I know this may have an initial knee-jerk reaction but I feel it’s asking to be said.
If you seem to have a chronic illness and can’t seem to shake it even though you are very spiritual and do so many loving things for everyone, please consider this as a possibility.
You are experiencing it to help those others who are experiencing it that aren’t as knowledgeable or strong as you are. You are quite possibly the light shining with that ailment to assist others with it to cope and find a way to the cure.
Please keep sharing your knowledge on social media. You are walking your path quite bravely already. Thank you for doing your part in this transition.