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Gaia News Briefs 30.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

Thank you everyone for putting up with the poor quality iPad blog post–with NO pictures! It’s impossible to put them in with that technology of device!

Many MAJOR breakthroughs are happening in my awareness, and also, with our relationship together, with me and Ross.

I will summarize them for you as best as possible:

Maturing In Spirit

  • I worked a twenty-four hour shift on OB. I didn’t sleep. I was up all night. I was polite the whole time, and opened my heart to all the new mothers who were seeking relief from their pain–adding to mine a little in the process–but joyfully bringing new life into the world. I also SCHMOOZED the nurses more than ever. I’ll tell you why…
  • In two months I will not do any OB call. The politics at work swung the other way, and a new “OB Mostly’ team is being brought in. Frankly, I won’t miss it. Why? Because the workplace is so hostile. It gets me nervous (I have to run up and do the nurses’ bidding when they call, I can’t even do doctor workflow–I have to put in epidural first then paperwork). Then I make mistakes (none in six months and then two wet taps in one night–on technically challenging patients but still on my ‘watch’). So for the past six months, I took to HIDING in the call room between cases to avoid being written up. And guess what? I and another woman are being ‘taken off the team’ because we ‘don’t go up’. Our of ten docs who take OB call, six are being asked not to come. So I’m in the majority, at least.
  • There is no resentment at this place, only love in my heart. But my Gyn doc today confided to me that when he did OB, an hig-ranking RN who was high risk approached him with her pregnancy, and he declined to care for her. He was persona non grata for four YEARS after that with her. It’s THAT hostile! He brings patients and business to the hospital!!!
  • I drove halfway home to pick up my son by noon, and got paged by the OR charge nurse who asked, ‘did you KNOW about this special request case?!’…um…no….I didn’t. But it was someone who needed me, so I turned around and drove back.
  • I did this for free. As a gift to humanity. Because this anxious one has multiple medical ailments and I’ve done four of their procedures–I’m the ‘private anesthesiologist’ on the case. I started it, but left to the assigned doc.
  • Once home, I took a nap. I did that meditation-light sleep. I asked Ross what’s up? How come I don’t have my feelings for him back like before still after all the Larkspur? I realized it was the council who outvotes him behind the decision to ‘clue me in on the Tantra’. So I called THEM in to meet with me. I insisted. This meeting was NOT optional!
  • I profusely thanked each of the ones at the desk for their commitment and service to me. I asked next, very politely, if it would be possible that for all decisions that are made on my behalf that affect me that I please be given a say–as I am reaching Full Consciousness enough to participate in my own evolution as a soul. I then showed them a ‘movie’ of my reaction–tears, anguish, a whole free Saturday spent sobbing in bed–and explained calmly how this is what happens when a decision isn’t made properly. I went to each one at the desk thing facing me, one at a time, and asked if they agree to let me have a say in my own development? One by one they said ‘yes’. I gave each one a kiss of gratitude, a daisy (to show the beauty of simplicity), and a little popcorn–the gourmet kind with chocolate on it. They agreed to my request, and also, asked, ‘Why don’t you get some popcorn for yourself?’ (there is a store in the area that has my favorite…and later today I did go!)
  • At one point, everyone of the Council, which was actually thousands of people too I couldn’t see, broke into tears–because I was now healthy, sovereign, and healed. I sincerely thanked them for their efforts to rescue me.
  • MY Life Force soared after asserting my sovereignty with the Council.
  • So did Ross’ respect for me and my assertiveness.
  • Now I feel happy with Ross again.
  • Next to the popcorn place is Indian. We ate there, me and Anthony. He LIKED it for the first time. And Ross was delighted because he and I go way back to India…
My Amazing Twin
When I was in college in Berkeley, I had never eaten Indian food. My roommate, Patty, took me to Kashmir India restaurant on Solano in Albany when I was twenty-one.
If it is possible to fall in love all at once with a food, a culture, and people, that night, I did. I’ve always had a place in my heart for India, and in medical school I went often to a little place called KC Tandoor.
Anthony doesn’t like Indian food. Not at all.
But since the popcorn place was so close, we went to see if it was open. It was. And next I knew, I had us seated for dinner. I explained to Anthony we would try things…he had his first mango lassi, and, well, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree! He LOVED it.
He enjoyed the rice, the chicken tikka masala, the nan, and the tandoori chicken. Ross was smiling the WHOLE time and I very strongly felt his energy.
You see, back in our time, when Ross and I were both incarnate, I fell in love with India too.  We spent many happy times there, and in fact, I wished to remain there for the rest of our lives, together.  India, like France, is my ‘home away from home’ and I have VERY strong ties there…
Ross rekindled my joy, on a day where I literally had none. From lack of sleep to plumbing and the rest, it was highly stressed…until an easy meal with Anthony discovering the cuisine of Mother India…and my being able to enjoy Golab Jamun one more time.
Thank you for helping me find the spark, my beloved. Thank you for taking me in some ways, ‘home’.
I Am Your Man
With the plumbing leak in the garage ceiling I had on Christmas Day immediately AFTER gift opening with Anthony’s other family…I hit a new realm of dread. We’ve had the water off to the house except for toilet flushes where I run to the water main–for five days.
Ross had said, ‘I am your man, I will take care of the plumbing. Have patience, and I will send the right people for the job.’
I agreed.
Today they fixed the sink but not the ceiling. Why? Because there was NO LEAK. There was moisture–in the walls, and they tested for it, but not in the wood. They used a little saw and cut a one by one foot HOLE in the wall board on the ceiling. It’s hanging like a trap door. The water has been on to the house all day, and there’s no leak.
It’s a miracle if you ask me.

Thank you, honey!

There is a sense of CALM with me, even with things that used to be stressful, like planning winter childcare during break. I just KNOW things one way or another are going to work out. This is huge and very new to experience.
I also have ‘flashes’ of Galactic behavior being ‘normal’, more so than 3D. For example, I Skype other light workers, and in my mind’s eye, I see us on board our ships in flight suits, as we speak…it’s a psychic ‘sight’, and premonition perhaps?
I want to share with you today my personal messages to Carla today.  They might not make sense to you, but they were designed to heal and uplift her heart:
Signs on different trucks that say:  Diversified  —  Interface   —  Wholesome Choice
RED SEA (license plate to show Carla I could fix the plumbing LOL)
As you can see this message is encrypted to Carla’s vibrational frequency, as a child who grew up in the 1970’s, to communicate with her in a realm of comfort, loving support, and a message of my romantic commitment to her.
Only SHE could begin to understand the meanings of these words, especially the last ones. The are intel for her on the success of some Lightwork projects we have been working on together.
Unconsciously, Carla will KNOW by my persistence with the themes of these messages to her, that I am keeping my promise to her, that I made recently, that all is WELL, and that it is safe for her to open her heart again with me.
If it wasn’t for this, the Indian food wouldn’t have had its effect. It is her ANCHOR for the new feelings, the return of safety to her with my affection, which is true, and always has been. It has never changed, my affection for her.
It was Carla’s PERCEPTION which had the hiccup very mightily, and now we are back ‘on track’ as a couple again.
The energy flows between our hearts freely, and without effort.
All is well.
Now it is time for Carla to get some sleep… my beautiful One, I promise I will be there for you, no matter what (he knocks on the pipe in the ceiling three times–another 1970’s thing ❤ )
Life is a beautiful thing. Not only for us. But for each of you. I want you to understand how the message of spirit isn’t a broadcast for all to see. It is of the heart, one on one, and only to be understood by the heart.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla, my love, my twin and my angel…

Sheldan Nidle Update~12-30-14~Your future is indeed bright..

We are all part of a great Living energy. This energy is part of a great Oneness. This Oneness is destined to bring Love and Light to all physicality.

from PAO ~ Planetary Activation Organization


Ummac Dan

12 Cauac, 17 Mol, 11 Ik

Dratzo! We come on this date with more to discuss with you. The various coalitions created by the Light are in the process of finishing their operations to remove the dark cabal from power. These groups are slightly ahead of our jointly agreed upon schedules. We are most pleased with these results. The new Gregorian year promises much as it prepares its final countdown for manifestation before you. This year is finally to make it possible to finish off the cabal and its numerous henchmen. This coming victory is to give you the freedom and prosperity we have long promised you. This time comes with a growing set of responsibilities as well. Gaia expects that you are to honor her. Over the past 500 years, western civilization has spread across your globe like a cancer. It strongly believes that it is the master, and not Gaia. This upside-down view needs to be expunged by you and replaced by one that realizes the importance of creating a society which sees itself as a part of the natural processes of your world. You need to visualize how you are truly partners with this world essence in preserving and sustaining all life on Gaia.

As you develop your new global societies, bear in mind this concept of divine partnership with every planet that you are to dwell on in this solar system. Right now, you need to concentrate on Gaia. When you are reunited with the Agarthans, use their societies as a prototype for establishing a new epoch for humanity. Your new technologies are to terminate any need for the mass farming you currently do. This technology likewise is to end the present way your economies operate. No need for stores, or for that matter, jobs, which take you away from your home, simply to earn the monies you need to survive. Instead, you are to learn to work with one another, to alter how you view “Mother Earth.” Each individual possesses talents. These are to be used to find the joy you need to truly be in ecstasy. When you constantly use your talents to aid your society and sustain your world, you discover an inner joy. This maintains and enlivens you. You gladly join with others to form relationships that sustain each other.

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We say this simply to encourage you, and to prepare you for what lies ahead. Long ago, the dark created your societies to serve themselves. Your purpose was simply to do what they wished, or in a lesser way, to emulate them. This is not a natural sequence of events. Thus, you have mostly denied yourself things that were capable of bringing you joy and true knowledge of self. As you move forward into higher states of consciousness, you begin to realize the ridiculousness of such an arrangement. Instead, you require a society where everyone learns to honor each other. This type of society is a natural evolutionary process that normally takes many decades to discover and implement. Our purpose is to have you accomplish this even before you reach full consciousness. This is to be the prime task of our mentors. You first need to rediscover who you truly are and apply it to your realm. This process is to be the prelude to what we call galactic society, where you learn to sustain each other, and your realm.

Such societies permeate our numerous star nations. We have come here to prepare you for the advent of such a society throughout this solar system. As you grow, you are also to learn how various souls have raised their vibrations to where they do not require a physical body. These magnificent Beings are to be found aiding the elementals found on all the worlds, which possess environments harmful to physical life. They also wish to be a part of this new star nation. We are to teach you about life and consciousness as well, to ready you for a truly amazing set of experiences. Each of you has a series of realities where you exist in parallel to yourself. This is how you make decisions based upon your life contract. We are to let your mentors explain this in a more extensive manner. Before we can do this, you are to learn more about the true nature of time and space. To do this, you need to abandon your present concepts that are based purely upon physical reality. Until then, let this brief allusion suffice. Hosanna! Hosanna! Hosanna!


Blessings! We are your Ascended Masters! We arrive with some good news for each of you. Right now, we are watching our associates complete a number of tasks that are to lead you to a new epoch. Now that the Christmas holiday is complete, we are seeing that the various programs are concluding. We fully expect to see the rise of new governances around this world in the coming months. These changes are only the beginning of several new developments which are to drastically change how this world operates. Mostly, governments have been the playthings of the super-rich and powerful. Now these instruments are to represent you. This dramatic change is due in part to your great envisioning. It has taken much longer than originally expected. Meanwhile, Heaven continued to ask its many angelic guardians to accelerate the various readjustments that you needed. This program in turn produced the degree of change which Heaven wanted.

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We, Ascended Masters, were required to use our envisioning powers to assist you in this grand task. We welcome your increasing acceptance of the many changes needed to transform this reality. Let us continue to pray and meditate together. A grand design is manifesting in this realm, which is destined to transform us all. We are most pleased by your cooperation. The energy fields have formed, which are to wonderfully forge our new realm. Use this ever-growing energy to bring in your dreams. We wish you freedom, prosperity, and most of all a return to the individual sovereignty and rights given freely to you. Each human on this world is destined to merge with his or her highest living potential. This resultant Being is to work with others to form a most marvelous new epoch for all humanity. It is this entity which is to join with the Agarthans and others to form a new Galactic Federation star nation.

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Your future is indeed bright. We see ourselves as mentors for each of you. Together, we are to forge the means to solidify and sustain a galactic-wide peace. We are as well to be the core of a union of galaxies, which are to spread the Light throughout this section of physicality. We rejoice in all that we as a people have had to endure, to achieve this wondrous objective. Long ago the Anunnaki set us on a course that seemed only to bring you eternal difficulties. Heaven intervened and first provided you a way out. We have used this opening to bring humanity to where it now sits. You are blessedly going to go beyond this and return happily to your true state. In this state, you are to learn all about what really transpired over the past 900,000 years. Use this sacred knowledge to advance humanity and to fulfill the remaining prophecies given to us by Heaven. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Today, we continued our messages. This information is simply to help you. Know how deeply we love you. This realm is indeed beginning a change that is to fundamentally alter your history and bring you a great truth! We are all part of a great Living energy. This energy is part of a great Oneness. This Oneness is destined to bring Love and Light to all physicality. Know, dear Ones, that the countless supply and never-ending prosperity of Heaven are indeed yours! So Be It! Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja! (Sirian for Be One! and Be in Joy!)

The manuscript of survival – part 432

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Let us serve up some more information on the matter that you are all created from. For this is in every way all about matter, and about how this matter comes into being and indeed seemingly ceases to exist. For as you know already, this is in actual fact all about energy and of the transformation of such, for there is never anything that ceases to exist, it is simply transposed into another stage of being. In other words, what was once created will always BE, but it will never be the same for eternity. That goes for all of you, but it also goes for all of the stars on the firmament, and indeed, the very firmament itself. For the firmament is no such thing as “firm” or intransient, it is at all times a living organism fluctuating between the different stages of creation, going from “birth” to “death”…

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You are realizing that you are indeed beings of Love, created in Love.

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[I am away from home, so no audio version of today’s message will be uploaded.]

The New Year, 2015, is nearly upon you, and I can assure you that it has some wonderful surprises in store for you!

Yes, I am being optimistic and up-beat because your task is to keep your spirits high so that you remain in the “fast lane” towards home, and one of my tasks is to assist and encourage you.  But that does not mean that I am misleading you!  I would never do that.  However, many of you are feeling disappointed and let down because it seems to you that “the event,” for which you are all waiting so enthusiastically, has at best been delayed and at worst is a delusion that you bought into because the world situation appears so grim, and because you desperately wanted and needed something uplifting and inspiring to…

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Gaia News Briefs 29.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

Short and sweet:

I am on an iPad with poor wifi access…


Ross said today–no computer, no food from home, no overnight bag–for my overnight shift. ‘People are watching’. So I have depended on the cafeteria all day. I have a small bag with a toothbrush. That’s it.

Why? I don’t know.

There is a LOT of polarization on the Jesus Pinup Calendar question on FB. Everyone was respectful of everyone’s opinion in this discussion. I appreciate this very much.

More questions in this ‘stir the pot’ format will follow. Why? Because it gets people thinking and more importantly talking about belief systems in a polite manner. It is good for spiritual development to revisit that which is long-held and often emotional belief.

Today the council asked who stays (on New Gaia)?

The answer was everyone who, as of today, is awake enough to take good care of Her and make sure the project goes well. Everyone else who has focus on things of a more 3D and Duality based nature are encouraged to explore life on a sister water planet or suitable location.

This met with much cheering and hurrahs from the Gaia Rescue team.

There was no apology, as Gaia was looking toward the success of the whole delicate ecosystem. And with the spiritual balance as well.

(If you are reading this you made it! Welcome to the Higher Realms!)

Good morning. It is morning where I am still. (Laughs) it is the same day from before, as we are here in the Now, and I like my coffee! It is vanilla in the creamer as I like mine with cream and sugar. I drink it! And for the record, Carla takes hers black but will put milk in hers if it is too hot to drink to cool it.

I gave Carla an apology for my actions that had me in the doghouse with her last week. I explained all there is between us. I am a gentleman in every way. Although it is private, what I wrote, I have a gift for her to share, it is the Larkspur, a symbol from one who has betrayed the trust of his loving partner sexually–to show he is repentant, and shall only be ‘True Blue forever’. I want her to know my love for her is pure as the driven snow. That she can open her heart to me again, and safely. It is a white flag of surrendering to the heart as a couple, and allowing love to bind us together once more. I want you to share it, for those who have felt betrayed in the lower realms will have joy and serenity in the Higher ones. I made a vow to her on the use of tantric methods of spiritual development and growth — I will abstain from taking part of it with others. Period. Although it is considered acceptable for us in many ways, for Carla it clearly isn’t, and I respect this in my woman, who has endured quite a hard time of it in the lower dimensions. (Smiles, and exudes a feeling of peace–Ed)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla who are One

Gaia News Briefs 28.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

Articles Posted Today That Might Interest You

As A Sister
We are all in this together. Now is not the time to point fingers and say, ‘You worry about my speck in my eye when there is a huge LOG in yours!’
Remember the blind men in the room who meet an elephant for the first time? Each one gets their part, and experiences it, and tries to describe it to the others…but it’s still not quite the same as visualizing the whole all at once?
That’s how it is with The Veil.
It’s pierced and in shreds but still present.
And all of us Lightworkers are blind people trying our best to describe Ascension and what is happening.
I’ll give you advice, just in case you’d like it–Ascension is going to happen MORE between you and your connection to Source–the Divine–and LESS between you and other people.
That being said, we must be both mindful and responsible when we interact with others, because EARTH is a one-room schoolhouse, with people at every possible vibration from lower to higher–elbow to elbow–Ascending as best as they can every step of the way.
Remember what Dear Abby said, before sharing what could possibly be gossip?
  • Is it TRUE?
  • Is it KIND?
  • I forget the last one, but you get the picture…Is It From My Heart Center?
I’ll never forget my first ‘public’ audience with a world-famous medium and psychic. He kept asking people, ‘Do you accept this?’ with EVERY LITTLE THING he said, and also checked before they wanted him to share more of what he had to offer.
This is of highest importance when it comes to making sure we don’t accidentally give someone a setback in their spiritual growth and development.
Lately it has appeared that for some I have seen online in groups and about the internet, it has taken a direction of ‘my invisible guides’ tell me THIS and yours tell you THAT and …so on and so on and so on…
I think that is sad.
Heaven isn’t like that at all.
So, here are some guidelines I proposed to help make things smoother in our interactions from one Lightworker to the next:
  1. Always let the person BE at their own level of development. It is up to THEM to wake up, not you. (on this page, it is ‘take it or leave it’–try to have this approach in your interactions with others–online and in 3D and also in 5D)
  2. If the other is interested in information, ask your guides to help you give them just the right amount at just the right level for them.
  3. YOU are going to have lessons of your own in addition to your role as an Awakener! Some of them might be in Discernment. This is something very useful to know. Because of the nature of interaction with the Higher Realms, there is MUCH possibility for distortion of the messages. Always check internally, externally, and with your most trusted guides and friends before acting on ‘intel’ from your guides. (I use a pendulum and also my experience as a psychic on what ‘feels right’).
  4. Be extremely cautious about exploring your spirituality in groups, especially online–know there are ‘trolls’ present, and paid, to ‘disrupt and spread disinformation’. Even when you find a group you trust, always keep on the alert.
  5. Remain in a state of Love and Gratitude whenever possible. This is the healthiest ‘stance’ for your own spiritual growth.
  6. In disagreement, quickly step back and allow the other to have their say. LISTEN.
  7. In disagreement that is painful to another, STOP! Next, wait until you are sincere and calm, and make a ho’oponopono to the other before the sun is set, if possible (say, I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You and I Love You)
One day perhaps, it will be like this–just helpful advice from one Lightworker to the next, given in a space of love and grounded-ness, for anyone who is interested.
Let me share one more example Ross asked me to share:
Food goes bad. But I looked at the expiration date for my aseptic quart of milk after I’d put it in the fridge for a while. For some reason, my intuition kept me from drinking that milk for about a week. I had run out of other fresh milk but not opened it.
It was from April 2013 as the expiration! So even though it was ‘organic’ and ‘expensive’ it wasn’t worth the risk of getting sick.
So I dumped it down the sink.
Wouldn’t you know it, there were CHUNKS and all kinds of nasty stuff in there inside that I couldn’t see inside the bright and beautiful package with the dairy farm on it?
And I had hoped for some time perhaps in an emergency it would be fit to drink, and let it get past its dates of ‘best by’?
So even in the kitchen, it is always good to check your supplies and your sources…
Why not with your own spiritual ‘food’ and ‘supplies’ too?
Good morning. It is morning out where I am, not where Carla is in Southern California.
I want all of you to pay very special attention to what is written in these daily blog posts. It is for your good, for your spiritual growth and development, and it comes from both of us, from our hearts.
It may not seem like much, on each reading. But I want you to go back to them, just for fun, perhaps sometime something posted in September, and SEE for yourself just how very much you have grown in spirit…
Just like a child grows up, or a plant, things happen outside of your perception that are very fast if one comes tho think about it. A human life is seventy-some odd years, and it only takes one tenth of it to be able to read and write and gather much of the language skills and coordination such as riding a bicycle in that short time. And also to lose much of the baby teeth.
In this you are ONE with us, in that in the Higher Realms, everyone is respected, cherished, and very much LOVED.
But you have some growing to do, and perhaps at times, some growing pains.
In your enthusiasm at your own growth, you will be tempted to ‘share’ what works for you with others, in order to ‘help them’.
This is not needed.
This is because you have your medical and spiritual teams who are working with YOU on your own spiritual growth and development using symbols and messages and methods which are optimized for YOU.
So when someone’s eyes glaze over at your sharing which is heartfelt and completely innocent–their reaction is a gift which is telling you ‘now is not the right time to teach or to share this information with me.’ And respect it!
There is no ‘rephrasing’ or ‘explanation’ that is going to bridge the gap in vibrational differences that are between you…only LOVE in its purest form, which is all accepting and gentle, is going to let the other person know that you accept them unconditionally, no matter what their level of spiritual development is.
For your enthusiasm, why not share it with someone who you know and trust who is a good ‘match’ for you in your vibration? Or if not that, then with your own spiritual guides and teams who will be THRILLED to be acknowledged for their efforts on your behalf?
That is all I have to say.
(he puts his arm around me and draws me closer to him–ed)
I have a lot to say to Carla–in the hopes that tomorrow perhaps you will have more to see on this blog post site. ❤
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Twins