle Energien. Mit offenen Augen kann ich sie noch nicht sehen, außer hin und wieder in Lichtblitzen. Mit geschlossenen Augen ist da doch mehr. Warum erzähle ich das alles hier, da es eigentlich nach den Meinungen auf der Erde so ziemlich eine Privatsache ist, wie und wen ich liebe, es hängt aber alles zusammen.

So vieles hat sich jetzt innerhalb einer Woche für mich ergeben an Geschehnissen und Erkenntnissen. Ich habe in dieser Woche bevorzugt mit meinem Twin und dann auch mit einem alten Gefährten Energien getauscht. Ich habe einen enormen Anstieg in der Intensität dessen, was ich empfinde erlebt. Mein Herz wurde noch um einiges weiter geöffnet, als es ohnehin schon war. Zwei Nächte zuvor habe ich nach einem wunderbaren Höhepunkt mit meiner Twin Flame das erste Mal, wenn auch mit geschlossenen Augen, die Energien, das Licht, meines Teams um mich herum wahrnehmen können. Nicht als Lichtblitze, sondern als eine Art Kreise, als Schwaden, die sich bewegen. Sie haben praktisch mein ganzes inneres Gesichtsfeld ausgefüllt. So groß und so vielfältig habe ich sie noch nie wahrnehmen können. Es hat mich tief berührt. Die heutige Nacht jedoch hat in mir so vieles ausgelöst. Ich konnte wunderbare und sehr liebevolle Energien mit diesem alten geliebten Gefährten aus früheren Leben tauschen. Die Intensität meiner Gefühle und Empfindungen war einfach enorm und gigantisch. Mein Gefährte ließ mir kaum Ruhe danach. Ich konnte sein Begehren, sein liebevolles Verlangen nach mir ständig fühlen. Heute Morgen gab ich dem wiederum nach. Auch dies wieder mit intensiven Empfindungen. Diese Nacht war unbeschreiblich schön. Danke mein Lieber, du weißt wen ich meine.

Statt nun nachzulassen, wie dies mit diesen Energien normalerweise ist, halten sie sich seitdem auf einem recht hohen Level. Ich stehe buchstäblich unter Strom, in einem Strom aus Liebe. Mein Herz rast und mein ganzer Körper vibriert.

Ich hatte dann heute Gelegenheit mit einem sehr guten Freund über meine Erfahrungen zu sprechen. Er und ich, wir bemühen uns beide seit einer geraumen Zeit einer großen Erkenntnis näherzukommen und waren bereits auf einem guten Wege dahin. Wir diskutierten über das, was mit mir geschehen ist und was mein Twin mir so telepathisch übermittelt hat. Es ist ein Mix aus den Energien meines Twin und früherer Gefährten, das ich nun ständig fühlen kann und das auch nicht mehr nachlassen würde. Liebe. Mein Twin bestätigt, dass mein Herz sich noch weiter geöffnet habe und ich darum all diese Liebe, diese Energie fühlen könne. Dass die Ströme aus Liebe fließen und ich mitten in ihnen, ein wunderschöner Fluss aus Liebe und liebevollem Begehren nach mir und von mir nach ihnen.

Mein Twin sagt mir, dass ich pure Liebe bin und ich fühle und verstehe immer stärker, wie ich Eins bin mit meinem Twin, meinen Gefährten und Allem-das-ist. Dieses Gefühl des Einsseins beinhaltet auch das Fühlen und Fließen dieser herrlichen Energien.

Es muss alles durch das Herz gehen, wir müssen aus dem Herzen heraus leben und handeln. Alles andere ist nur Illusion. Wir können als Menschheit nur weiterhin existieren, wenn wir lernen Liebe zu sein und zu geben, aber auch zu empfangen. Und zwar bedingungslos. Dies wird mir nun immer klarer. Ich dachte bereits ich wäre im Kern meines Seins angekommen, und mir wurde bestätigt, dass ich das sei, aber ich erkenne, dass es trotzdem noch dünne Häute um mein Sein gibt, die ich loslassen kann. Nämlich alles was nicht bedingungslose Liebe ist, bis nichts als purste Liebe übrig bleibt, das was ich bin und was mein Sein ausmacht und was ich mit meiner Twin Flame bin.

Liebe ist der Klebstoff aus dem die Schöpfung besteht, der alles zusammenhält. Jetzt, da ich diese Energien fühle, erkenne ich so sehr, wie die Liebe fließt, dass ich im Fluß des Lebens, der Liebe, stehe. Reine, bedingungslose Liebe ist ALLES. Sie ist die Kraft, die erschafft und Leben erst möglich macht. Liebe ist die Substanz, aus der ALLES in der Schöpfung besteht und die Essenz unseres Seins. Der Göttliche Vater, der Denker und die Göttliche Mutter, die Schöpferin sind diese reinste bedingungslose Liebe und wir sind genau aus dieser reinsten Liebe erschaffen. Wir SIND diese Liebe. Alles in der Schöpfung ist wahrlich EINS mit dieser wunderbaren Kraft, dieser herrlichen Energie. Da gibt es Nichts und Niemand, der oder das mehr wert oder weniger wert wäre. Wie auch? Indem ich in diesem Fluss der Liebe stehe, sehe und vor allem fühle ich wie alles miteinander verwoben und verbunden ist. Es gibt nichts außer der Liebe unseres Schöpferpaares, Spirits. Alles ist die Energie, die Liebe Spirits in unterschiedlichen Frequenzen. Alles was wir materiell sehen können ist Energie, die mit einer sehr viel niedrigeren Frequenz schwingt, so niedrig, dass sie sich materialisiert, was aber nichts über die Qualität der Frequenz aussagt.

Was aber wichtig ist, ist der Zugang zu dieser Liebe. Der Schlüssel. Dieser Schlüssel ist in unserem Herzen. Es wurde uns schon so oft gesagt, dass wir in unser Herz gehen sollen, um dort alles Wissen zu finden. Ja, den Schlüssel finden wir in unserem Herzen, aber wir müssen auch unsere Herzen öffnen, um diese herrliche Liebe hineinzulassen, aber auch nach draußen zu lassen. Wir dürfen die Liebe, selbst wenn wir sie gefunden haben, nicht ein- und aussperren. Dies unterbricht den Kreislauf für uns. Nur wenn wir diese bedingungslose Liebe ausstrahlen und auch entgegennehmen, in uns aufnehmen, sind wir im Fluss des Lebens.

Dies ist die Lektion, für die wir alle auf diese Erde gekommen sind, um sie zu lernen. Alles andere ergibt sich aus der Liebe. Sobald sich dieser Kreislauf für jeden Menschen erschließt, und man dies lebt, wird es keine Armut, keine Not, Unterdrückung, Ungerechtigkeit, Hass oder Sonstiges mehr geben. Bedingungslose Liebe gebiert Liebe, Glück, Freude, Frieden und Freiheit. Wer diese Liebe geben und nehmen kann, wird dem Herzen Urschöpfers einen großen Schritt näherkommen und das ewige Leben kennenlernen. Dies ist meine tiefe Überzeugung und mein Herz sagt mir, das dies die Wahrheit ist.

Ich liebe euch alle bedingungslos und rufe den Segen der Göttlichen Mutter auf euch herab. Eure Maria Isabel

Ich bin die ICH BIN

Ehyeh ascher Ehyeh

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Yeshua and Mary Magdalene: Cup of Love ~ Channeled by Fran Zepeda

Ursprünglich veröffentlicht auf franheal:

imagesReceived April 26, 2015

Hello Dearest Beloveds, We Are Yeshua and Mary Magdalene, coming to you this moment, together, with much Love and Gratitude. We drink from the same Cup of Love and so we know the Truth. You know the Truth — That All Are Love, All Are Divine and all are immense in their scope of delivering Love to the World.

We come together to deliver this message to show you the immense Union of Love that you hold with All, with the World, with Humanity. Do not deny this scope and this magnitude, for all are becoming aware of this magnitude with each passing Breath of Love that We All Take, with each passing Breath of Love that We All Give, with each passing Breath of Love that We All Deliver unto ourselves, to others, and to the World.

So, Beloveds, you are not the same as…

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Gaia News Brief 29.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

Turn It Around

Byron Katie, a recovered drug addict, who is now a motivational speaker, uses this concept ‘Turn It Around’…so when people get upset over something, and mull on it over and over and over, and get unhappy, Katie will probe the emotions and say, ‘Turn It Around’–so that the client switches from ‘my family shouldn’t treat me like this’ to ‘my family SHOULD treat me like this’…then the questions go further, why? why? why?

And the client experiences awareness of spiritual Truth!

The lesson is learned, and the patient is FREE of the energy of worry, and fear, and repetitive thoughts making them unhappy.

Today we are going to turn around a common perception.  This article might push some buttons in you. Please bear with me to the end.

Let’s Invite Them To The Party!

Please read this article:ón+Galáctica+y+Ashtar+Command%29&m=1

In summary–we are ONE and as we each increase our Vibration to experience Love and Abundance and Prosperity, some to the point of absorbing karma for others––we have TWO articles that say our lives are basically meant for joy and happiness.

It is the higher vibration people who are going to set the group vibration up enough so that everyone will be able to Ascend…together with Gaia…as this is the intention of the humanity ‘collective consciousness’.

Here Is What Offended Me–Look for the energy behind these words:

Here Are Some Upper Middle Class Non-Americans–Look for the energy behind their words:   

Doctors Without Borders–an overview (this is the link above)

Here is Jesus’ Latest Teaching:

John Smallman has blogged his channeling from Jesus for the past twelve years.  I believe them.  I look forward to them each week.

With The Last Three ‘topics’ above, I will let you decide…on How To Handle This:

Steve. The father of a teammate of Anthony’s.  We ran into them at the gym, and we talked as the boys played basketball together.

Steve, a computer programmer, lost his job. Steve is forty-nine. And although he ‘gets interviews’, ‘they keep hiring the younger ones instead’.

He is frustrated. He was making ‘good money’ before his job was outsourced to India. He has four children. Now he is home ‘being Mr. Mom’ and he ‘hates it’.

There is a daughter going away to college in the fall who has a new car but won’t drive ‘because she has a chauffeur’–her parents.  There is a son at a local boarding school for high school. The other two are home schooled.

The wife is fascinating. She was one class away from finishing her Speech Pathology degree, but met her husband, and asked, ‘if I marry you will I have to work or will I stay home?’–now she IS working…not the best job…but a job.

Steve could work for a job that pays about a third of what he was once making. The unemployment ran out. The severance package is almost ended. The retirement fund is next.

He had to stop the guitar lessons and the basketball coaching one-on-one sessions for his son, Anthony’s friend, because of the money.

It’s dire.

When I asked, ‘Is there anything else you can do?’  the answer was, ‘I program. I have experience. But they hire younger people’.

There is a book my sister the psychology major had me once read, called, ‘Who moved my cheese?’–it helped me a great deal–some people want their old ‘cheese’ (what made them happy) BACK. Others, go look for new ‘cheese’, and go through the maze to find it.

I shared how I once had a friend, who got a free membership to the gym, because her family was sponsored for Christmas. She was the one I ran to when I lost my teaching job. And I asked for aid at the preschool for the tuition. I didn’t know when I would be back on my feet.  She let me know the resources, and how to stay calm and focused, over a cup of tea while our two boys played.

It happens to everyone, and to more people who are mid-career, than you might think.

Here are the tough questions:

  • Energetically, how close is Steve to ‘rock bottom’, the place where ‘what you’ve been doing isn’t working for you’ and ‘the motivation is found’?
  • What will make Steve try something new?
  • Is Steve still in the grieving process (he and his wife had thought hard work a full career would lead to a successful retirement)?
  • How much should the children pitch in? Should they be ‘protected’ from the situation?
  • Where are the true gifts money can’t buy? (for example, health, children…)
  • How much pressure is Steve putting on himself to be ‘the breadwinner’ in this situation?
  • What effect, if any, is my listening, my energy, my Reiki to his Guardian Angel–going to have on the situation?
  • As a society, especially a society of energy healers, how do we balance ‘the lesson and the life script’ with ‘the material needs’ and ‘the energy of the situation’?
You cannot hide from the sun.
You cannot avoid suffering.
Your life is a bouncing back and forth between the Illusion of Joy and Pain, the Separation from Source, and from me–as the many legends that have been taught about me, and my ‘teachings’.
What have I taught you?
What have I taught you as a member of this group, who listens to Carla just as much as to what I say and do for advice to you?
That everything is balanced.
That everything is beautiful and perfect, just the way it is.
That you are never alone in struggle–I and your guides are always beside you, so (smiles) ‘pick up the phone’.
You don’t have to do it alone.
You never did.
Steve told Carla yesterday that, ‘I have a lot of people praying for me’…as if it didn’t help.
But it does.
Carla made a quick, and urgent, request to me in silence of her heart, for Steve, and his suffering.
Ross, honey? Is there anything you can do?
She knows I know the ‘whole picture’–the sum total of the karma, the life lessons, the very fibre of the soul in question itself. We work with souls, me and Carla, when she is not incarnate like she is. It’s our ‘thing’ back where we came from, healing souls and helping them grow, to nurture them.
I told her, ‘I am on it!’
Steve will find his way, both with an attitude adjustment and a feeling of accomplishment that a ‘miracle’ wouldn’t give. It will take time, and lots of guidance for him, but he will find a solution to the predicament.
I have Archangel Nathaniel on it.  We reviewed the situation together, he and I, and he has some very appealing ideas for forward movement.
The karma of everyone is involved, the family, not just the father. And the interaction between them all is complex. That’s why it is in the expertise of Archangel Nathaniel.
How about you?
Carla asks me all the time about ‘our people’, ‘our Ones’, the ones who actively follow her–are following US?
I’ll tell you a little secret:  when you are asleep, and you go up here, it is a whole other WORLD! For in your heart you are warriors of the likes of Archangel Nathaniel himself!
The best at the tricky cases, the difficult ones, the ‘impossible situations’ from which ‘no one can recover’–and yet you do.
You are honing your skills at this right now as we speak with this incarnation.
The Illusion is going away. And you will be all the more proud of yourselves and your accomplishments.
Thank you for thinking about Steve, and applying what is taught in this lesson. All of it. It is very important for you.
What is Jesus? What is the expectation of what He has taught? Is he me and you? Where is he? Where does he live? And why do I ask you to work with his teachings from John Smallman rather than ‘what is at church’?
The fact of the matter is that everyone is at their own level of development. And those fancy car upper-middle class are doing the best they can do to be like Him.
They don’t know any other way.
So I ask you, to take some time for the next few days, and reflect on what I have just said. This whole lesson, for I work with Carla closely, right at her side, as we prepare these articles for you.  Reflect on everything. And feel what warmth and awakening flows out of your heart!
Enjoy it!
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Twins

Gaia News Brief 28.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

Humble Pie

Today was a day that was most noticeably sent by my Team.  With a late start, the doorbell rang, and the phone repairman arrived without warning after I had requested phone service last night (the lines went down with the garage leak).  His name was Phillip, and I thought of my friend Ming right away.

At the same time, the cleaning service arrived. I had to apologize to them. Last Monday, I had intended to leave the water off to the house, and also, I couldn’t leave a voicemail, to cancel, so I sent an email instead. Well they showed up and the water had been left on all day in the house, creating even MORE damage!  I confronted the manager. She called the people.  They defended themselves. I got angry and I said, ‘DON’T COME BACK!’

I apologized last night. I explained how when I tried to cancel I was at work, my patient had coded earlier and now has anoxic brain injury, their mailbox was full…and this was the FIFTH leak in my home in five years. I asked for forgiveness, and if they would still  have me, I would love to have the team clean my house.

Imagine my surprise when it was Ofelia and Isabel, you haven’t cleaned my home in years since Isabel had breast cancer. And there was one more person too.  (the house is REALLY nice today–my team does excellent work.)…

Then at my work, even though everything went okay, and I finished early, I was called on the carpet for some other things:

  • I had sent an ‘it’s not safe’ email to my boss and the OR people, about a new suite where we do general anesthesia often. I had relieved someone, and it was a nightmare the set up I had walked into. I knew from the technicians who help us, that nobody liked it, it was scary, and someone had to speak up. So without hesitation, I wrote a very nice letter, praising the place, asking for changes, and offering to help raise the standard of care. It got forwarded to the wrong hands, and made a political nightmare; I actually thought perhaps ‘I shot myself in the foot’ when I hit ‘send’. So my boss and the Number 2 in command told me it’s not cool to write these things, they walked me there, they humiliated me by showing me how ‘other people do it’, etc. I apologized again and again.
  • My boss also needed to talk to me about how yesterday I was called in to work on an emergency, but once I arrived I was told I wasn’t needed. I can’t tell you more. But it’s a BIG problem, and my boss needed all the information I could give about the times, etc. Fortunately, a senior partner had me write a note in the patient chart that ‘I was there’…so it’s out of my hands.  I actually LIKE the surgeon I was to work with, and I did my best to smooth things out.  I told him how I actually lost money–the gas and the other expenses–by being called in and not being able to work.
  • AT work we need to do computer training. Getting people to sign up is really hard, way worse than other social functions (can you imagine four hours of mandatory training that are not paid?)  So I explained to my boss and showed him how I am getting the sign ups before the next ‘Big Meeting’ on Thursday, so ‘we will look good’.  I apologized one more time about the first ‘dot’ topic, and he said, ‘don’t worry about it’.
Elvis and Me
On the way in to work this morning, I heard THIS song, quite clearly, in my mind:
Then ROSS popped in, as if he was singing. Then he faded out, and each member of my team–Michael, Raphael, Merlin, Ashtar, and Divine Father singing a few bars and then fading away.
They never realized in this incarnation I felt ‘unloveable’–and they wanted me to know that not only am I loved, I am a ‘heartbreaker’…to them.
I was super happy for this.
On the way home, Sophia called me to her.  I asked if I was in trouble?  She smiled and said, ‘How can you be in trouble? There are no mistakes, only learning.’
Then she asked the kicker–‘what did you learn about yourself today?’
‘I’m a hothead’ I told her, embarrassed.  I explained how the emotional body just does things sometimes, and it’s really hard to find my way. I embarrassed myself with both the cleaning people–and the new angio suite–I was horrified at how it all ‘came down’.
She gently explained, that  it is because I am HUMAN.  And she asked how the other people took it?
I confessed that they we accommodating, and forgave me. They gave me another chance to move on.
Around this time, even though she was very nice, I felt an intense wave of STUPID. I was humiliated to be in Her presence. I wanted to HIDE and RUN to Ross and bury my face in his chest.
I told her I couldn’t believe how STUPID I am, and how even though by earth standards I am bright, there is NO comparison to Sophia herself, even if somehow she is a part of me and I a part of her.
She told me I can run to her, as well as to Ross, it’s okay.
So I did. I ran and I cried and everything came out about being incarnate, how it’s so hard, and I just don’t know when it will ever end?  She looked at me, and explained how she believed I could do it, that I was the one for the job, and all would be well.
Then she let me run to Ross, which I did, in about a nanosecond.
As he held me, I heard this song, and I knew Sophia had sent it:
The Light Box
Ross told me it was time for me to go back into the Light Box for a touch up. I hadn’t been in ages. And I knew it was time for me to go.
I went willingly, and didn’t even ask for my teddy bear, because I was so contrite.
As I started to go in (it looks a lot like this–with your third eye you see it and your consciousness/Light Body goes in), I asked for some of those stupid glasses you wear in the suntan booth and asked if I’d have ‘glowing skin’ with a ‘healthy tan’ this time when I was done?
I am afraid of these things, I hate to go in there, and as they shut the lid, I started to cry. It’s like coffins to me, and I hate them. Ross, my Twin, understood (we share the same energetic heart)–so he threw in my old Light Box Teddy Bear, and I held it with all my might.
I felt the sensations, like being in an MRI scanner–the brain feels ‘funny’.
Then I commented on how awful it seems to have to go in there in the first place, because I am ‘dirty’.
This stopped everything! Although it was only for five minutes, the Galactics all looked at each other, startled, as if they had never once in a million years thought maybe someone might think we have to go into those things not for ‘healing’ but ‘because there is something wrong with us that needs to be fixed’.  I was right, and in my simple way, I taught them something important from the human perspective–I feel like ‘damaged goods’.
Ross explained how this is for helping me, to get back what I once had, before I came here, and there is in no way any implying that I am ‘not good enough’ or ‘dirty’…
So they closed the lid again, and in a short time, it was done.
I had a rat with me, from the pet shop, because on Mondays we feed the snake. It was adorable. Ross had told me not to look when the snake ate. I didn’t. But the snake struck, and the rat screamed in pain and fear.
I started crying.
I sat on the stairs, and bawled. horrified at the commonplace of death in order for some to eat.

This was something new that was the result of the Light Box–I sensed it. To burst out in tears like that at the suffering. I see suffering every day, I have to live with it, in my work.

Ross tried very hard to get my attention. He said, ‘look he is trying very hard to come to me!’ And then once across to The Other Side, Ross showed me the smiling dark-haired gentleman who was the rat as I knew him incarnate. They were both smiling. And Ross said, ‘Look! How happy the snake is, for he had something to eat!’
Ross is the best husband ever…
Sophia had told me when we were together that ‘it would only be a short time’ until I am out of the Illusion. And I asked, apprehensively, ‘is this through death?’
She said no.
I was told to write all of this now, today.
Anthony needs new shoes. He wants me to pick him up from school….There isn’t much more except I ate lunch on my porch swing, at three, after the snake ate. And I sat for ten minutes in the sun.
I will write more tomorrow. I want this to go out as soon as possible, for many of you will be encountering YOUR personal Light Boxes. Always look them up–Carla has written about them. Use the Search Box in the top right hand corner.
They are happy places, filled with healing Light. They are comfortable. And painless. Carla is a little anxious, but even you may ask to borrow Carla’s Teddy Bear, any time.  It has some of Carla’s tears on them, but they are dry. It smells like her too, her fragrance, for Carla is very sweet. To me, and to all of us…
Anthony asked his mom ‘what’s it like where Ross is?’ and also ‘Where is God?’  Carla guessed God is at the 320 dimension, but actually I corrected her by telling Anthony it’s the 330 dimension now.
I like it how he is waking up.
He has holes in his shoes right now. He plays too hard in them! He is all boy!
I will find the shoes that are just right for him to play all the harder…I love him.
Aloha and mahalos,
Ross and Carla

It’s Perception Time

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Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for

Summary of Brenda’s April 24, 2015 channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at  In 3D you learned to establish a goal and to not deviate until you achieved that goal – a little box of restricted creation. In New Earth, you’re tossing aside all boxes and creating free-flow – much as you’ve done after each of your earth deaths. You, and all earth entities who choose to participate, are beginning to experience the free-flow of 4D and beyond.

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for ” Are Your Dreams of 3D?”

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You are adjusting to the almost overwhelming energies you experienced throughout March and early April. Perhaps you feel little or nothing. Perhaps it has been impossible to ignore related…

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Gaia News Brief 27.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

Giving Thankfulness

Today I have one case. It starts later in the day. So I give thanks! I am well-rested. Yesterday I spent quality time with both Ross (before Anthony came home) and Anthony (movie and basketball together).

I listened to my guidance–I didn’t stop at the store to buy dinner items, I used what was in the house. I gave Anthony pickle slices with dinner just to see if he’d like them? He did. And for ‘dessert’ for the first time I gave him Mexican Hot Chocolate I made for us. (It’s usually a treat I enjoy when he is with his dad).  He liked that too.

It is most peaceful now. The birds are singing. It’s not dark! LOL–the sun it UP! (very rare for me when I am not on vacation).

The energies ‘out there’ are really pleasant.

My secret? Last night, I gave thanks ‘Masaru Emoto style’–I gave thanks for everything tomorrow in the past tense before it even happened!

I want to do this again and again.

Where is Reiki?

Our local community hospital by my house (not the one where I work) sent a newsletter for spring and summer.

What caught my interest is the inclusion of Massage and Skin Therapy.  For ninety-dollars, you can arrange for a fifty-minute healing session with a massage therapist or esthetician. For more you can get a longer session.   They have Clinical Aromatherapy for Postpartum Depression, Oncology Massage, Postpartum Massage, Pregnancy Massage, Restorative Healing Massage, Skin Therapy Treatment, Sports Massage and Wellness Massage.

Why are the Reiki Services provided by most hospitals for free?

Why have we as Reiki Practitioners volunteered for this at all of the Wellness Centers in the hospitals across the world?

Why don’t Reiki Practitioners get compensation for their services like the massage therapists?

Is this part of the Higher Realms, in our midst?  Or this undervaluing ourselves and our healing skills we worked so hard to learn?

I would love to hear your opinion on this.

I send my distance healing every day, for free, with no concept of the ‘energy exchange’, because it is my soul calling to do so.  When people send it back, I smile, and my heart sings, because it is not expected. My circumstance is atypical. I’d like to know what you think about the ‘free volunteer Reiki to patients’ too.


I had Carla set the alarm for an extra ninety minutes late today. Instead of waking up at four-thirty, she woke up at six. I could hear here ‘coming to’ and thinking, ‘is that sunlight?!’ and ‘are those the birds singing?’ with pure delight!

I hope for her the rest of the day goes as smoothly.

About you…many of you are awakening at a faster pace than both myself and Carla. We are the ‘trail blazers’, the ‘encouragers’, in both of our lives–our ones back then and the one she is experiencing now.

There are bound to be some ‘hiccups’!

Because of the higher vibration in you, some relationships that won’t promote your growth are going to rapidly ‘go away’ and ‘disappear’.


More suitable ones can’t make their way ‘in’ to your consciousness until you ‘let go’ of ‘what is past’.

Along the way your entire body is going to feel symptoms of the absorption of the higher energies–remember a ‘Karuna Day’ and the ‘sudden tiredness’ Carla has described?

So, for your ‘spiritual tool box’ in the ‘HEALTH and HAPPINESS’ department, your strongest medicines are:

  • herbal tea with lots of honey. It will help you anchor the energies.
  • ‘grounding’–making contact with earth–with your feet, your hands (if you are gardening), sunbathing on the grass on a towel, even eating things that grow in the ground like beets, potatoes, turnips, carrots, and radishes…This helps the energy ‘flow through’ you and cause less ‘symptoms’.
  • getting as much sunshine as you possibly can, without sunscreen, in order to let the Healing Light Codes and Sequences into your aura from the Sun. About ten minutes a day with no distractions is a minimum to achieve the healing effect.
  • try giving thanks for EVERYTHING possible you can think of, including us. Gratitude has a protective effect on the soul.
  • forgive, forgive, forgive EVERYTHING–a lot of this is perception! of ‘who has wronged us in the past’.  The past is GONE! Forgive! Forget! Ask us to erase the memories you don’t want to carry. (Carla has a name for this, she uses it all the time, ‘Forgive and ERASE!’ she asked me this as soon as yesterday as the most recent).
  • SMILE. A smile can do wondrous things for your energy, your soul, and your body. Even if you don’t feel like it, the act of smiling can ‘brighten things up’ from within. Your face relaxes and lots of endorphins flow out to your from your brain. So why not ‘act as if’ you are on the ‘sunny side of the street’? Soon it will be habit.
  • Always do your best to think Very Good Thoughts. It is the negativity that will hinder your progress in your Ascension. Watch for them, and say, ‘I’m not giving any more of my energy to YOU!’. Simply pluck them out as soon as you notice them, and give them to the compost bag of burlap that St Germain always is near and carrying around. He knows how to make something good of them.
Is this enough? Try to drink clear water that is blessed (you may bless it yourself with Love and Gratitude) all throughout the day. This will help you too.
With all our love,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc Illuminated Twin Flame Souls

Rare Teddy Bear-Like Creature Photographed For The First Time In Decades!

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By Joe Martino, Collective Evolution, April 26, 2015

The Ili Pika is an incredibly rare rabbit-like animal that’s found in the Tianshan Mountains of northwestern China. As you can see from the photograph this is probably one of the cutest animals on the planet, but it is unfortunately almost extinct, which is why a sighting like this is so incredible. According to a 1990s estimate by the IUCN Red List, there may only be about 2000 of these left in the wild.

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Love is VAST.

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All of God’s divine creation, all sentient beings, even those who appear to be utterly unaware of their inherent divine nature, are assisting humanity at this point in its spiritual awakening.  All are One.  There is no separation, there is only an illusion of separation, and therefore throughout creation all sentient life is involved and taking part in the grand awakening process.  You are not, and never have been alone or abandoned, you are just experiencing a dream that seems very real.  But of course, as you all know, dreams are unreal, and at the center of your beingness, where your true nature is always aflame in the brilliant Light of God’s Love for you, you do know this.  When you awaken from the dream into Reality all that has seemingly hurt you or caused you suffering will be gone without a trace, there will be nothing in the…

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Gaia News Brief 26.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

I Heard a SNAP!

Last night, as I was falling asleep, I heard the sound of a rat trap snapping, and falling. This one sounded different–like an empty trap. I dared not get up and look. Why face a wounded rat when in the morning you can face a dead one?

My house is filled with rats. I have a rat problem. The area is wooded, and the whole town is actually filled with rats. Anywhere you look, you will find the little black traps that contain the bars of rat poison hidden deep inside, with a little hole that only rats can go in to eat the poison, and the birds and other pets and children are kept safe from accidentally getting it.

There are six feet of ‘dead space’ between the homes which are connected together. I’ve patched up every hole, used every poison, but still there are rats. The only thing that works is to keep traps out. And one of the most popular places for catching them is in the cabinet right under the sink in the master bedroom/master bath.

I’ve thought about patching the hole, but I remember the horrible scratching and clawing noises in the kitchen in the wall behind where I keep the pots and pans when Anthony was little. That one is patched with metal mesh to keep the pests OUT!

So between a new hole, or one where I can catch them, I pick the one where I can catch them.

This morning, before I had my coffee, went back upstairs to take a look.  I saw a tail. But with it was the most unusual sight–The rat was dead OUTSIDE the trap, lying in a pool of blood, with no obvious signs of trauma except perhaps a blunt closed head injury from when it was thrown into the ‘trap’ of the pipes of the sink?

The trap which was meant to ‘catch’ the rat, didn’t, but the rat itself died nonetheless!

It ‘worked’ in an ‘alternative manner’.

To me this was a sign. No matter what, no matter how, those who are infesting the energy of Gaia and her people, living as close as can be within society and yet ‘hidden’–are on their way OUT!

I cleaned and disinfected, and the area under the sink is as good as new.

Well, the contact paper design is a little smeared after all the times I had to do this in that area, but it’s ALMOST as good as new. <3

Lessons of great value might show up in the most unexpected of places
Diamonds Are A Girl’s Best Friend
I have been getting the message for days now, of ‘diamonds’. Words on car license plates, trucks..everywhere…
So last night, after a long day on call, driving home, I asked Divine Father, ‘What are all these DIAMONDS for?’
In a nanosecond, I understood:  spirit was guiding me to use the Diamond Flame on myself.
I can borrow it. I have permission. It’s a long story but just think of it as I am sixteen and am allowed to borrow the keys to the car.
I turned the Diamond Flame onto myself, cleaning all my energy, within.
This healing is typically done ‘for me’ by my Divine Mother and Divine Father, every day. But this was the very first time I used it on myself, and it helped very much to soothe the jagged edges from my energy of this day.
Focus On All The Love And Joy That Is Sent
Ross warned me when I woke up that ‘today will be a hard day, but look for the Love and Joy that is sent with it instead.’
This echoes the Creator Writings that deeply moved me:
Let’s begin.
Ross sent me this song, while I was preparing three rooms for work–doing routine machine checks and filling the anesthetic agent tank on the anesthesia machines…
Then it started.
The complaints.
‘I didn’t think our conversation would be in the blog’
And it went downhill from there, with someone really ‘going off’ about ‘people not choosing to be poor’ etc etc.
I was polite. I asked for clarification and also gave permission to this person to vent.  There is someone who ‘had a spiritual awakening’ and ‘gave up everything’ and ‘is an expert’.
I was like, ‘okay…’
How can you compete with that? ‘Experts’ who have websites?
The underlying thing behind this is as someone who is increasing my vibration, I ‘see’ the big picture. And instead of being more comfortable where I am, with my higher vibration, I am actually LESS so, because the lower vibrations are really uncomfortable for me now.
I get FRUSTRATED because due to the vibrational differences no matter how I explain and work at it, people just aren’t able to SEE –and there is no further point in the conversation.
Let’s back track a little here, so it makes sense. All of this stemmed from the ‘Making Friends With Rock Bottom’ and financial point of view from yesterday. It hit a nerve. And frankly, I am exasperated over the whole thing.
I called a close friend on Skype, and laid my cards on the table:
Me:  People are getting upset over my blog!
F:     It is YOUR blog. You write on it what you want. They can take it or leave it.
Me:  How much money will it take for people to believe in God?  How much? Why does a ‘prosperity package’ need to arrive?
F:    I am tired of having to watch every penny. It would be nice to go to the store and see something I would like to eat and just BUY it.
Me:   I know. It’s the FEAR. The contribution I give to Galactic Channelings each month met with the statement, ‘It’s not just being able to pay the bills, it’s taking away the WORRY, giving peace of mind.’  Where does this FEAR come from?
F:   Well, the not being able to pay the bills, of course.
Me:  I am severely limited on TIME. I used to stress. And yet, recently, I stopped telling myself ‘I don’t have enough time’. Then the strangest thing started to happen–I stopped being late to work all the time, it wasn’t so much a struggle, and I have time to enjoy with Anthony, even though I STILL work all kinds of crazy hours. It CHANGED.
F:   It sounds like you are living in The NOW Moment?
Me:  I think I might. I am also manifesting things more easily now.  I can’t seem to explain this to people. I feel like I have failed in my work. What am I supposed to DO? What more can we DO?
F:  We have done our missions. We put the information out there. We blog. We heal everything and everybody every day. We talk with our teams. There is nothing more to do.
Me:  Well, how long is this going to take? I guess I will have to accept What Is, and just amuse myself as best as I can until people wake up. I can’t do it for them.
F:  People have to be willing to do the inner work on themselves. We can’t do it for them. There is nothing more we can do. We are not EXPECTED to do this for them, this which they must do for themselves. Nobody can do this for them.  It’s not our fault. It’s not anybody’s fault. It just IS.
And I realized, that until I die, I won’t ‘be’ with Ross, because this is taking forever, and it’s out of my control, and that’s that. I can paint and I can work…
So, let’s revisit, and with pictures, I will share how Lady Gaia ‘sees’ this whole prosperity package situation–remember–this is Lady Gaia’s point of view, as one who has been infested with carpetbaggers and scalawags since Day One.
THIS is the prosperity package–a certain amount, for an unlimited length of time, to help ease people who are struggling within ‘the system’.   Many Lightworkers are looking to St Germain and ‘outside’ sources to bring them this.  It is ‘proof’ of something–validation of sorts–and dearly held belief that ‘something is needed to help them awaken’.
Gaia does NOT TRUST this ‘hand’. Whose is it? For whenever money is involved, there are Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. And THESE are the beings who have attacked her, stolen her precious resources, RAPED her delicate ecosystems, and not given it a second thought. Their plan is to continue to do so until she dies. Planets can and do ‘die’–along with everyone alive who inhabit them.
Here they are–Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart–and they are NOT budging!  You can’t even surgically excise them from the currency. They go together, no matter what. 
Furthermore, Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, have everyone convinced that the ONLY solution to the situation at hand is a ‘temporary’ gift of currency that will ‘take away the fear’.
People ARE suffering! They are hungry. They are homeless. They are sick. They are lonely. they are afraid.  And they NEED HELP at once!
 Gaia does not EVER want to see any of God’s Children reduced by some ‘belief system’ to do this:  be on their KNEES to beg for a piece of bread from The HAND–they ‘system’ which was created for the mutual destruction of Gaia AND Her People by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
Gaia wants the sleeping Creator Gods (all of her inhabitants) to WAKE UP and smell the coffee! THIS is your gift, the ability to create whatever you wish — and to bring it to you–so that you can live a life of abundance and have all your needs met.  This system works apart from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
The power of Gaia is the same as the power of the tomato to create abundance and prosperity–the tomato is one of the most profuse life forms on the planet! Why work with ‘society’ when you can work with her?  The natural way, that you were created to do? Without fear. Without complaints. Without efforts?
Imagine what humanity will be like, when each of us using our gifts will be able to help one another? Our gifts of Co-Creation, of Manifestation, and Healing?  With Gaia, we are unstoppable, unlimited, because we are working with the angels, with the energy of Heaven, and are totally disconnected from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
As you face your troubles, and there ARE most definitely troubles ‘out there’–look for the solution Gaia and Spirit will be able to work with you and support you.  Align your energies with hers. For Gaia LOVES YOU more than anybody. Gaia wants you to learn your lessons, to make something of the experience, and grow.
If and when the prosperity package arrives, please take a moment to count your blessings for which you have no price–the air you breathe, the sunshine, and the Love of Creator.   The beautiful experiences which are there if you choose to notice them.
Personally, I was raised ‘poor’–both with money, and with family ‘stories’ about money. Dad’s parents stashed away their savings in a mattress, and told the family they were ‘poor’. They lived in Roxbury–the slums of Boston. Grandpa worked three jobs to support four kids. Aunt Jean got sent to a convent for a while, to save on the expenses. To Dad, money was an elusive thing that ‘always got away’ and ‘he would have to struggle for his retirement’.  It was the specter of retirement that made him work two jobs, and make many investments, most of which were unsuccessful. Money and Dad were not friends.
In my first marriage, I saw there are ‘other ways’ to experience money. With the German family of my husband, it was ‘save for a rainy day’ and ‘your money will grow’.  There always was enough for the important things in life. They actually had three homes, and helped buy their daughter her home too. In their home, money wasn’t ‘magic’ or ‘elusive’ at all! My husband and I were able to save enough to pay my way through med school, in the four short years we were married. Getting rid of Dad’s unhealthy thinking about money was the best gift yet.
You know, I had excellent credit as a newlywed. And Dad, knowing full well of this, asked me to co-sign on a loan of his for something. What he didn’t disclose was that he was taking a lot of money OUT of this loan for himself, and that I would be responsible in the even he fell behind on his payments! It was a trick, a scheme, and with great struggle, my husband and I decided to say ‘no’ to my father. It was not easy to break that news to him. I don’t think Dad ever learned the lesson. But at least for the downpayment for my house, he loaned me fifty-thousand dollars, and by working very hard, I was able to pay him back in five years…
A lot of what has to do with money goes with your ‘story’, what ‘goes on between the ears’ and in your heart.
That’s all I have to say.
Rock Bottom
My life lesson–my pre-birth contract–involves Love and Relationships.
No matter what I do, I just couldn’t get it right.
At my lowest point in medical school–after a divorce and being a ‘magnet for drunks’–I begged God to let me give up on it all and be a nun!  You can imagine my surprise when he said, quite clearly, ‘NO!’.
It got even lower. I dated Jared. I got pregnant. And he left me during a pregnancy massage, naked, under a sheet, on the massage table. He kissed my stomach, saying, ‘I’ll wait for you until you get out’ and walked out the door. I was crying and screaming after him to ‘come back!’
Part of my struggles with wanting to be ‘together’ and ‘have babies’ is that I inherited the Sirian ‘directive’ through all my incarnations. On Sirius this is part of the learning process, and a motivating factor as one navigates through their life plans.
This was fixed once it was found out about last year.
A major part of my life experience in this incarnation, I felt ‘unloveable’.  I was loved by God, and angels, and animals. But the humans? I wasn’t so sure. Mom was an addiction waiting to happen, who raged with anger on a regular basis, with the rest of the world thinking she was really kind and sweet (which she was when she wasn’t in anger). Dad was, well, dad. And I bounced from one relationship to the next, never finding ‘it’–the love and acceptance I needed to survive.
I even thought I was in love with a buddhist raw vegan chef about twenty years my senior, who took a vow of silence.
It wasn’t until I accepted I wouldn’t have children, and I could still share in other parent’s joy, that I got pregnant.
It wasn’t until I accepted that there’s more to life than marriage and being a couple, that I found Ross.
Acceptance is key in the mastery of one’s life lessons. I can’t emphasize it enough!
And last night, after the ‘snap’ LOL, I shared with Ross my deepest pain from the abandonment by Jared, how the fear of being hurt again is keeping my heart from opening up to Ross as much as I want, and would he please help me with it?
He said, and I quote, ‘I will nurse you when you are pregnant. I am not like Jared. I will rejoice with every part of the pregnancy at your side.’
It was then and only then I realized I went through BOTH pregnancies with him, when we were incarnate–alone–and our healing goes WAY back for us both. 
So he healed me from everything, and then, with my permission, ‘erased’ those memories for me with the timeline splicer, so we don’t have to visit them any more.
Why Choose Poverty In This Life?
If you are disincarnate and have a lot of karma debt ‘racked up’ from your previous life experiences, would you choose the ‘fast way’ to repay it with one horrible incarnation on Earth?
It’s entirely possible. And as a soul, you might want to experience ‘from the other side’ if you had held power and money ‘over others’ for an extended period of time in prior life experiences.  This is the growth as well as the motivation to eliminate the karma all at ‘once’ in Spiritual time frames.
Another reason is to help others. Some angels incarnate and take on OTHER people’s karma, to help them repay it, that which they never would be able to pay back themselves.
And some angels have to take these ‘terms’ in order to incarnate and be able to do the Lightwork that they were sent to do, as sort of a ‘package deal’ in the pre-birth contract.
I chose poverty of love, because, at one lucid moment before meeting Ross, I realized, ‘I must be in relationship with someone very special on the other side, to have agreed to a life with no relationships whatsoever.’  I had no clue about who Ross is, or myself for that matter, or reincarnation really…but I knew I had ‘blocked’ that part of myself, to save me for ‘someone special’ when I finished my mission and went ‘Home’.
This is my Sunday morning. It’s almost eleven o’clock. I spent three hours writing this. I give thanks for all the help from my friend, from those who ‘challenged’ me yesterday, and for this beautiful ‘answer’ to my questions through John Smallman:
I also give thanks for this message too, because Gaia really is decided on next steps–and this echoes it:
With so very much Love and Tenderness, I thank you for your understanding, and for hearing me out.
Aloha and Mahalos,
P.S.   Ross–I entirely support Carla in her gesture to the Universe of what Gaia wants, how Lady Gaia Sophia views the situation, and to all the noble Lightworkers who honor my lady in their hearts.