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Summary of Brenda’s April 24, 2015 channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at  In 3D you learned to establish a goal and to not deviate until you achieved that goal – a little box of restricted creation. In New Earth, you’re tossing aside all boxes and creating free-flow – much as you’ve done after each of your earth deaths. You, and all earth entities who choose to participate, are beginning to experience the free-flow of 4D and beyond.

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for ” Are Your Dreams of 3D?”

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You are adjusting to the almost overwhelming energies you experienced throughout March and early April. Perhaps you feel little or nothing. Perhaps it has been impossible to ignore related…

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Gaia News Brief 27.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

Giving Thankfulness

Today I have one case. It starts later in the day. So I give thanks! I am well-rested. Yesterday I spent quality time with both Ross (before Anthony came home) and Anthony (movie and basketball together).

I listened to my guidance–I didn’t stop at the store to buy dinner items, I used what was in the house. I gave Anthony pickle slices with dinner just to see if he’d like them? He did. And for ‘dessert’ for the first time I gave him Mexican Hot Chocolate I made for us. (It’s usually a treat I enjoy when he is with his dad).  He liked that too.

It is most peaceful now. The birds are singing. It’s not dark! LOL–the sun it UP! (very rare for me when I am not on vacation).

The energies ‘out there’ are really pleasant.

My secret? Last night, I gave thanks ‘Masaru Emoto style’–I gave thanks for everything tomorrow in the past tense before it even happened!

I want to do this again and again.

Where is Reiki?

Our local community hospital by my house (not the one where I work) sent a newsletter for spring and summer.

What caught my interest is the inclusion of Massage and Skin Therapy.  For ninety-dollars, you can arrange for a fifty-minute healing session with a massage therapist or esthetician. For more you can get a longer session.   They have Clinical Aromatherapy for Postpartum Depression, Oncology Massage, Postpartum Massage, Pregnancy Massage, Restorative Healing Massage, Skin Therapy Treatment, Sports Massage and Wellness Massage.

Why are the Reiki Services provided by most hospitals for free?

Why have we as Reiki Practitioners volunteered for this at all of the Wellness Centers in the hospitals across the world?

Why don’t Reiki Practitioners get compensation for their services like the massage therapists?

Is this part of the Higher Realms, in our midst?  Or this undervaluing ourselves and our healing skills we worked so hard to learn?

I would love to hear your opinion on this.

I send my distance healing every day, for free, with no concept of the ‘energy exchange’, because it is my soul calling to do so.  When people send it back, I smile, and my heart sings, because it is not expected. My circumstance is atypical. I’d like to know what you think about the ‘free volunteer Reiki to patients’ too.


I had Carla set the alarm for an extra ninety minutes late today. Instead of waking up at four-thirty, she woke up at six. I could hear here ‘coming to’ and thinking, ‘is that sunlight?!’ and ‘are those the birds singing?’ with pure delight!

I hope for her the rest of the day goes as smoothly.

About you…many of you are awakening at a faster pace than both myself and Carla. We are the ‘trail blazers’, the ‘encouragers’, in both of our lives–our ones back then and the one she is experiencing now.

There are bound to be some ‘hiccups’!

Because of the higher vibration in you, some relationships that won’t promote your growth are going to rapidly ‘go away’ and ‘disappear’.


More suitable ones can’t make their way ‘in’ to your consciousness until you ‘let go’ of ‘what is past’.

Along the way your entire body is going to feel symptoms of the absorption of the higher energies–remember a ‘Karuna Day’ and the ‘sudden tiredness’ Carla has described?

So, for your ‘spiritual tool box’ in the ‘HEALTH and HAPPINESS’ department, your strongest medicines are:

  • herbal tea with lots of honey. It will help you anchor the energies.
  • ‘grounding’–making contact with earth–with your feet, your hands (if you are gardening), sunbathing on the grass on a towel, even eating things that grow in the ground like beets, potatoes, turnips, carrots, and radishes…This helps the energy ‘flow through’ you and cause less ‘symptoms’.
  • getting as much sunshine as you possibly can, without sunscreen, in order to let the Healing Light Codes and Sequences into your aura from the Sun. About ten minutes a day with no distractions is a minimum to achieve the healing effect.
  • try giving thanks for EVERYTHING possible you can think of, including us. Gratitude has a protective effect on the soul.
  • forgive, forgive, forgive EVERYTHING–a lot of this is perception! of ‘who has wronged us in the past’.  The past is GONE! Forgive! Forget! Ask us to erase the memories you don’t want to carry. (Carla has a name for this, she uses it all the time, ‘Forgive and ERASE!’ she asked me this as soon as yesterday as the most recent).
  • SMILE. A smile can do wondrous things for your energy, your soul, and your body. Even if you don’t feel like it, the act of smiling can ‘brighten things up’ from within. Your face relaxes and lots of endorphins flow out to your from your brain. So why not ‘act as if’ you are on the ‘sunny side of the street’? Soon it will be habit.
  • Always do your best to think Very Good Thoughts. It is the negativity that will hinder your progress in your Ascension. Watch for them, and say, ‘I’m not giving any more of my energy to YOU!’. Simply pluck them out as soon as you notice them, and give them to the compost bag of burlap that St Germain always is near and carrying around. He knows how to make something good of them.
Is this enough? Try to drink clear water that is blessed (you may bless it yourself with Love and Gratitude) all throughout the day. This will help you too.
With all our love,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc Illuminated Twin Flame Souls

Rare Teddy Bear-Like Creature Photographed For The First Time In Decades!

Openhearted Rebellion


By Joe Martino, Collective Evolution, April 26, 2015

The Ili Pika is an incredibly rare rabbit-like animal that’s found in the Tianshan Mountains of northwestern China. As you can see from the photograph this is probably one of the cutest animals on the planet, but it is unfortunately almost extinct, which is why a sighting like this is so incredible. According to a 1990s estimate by the IUCN Red List, there may only be about 2000 of these left in the wild.

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Love is VAST.

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All of God’s divine creation, all sentient beings, even those who appear to be utterly unaware of their inherent divine nature, are assisting humanity at this point in its spiritual awakening.  All are One.  There is no separation, there is only an illusion of separation, and therefore throughout creation all sentient life is involved and taking part in the grand awakening process.  You are not, and never have been alone or abandoned, you are just experiencing a dream that seems very real.  But of course, as you all know, dreams are unreal, and at the center of your beingness, where your true nature is always aflame in the brilliant Light of God’s Love for you, you do know this.  When you awaken from the dream into Reality all that has seemingly hurt you or caused you suffering will be gone without a trace, there will be nothing in the…

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Gaia News Brief 26.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

I Heard a SNAP!

Last night, as I was falling asleep, I heard the sound of a rat trap snapping, and falling. This one sounded different–like an empty trap. I dared not get up and look. Why face a wounded rat when in the morning you can face a dead one?

My house is filled with rats. I have a rat problem. The area is wooded, and the whole town is actually filled with rats. Anywhere you look, you will find the little black traps that contain the bars of rat poison hidden deep inside, with a little hole that only rats can go in to eat the poison, and the birds and other pets and children are kept safe from accidentally getting it.

There are six feet of ‘dead space’ between the homes which are connected together. I’ve patched up every hole, used every poison, but still there are rats. The only thing that works is to keep traps out. And one of the most popular places for catching them is in the cabinet right under the sink in the master bedroom/master bath.

I’ve thought about patching the hole, but I remember the horrible scratching and clawing noises in the kitchen in the wall behind where I keep the pots and pans when Anthony was little. That one is patched with metal mesh to keep the pests OUT!

So between a new hole, or one where I can catch them, I pick the one where I can catch them.

This morning, before I had my coffee, went back upstairs to take a look.  I saw a tail. But with it was the most unusual sight–The rat was dead OUTSIDE the trap, lying in a pool of blood, with no obvious signs of trauma except perhaps a blunt closed head injury from when it was thrown into the ‘trap’ of the pipes of the sink?

The trap which was meant to ‘catch’ the rat, didn’t, but the rat itself died nonetheless!

It ‘worked’ in an ‘alternative manner’.

To me this was a sign. No matter what, no matter how, those who are infesting the energy of Gaia and her people, living as close as can be within society and yet ‘hidden’–are on their way OUT!

I cleaned and disinfected, and the area under the sink is as good as new.

Well, the contact paper design is a little smeared after all the times I had to do this in that area, but it’s ALMOST as good as new. ❤

Lessons of great value might show up in the most unexpected of places
Diamonds Are A Girl’s Best Friend
I have been getting the message for days now, of ‘diamonds’. Words on car license plates, trucks..everywhere…
So last night, after a long day on call, driving home, I asked Divine Father, ‘What are all these DIAMONDS for?’
In a nanosecond, I understood:  spirit was guiding me to use the Diamond Flame on myself.
I can borrow it. I have permission. It’s a long story but just think of it as I am sixteen and am allowed to borrow the keys to the car.
I turned the Diamond Flame onto myself, cleaning all my energy, within.
This healing is typically done ‘for me’ by my Divine Mother and Divine Father, every day. But this was the very first time I used it on myself, and it helped very much to soothe the jagged edges from my energy of this day.
Focus On All The Love And Joy That Is Sent
Ross warned me when I woke up that ‘today will be a hard day, but look for the Love and Joy that is sent with it instead.’
This echoes the Creator Writings that deeply moved me:
Let’s begin.
Ross sent me this song, while I was preparing three rooms for work–doing routine machine checks and filling the anesthetic agent tank on the anesthesia machines…
Then it started.
The complaints.
‘I didn’t think our conversation would be in the blog’
And it went downhill from there, with someone really ‘going off’ about ‘people not choosing to be poor’ etc etc.
I was polite. I asked for clarification and also gave permission to this person to vent.  There is someone who ‘had a spiritual awakening’ and ‘gave up everything’ and ‘is an expert’.
I was like, ‘okay…’
How can you compete with that? ‘Experts’ who have websites?
The underlying thing behind this is as someone who is increasing my vibration, I ‘see’ the big picture. And instead of being more comfortable where I am, with my higher vibration, I am actually LESS so, because the lower vibrations are really uncomfortable for me now.
I get FRUSTRATED because due to the vibrational differences no matter how I explain and work at it, people just aren’t able to SEE –and there is no further point in the conversation.
Let’s back track a little here, so it makes sense. All of this stemmed from the ‘Making Friends With Rock Bottom’ and financial point of view from yesterday. It hit a nerve. And frankly, I am exasperated over the whole thing.
I called a close friend on Skype, and laid my cards on the table:
Me:  People are getting upset over my blog!
F:     It is YOUR blog. You write on it what you want. They can take it or leave it.
Me:  How much money will it take for people to believe in God?  How much? Why does a ‘prosperity package’ need to arrive?
F:    I am tired of having to watch every penny. It would be nice to go to the store and see something I would like to eat and just BUY it.
Me:   I know. It’s the FEAR. The contribution I give to Galactic Channelings each month met with the statement, ‘It’s not just being able to pay the bills, it’s taking away the WORRY, giving peace of mind.’  Where does this FEAR come from?
F:   Well, the not being able to pay the bills, of course.
Me:  I am severely limited on TIME. I used to stress. And yet, recently, I stopped telling myself ‘I don’t have enough time’. Then the strangest thing started to happen–I stopped being late to work all the time, it wasn’t so much a struggle, and I have time to enjoy with Anthony, even though I STILL work all kinds of crazy hours. It CHANGED.
F:   It sounds like you are living in The NOW Moment?
Me:  I think I might. I am also manifesting things more easily now.  I can’t seem to explain this to people. I feel like I have failed in my work. What am I supposed to DO? What more can we DO?
F:  We have done our missions. We put the information out there. We blog. We heal everything and everybody every day. We talk with our teams. There is nothing more to do.
Me:  Well, how long is this going to take? I guess I will have to accept What Is, and just amuse myself as best as I can until people wake up. I can’t do it for them.
F:  People have to be willing to do the inner work on themselves. We can’t do it for them. There is nothing more we can do. We are not EXPECTED to do this for them, this which they must do for themselves. Nobody can do this for them.  It’s not our fault. It’s not anybody’s fault. It just IS.
And I realized, that until I die, I won’t ‘be’ with Ross, because this is taking forever, and it’s out of my control, and that’s that. I can paint and I can work…
So, let’s revisit, and with pictures, I will share how Lady Gaia ‘sees’ this whole prosperity package situation–remember–this is Lady Gaia’s point of view, as one who has been infested with carpetbaggers and scalawags since Day One.
THIS is the prosperity package–a certain amount, for an unlimited length of time, to help ease people who are struggling within ‘the system’.   Many Lightworkers are looking to St Germain and ‘outside’ sources to bring them this.  It is ‘proof’ of something–validation of sorts–and dearly held belief that ‘something is needed to help them awaken’.
Gaia does NOT TRUST this ‘hand’. Whose is it? For whenever money is involved, there are Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. And THESE are the beings who have attacked her, stolen her precious resources, RAPED her delicate ecosystems, and not given it a second thought. Their plan is to continue to do so until she dies. Planets can and do ‘die’–along with everyone alive who inhabit them.
Here they are–Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart–and they are NOT budging!  You can’t even surgically excise them from the currency. They go together, no matter what. 
Furthermore, Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, have everyone convinced that the ONLY solution to the situation at hand is a ‘temporary’ gift of currency that will ‘take away the fear’.
People ARE suffering! They are hungry. They are homeless. They are sick. They are lonely. they are afraid.  And they NEED HELP at once!
 Gaia does not EVER want to see any of God’s Children reduced by some ‘belief system’ to do this:  be on their KNEES to beg for a piece of bread from The HAND–they ‘system’ which was created for the mutual destruction of Gaia AND Her People by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
Gaia wants the sleeping Creator Gods (all of her inhabitants) to WAKE UP and smell the coffee! THIS is your gift, the ability to create whatever you wish — and to bring it to you–so that you can live a life of abundance and have all your needs met.  This system works apart from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
The power of Gaia is the same as the power of the tomato to create abundance and prosperity–the tomato is one of the most profuse life forms on the planet! Why work with ‘society’ when you can work with her?  The natural way, that you were created to do? Without fear. Without complaints. Without efforts?
Imagine what humanity will be like, when each of us using our gifts will be able to help one another? Our gifts of Co-Creation, of Manifestation, and Healing?  With Gaia, we are unstoppable, unlimited, because we are working with the angels, with the energy of Heaven, and are totally disconnected from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.
As you face your troubles, and there ARE most definitely troubles ‘out there’–look for the solution Gaia and Spirit will be able to work with you and support you.  Align your energies with hers. For Gaia LOVES YOU more than anybody. Gaia wants you to learn your lessons, to make something of the experience, and grow.
If and when the prosperity package arrives, please take a moment to count your blessings for which you have no price–the air you breathe, the sunshine, and the Love of Creator.   The beautiful experiences which are there if you choose to notice them.
Personally, I was raised ‘poor’–both with money, and with family ‘stories’ about money. Dad’s parents stashed away their savings in a mattress, and told the family they were ‘poor’. They lived in Roxbury–the slums of Boston. Grandpa worked three jobs to support four kids. Aunt Jean got sent to a convent for a while, to save on the expenses. To Dad, money was an elusive thing that ‘always got away’ and ‘he would have to struggle for his retirement’.  It was the specter of retirement that made him work two jobs, and make many investments, most of which were unsuccessful. Money and Dad were not friends.
In my first marriage, I saw there are ‘other ways’ to experience money. With the German family of my husband, it was ‘save for a rainy day’ and ‘your money will grow’.  There always was enough for the important things in life. They actually had three homes, and helped buy their daughter her home too. In their home, money wasn’t ‘magic’ or ‘elusive’ at all! My husband and I were able to save enough to pay my way through med school, in the four short years we were married. Getting rid of Dad’s unhealthy thinking about money was the best gift yet.
You know, I had excellent credit as a newlywed. And Dad, knowing full well of this, asked me to co-sign on a loan of his for something. What he didn’t disclose was that he was taking a lot of money OUT of this loan for himself, and that I would be responsible in the even he fell behind on his payments! It was a trick, a scheme, and with great struggle, my husband and I decided to say ‘no’ to my father. It was not easy to break that news to him. I don’t think Dad ever learned the lesson. But at least for the downpayment for my house, he loaned me fifty-thousand dollars, and by working very hard, I was able to pay him back in five years…
A lot of what has to do with money goes with your ‘story’, what ‘goes on between the ears’ and in your heart.
That’s all I have to say.
Rock Bottom
My life lesson–my pre-birth contract–involves Love and Relationships.
No matter what I do, I just couldn’t get it right.
At my lowest point in medical school–after a divorce and being a ‘magnet for drunks’–I begged God to let me give up on it all and be a nun!  You can imagine my surprise when he said, quite clearly, ‘NO!’.
It got even lower. I dated Jared. I got pregnant. And he left me during a pregnancy massage, naked, under a sheet, on the massage table. He kissed my stomach, saying, ‘I’ll wait for you until you get out’ and walked out the door. I was crying and screaming after him to ‘come back!’
Part of my struggles with wanting to be ‘together’ and ‘have babies’ is that I inherited the Sirian ‘directive’ through all my incarnations. On Sirius this is part of the learning process, and a motivating factor as one navigates through their life plans.
This was fixed once it was found out about last year.
A major part of my life experience in this incarnation, I felt ‘unloveable’.  I was loved by God, and angels, and animals. But the humans? I wasn’t so sure. Mom was an addiction waiting to happen, who raged with anger on a regular basis, with the rest of the world thinking she was really kind and sweet (which she was when she wasn’t in anger). Dad was, well, dad. And I bounced from one relationship to the next, never finding ‘it’–the love and acceptance I needed to survive.
I even thought I was in love with a buddhist raw vegan chef about twenty years my senior, who took a vow of silence.
It wasn’t until I accepted I wouldn’t have children, and I could still share in other parent’s joy, that I got pregnant.
It wasn’t until I accepted that there’s more to life than marriage and being a couple, that I found Ross.
Acceptance is key in the mastery of one’s life lessons. I can’t emphasize it enough!
And last night, after the ‘snap’ LOL, I shared with Ross my deepest pain from the abandonment by Jared, how the fear of being hurt again is keeping my heart from opening up to Ross as much as I want, and would he please help me with it?
He said, and I quote, ‘I will nurse you when you are pregnant. I am not like Jared. I will rejoice with every part of the pregnancy at your side.’
It was then and only then I realized I went through BOTH pregnancies with him, when we were incarnate–alone–and our healing goes WAY back for us both. 
So he healed me from everything, and then, with my permission, ‘erased’ those memories for me with the timeline splicer, so we don’t have to visit them any more.
Why Choose Poverty In This Life?
If you are disincarnate and have a lot of karma debt ‘racked up’ from your previous life experiences, would you choose the ‘fast way’ to repay it with one horrible incarnation on Earth?
It’s entirely possible. And as a soul, you might want to experience ‘from the other side’ if you had held power and money ‘over others’ for an extended period of time in prior life experiences.  This is the growth as well as the motivation to eliminate the karma all at ‘once’ in Spiritual time frames.
Another reason is to help others. Some angels incarnate and take on OTHER people’s karma, to help them repay it, that which they never would be able to pay back themselves.
And some angels have to take these ‘terms’ in order to incarnate and be able to do the Lightwork that they were sent to do, as sort of a ‘package deal’ in the pre-birth contract.
I chose poverty of love, because, at one lucid moment before meeting Ross, I realized, ‘I must be in relationship with someone very special on the other side, to have agreed to a life with no relationships whatsoever.’  I had no clue about who Ross is, or myself for that matter, or reincarnation really…but I knew I had ‘blocked’ that part of myself, to save me for ‘someone special’ when I finished my mission and went ‘Home’.
This is my Sunday morning. It’s almost eleven o’clock. I spent three hours writing this. I give thanks for all the help from my friend, from those who ‘challenged’ me yesterday, and for this beautiful ‘answer’ to my questions through John Smallman:
I also give thanks for this message too, because Gaia really is decided on next steps–and this echoes it:
With so very much Love and Tenderness, I thank you for your understanding, and for hearing me out.
Aloha and Mahalos,
P.S.   Ross–I entirely support Carla in her gesture to the Universe of what Gaia wants, how Lady Gaia Sophia views the situation, and to all the noble Lightworkers who honor my lady in their hearts.

Gaia News Brief 25.4.2015 by Reiki Doc

I chose this photo because we are–most of us light workers–about THIS new at the whole manifesting experience ❤

Rock Bottom

The guy who owns the company for restoring my home had once been a cocaine addict. A German, he had never once used drugs until he went into the service in boot camp. There, everyone was using drugs!  Once he got out of the service, he sold marijuana, and then quickly changed to selling cocaine.

He made ridiculous amounts of money. Let’s just say he made two hundred thousand dollars a month. The cocaine he was getting was so pure, you could mix it with water and it would dissolve. It didn’t have any of the side effects from ‘being cut’. And he would mix it with water and inject it.

When he was nineteen or something, he had two houses, a beautiful wife,  a company and was selling cocaine.

He would cut it though. There were chemicals you could buy from the chemical supply company in a catalog, and you could mix it with the cocaine as ‘cut’, and it too would still dissolve in water.

He told me how it wasn’t long before he had no homes, no wife,  no company, no car, NOTHING.  He resorted to stealing to be able to support his habit. I think he stole cars or something, and ended up in jail.

In court, he told the judge, ‘I am not a criminal I am just addicted to drugs! I am just a kid! I need HELP!’

The very next day, they woke him up early in his jail cell. He had no idea where he was being taken.

It was to rehab. He lived at the facility for the next nine months, and came out clean and sober.

He is in his fifties now, and hasn’t used any drugs since.  He has a home, a company, a family, and is helping people like me who have their pipes explode…he enjoys the work because it’s never boring.

He says, ‘Rock Bottom is your FRIEND. That’s where you REALIZE what you are doing is not working. That’s when you figure out there is something more for you to do, no other option, and you find your way out of the situation.  The MOTIVATION is there waiting for you when Rock Bottom hits.’

(we had this discussion because we have a mutual plumber friend. My restoration guy was surprised the wife had a methamphetamine habit, and that’s why our friend divorced her. Then he shared his story with me too, as in, ‘it can happen to anybody’.

The Wife and the Teeth of her Husband

I go to a pretty exclusive dentist. He was on staff at the university for the ENT department. All of the anesthesiologist s went to him because his office was only a short walk away. Instead of general dentistry, he specialty is cancer patients, and helping them get the prosthesis they need to restore appearance and function in the mouth. He still treats us, his old friends, as a courtesy and takes our insurance.

My friend, and my ENT doctors–he hadn’t been to the dentist in eight years!

There never was any time! He was always working.

So I mentioned I go to my dentist. He’s really nice. And very understanding of our schedules. Actually, my ENT knew him from local conferences, and has referred patients to him and was happy with the results.

He made an appointment. He got his teeth clean.

I found out from the dentist the rest of the story.  You know those little bite-wing X-rays they take in most dental offices? They’re not that good, technically. So every few years, he has his patients go to a place that specializes in dental x-rays, an outside facility, for a full set.

After eight YEARS, this seems reasonable, and the ENT went and had it done.

When the insurance came back, the ENT’s wife got angry. She refused to pay the one hundred ten dollars for the x-rays. Her husband is on HER insurance. She works for the hospital same as us, but she’s an employee with full benefits and her husband and I are 1099.

She confronted the dentist. He was polite and said, ‘if you don’t understand that these are quality films, and this is the going rate for them, then that’s you’re problem, I’m sorry.’

She asked, ‘so you are NOT a general dentist?’

No. He is specialty trained from MD Anderson, very good at what he does.

This is an example of what I call being ‘penny wise and pound foolish’.  Her husband has worked unselfishly for his patients and for her, and their now THREE children, in the four years since they married, and in the years they were courting before that.

His SPECIALTY is the head.

He had NEGLECTED his own health, in his mouth, for EIGHT YEARS.

He is her husband, her partner, her friend, her love I presume, the father of her CHILDREN–and she gives the dentist hell over the copayment that is not covered by the insurance…she, the DOCTOR’S WIFE–she ‘got her doctor’ and now discovers that financially it’s not all it’s cracked up to be–and she chooses the MONEY over HIS HEALTH.

THIS type of mentality is no longer welcome on Gaia. I’m sorry, it just has to go someplace where 3D is set in place with all kinds of safety features for souls like this to learn. It is ugly, it is petty, it is short-sighted, and it has to go because there is NO LOVE WHATSOEVER in this thinking.

Someone approached me yesterday and said, ‘you are comfortable, I am comfortable, but many are so struggling that they NEED this prosperity package to ‘wake up”. It is ‘temporary’.

Why are they struggling?  It’s the result of their own mental process, and belief about ‘lack’.

How much is ‘enough’ for a Prosperity Package to CHANGE this mental process long-term?  Does winning the lottery make people feel rich and STAY rich long term? Does it? 

The last time Gaia agreed to anything that was ‘temporary’ was the Anunaki coming to ‘supervise’ the ‘terrestrials’.  Their contract expired like ten years ago, or longer. In the 1990’s we almost had the awakening happen…that’s when it was scheduled to be. Gaia does not wish for any ‘temporary solutions’–she wants foolproof aid that is impossible to steal or misdirect in any way.  Gaia wants to help her people live in joy and abundance from their HEART–and the fastest way to this is to connect the heart centers to Source and to each other.  The Dark Ones have a ‘heart center bypass’ that makes this type of energy extremely uncomfortable for them–so the more HEART, the more the realization we are ONE, the more sharing is possible to help one another, and the more PROTECTION against the ways of the dark.

With the vibration up to the point where money isn’t needed, prosperity and lack will disappear for everyone!!!

Here is an excellent article on the subject:

And please look to yesterday’s blog post for the link to the latest SaLuSa to see that the delay in releasing the prosperity funds, is that, like just about every charity/aid system on earth, the people collecting it are somehow ‘funneling it away’ for their own use.

How to Manifest

Ross asked me on a date yesterday morning. He showed me the restaurant, a local mexican one. He said we could go, and I could get one margarita (I haven’t had one in fifteen years, even though I tell all my patients when I give them the versed that it’s a ‘margarita’).

I was excited all day.

I worked later than predicted, due to an extra case, but I finished early enough to have a little time before I went to the counselor (parents of children in counseling need to go).

Ross suggested I go to the hardware store NEXT to the restaurant, as sort of a ‘pre date’. I needed new batteries for the clicker to the garage door. I wandered through the store, which to my delight has nice cookware as well as hardware, and a really large SALE rack.

It caught my eye! A dehydrator!!! Just yesterday I had been thinking I wanted one, needed one–to help preserve the nutrition in some produce, and also get some ‘raw’ meals going with my ‘raw’ cookbooks.  It was on the SALE rack at a way discounted priced, and at the register it was five dollars MORE off!!!

I couldn’t believe it, that the universe would care enough to send a dehydrator to me. Big smile!

I saw the window of the restaurant, and they have margaritas…so I went home and changed clothes. I looked nice, with little cowboy boots from Target like Taylor Swift used to wear with her sundresses. I had on jeans and a nice sweater, and makeup. The counselor was surprised and asked, ‘Did YOU have a day OFF?’  No…I was just trying to look nice.

I went to the restaurant immediately after, with Ross there. In the car I asked him, ‘What are you going to eat?’  He said to order guacamole, and that would be ‘his’.

The patron margarita was on special. I’d never had one. Even in San Diego I always had the cheap ones that give you a headache the next day. (No headache here, now!).

I ordered the meal Ross had shown me when he asked, one crunch taco, rice and beans.   I was super excited to have the chips and salsa while waiting and enjoying my margarita. It has been literally years and years since I had done that.

And we talked.

I asked him, ‘How did you know we were twins? How did you find out?’

He asked, ‘In what lifetime?’

I sensed he was dodging the question. So I asked, gently, ‘How about in our last one?’

He said, ‘That was after I died. I saw everything. And I saw I had screwed up.’  (he didn’t know what a Twin was while incarnate, that I was his Twin, and that we had a mission agreed to in our Pre Birth Contract that didn’t work out.)

I said, ‘Oh?’ and changed the subject. It was very nice to relax in Ross’ energies. He also had me order a flan. I only ate half. I saved the rest ‘for him’–including the whipped cream and cherry that this place likes to put on them.

I thought we were done after the meal, which was wonderful. But no! Ross said, ‘Walk to the grocery store and get some milk.’ (we were very low back at home.)

Well the grocery store has a wonderful display of flowers when you first walk in. Ross had surprised me! He wanted to get me some flowers, too!  I told him our custom is always before the date, and I never in a million years expected it AFTER…I was so touched by his caring. You see, I had just thrown out the daisies that had been on the table for two weeks (I keep my bouquets fresh by trimming the stems and changing the water)…

So I looked at all the flowers. As you know, some are in vases and others are just bouquets…and the quality of the flowers is all over the map at a place like this. I had wanted ‘something fresh’ that would last a long time.

One bouquet in the fridge caught my eye–white roses and white lilies in a little jar. But it was thirty dollars!!!

So I walked around and I walked around.

Finally Ross told me, ‘Lack is an Illusion–go! Buy it!’  (please note–the cheapest flowers were ten dollars a dozen roses–everything else was more, and the most expensive was sixty-four dollars0

I walked through the store with my purse on my arm, that bouquet being held tighter than a baby, and the shopping basket over my other arm, with the milk in it.  I couldn’t believe I was getting the nice bouquet!!! That night, from Ross, after our date!

Then he took me to the pens, and asked me to buy some that would help me remember our date when I am on call today. I wasn’t sure. So he suggested some. I bought those too.

He said, on the walk back across the shopping center, all the way back to the car by the restaurant, ‘See? Now there is NO CHANCE of DUI for you too.’  I wasn’t really buzzed in the first place, but the extra time had helped me metabolize everything away.

He thinks of everything!

And in the store!!! I forgot the best part! THIS SONG WAS PLAYING in the store the whole time I was in the flower area!!

Carla told a nurse yesterday, who she used to work with when she was on cardiac anesthesia for the hospital, that she is ‘working two weekends in a row’.  The nurse was kind, and out of concern said,
It’s nice to have something to look forward to…I guess with hours like that you can’t?’
She said, and I quote, ‘I don’t look forward to anything anymore.’
Carla has gotten to the point where all she ‘looks forward to’ is ‘more work’.  I had to intervene.
Even this morning, I told her she would have a ‘hard day’ but ‘to only look at the LOVE and JOY that I and her guides have prepared in there for her.’ and ‘To look past and ignore anything that is not of LOVE and JOY–even through she has to work. To just do the work, and know, she is not a workhorse or a slave behind the anesthesia machine.’
Although Carla has to show up at work ON TIME, promptly, every day, whether her surgeon is late or not, and this is a struggle at times as a single mom–she never knows the time she is going to be excused to go home from the hospital.  
Yesterday she was supposed to go home by one p.m. according to the schedule. But another surgeon was late, and the woman who runs the board that day is notorious for having Carla and others ‘stick around (unpaid) just in case’.
So Carla started a last case. Not more than ten minutes into it, relief came into the room. The blood pressure was low, and the case was not long, so Carla decided on her own to finish it.
The OR called to make SURE it was Carla who wanted to stay, and not the colleague lying about it–Carla rarely stays extra.
A second colleague came about an hour later. By this time Carla really had to pee. She asked her colleague to just watch the monitors so she could go, but she was literally trapped in by the equipment, and asked for a piece of going-away cake to be saved for her instead.  Things disappear is you don’t have a napkin over a plate with a person’s name on it. It was red velvet bundt cake.
So he had a nurse take care of it for her. Carla decided to ‘hold it’ and wait until the end of the operation, about one hour later.
And Carla ate that cake! Who wouldn’t? She liked the icing too!
How can a person who doesn’t go to the dentist or exercise or cook meals at home (yesterday’s breakfast dishes and pans are still unwashed because of the rush in the morning) have any joy without something to look forward to whatsoever? 
Even the weekend that was hers, that she made plans to go to the movies with Anthony and the Japanese family who is moving to the bay area, were interrupted because Anthony’s father has a bachelor party on a weekend and wants to trade so he TOOK that one? 
This time Carla stood firm, explained her plans for a movie in the early evening on the Saturday, and permitted the Dad to have the Friday night for a family event, and the Saturday too. They negotiated.
So to her delight, she has something to look forward to number TWO, and it’s one week from tonight.
That is the woman that you call Reiki Doc, my Carla who is very dedicated to the Light, to the upbringing of all our family our ‘star family’–and this includes YOU.
You are in good hands! With BOTH of us!
So pick up the phone and call (he smiles)
Carla has to get ready for work now. She needs to arrive there in about forty-five minutes.
We send you our very best!!!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla

You are all on Earth to establish peace through the immense power of Love that flows through you so abundantly.

Jesus through John

  Jesus Audio Blog forSunday April 26th

We are all One.  You all know that.  Even though for quite a few of you it appears to be a belief rather than a knowing; it becomes a knowing when you can relax adequately, surrender easily, and release willingly any doubts that effectively block your awareness of this.  Your intent is to do so, but often fear or a sense of personal unworthiness dissolves that intent.  Just remind yourselves that you are totally worthy.  How could you not be completely worthy when you are perfect divine creations of God?  You know that God is All That Is, and therefore you must each be a part of or an aspect of God because no other options are available to you, and how could any aspect or part of God be less than totally worthy?  In God you are completed in the Oneness of…

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