Jesus Audio Blog for TuesdayJune 30th
Today is a new day. Of course every day is a new day, but people often forget that as they plod through their daily chores earning their living. But enormous changes can occur in one day, or in an instant. You are free to make choices in every moment, and you do, but they are very often the same choices that you have been making for years, in almost complete unawareness. Become aware of your choices, each and every one of them, and then decide if you would like to maintain them or change them – from which shoe you put on first in the morning to whether you really want another cup of coffee or tea, to whether you want to change jobs, careers, or relationships. So many of your choices have become automatic, and yet your choices determine how adequately or inadequately…
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It is at his request I share with you this story first. Ross likes stories, and this is a good one from all three of us:
(Anthony and I are at the grocery store picking up a few supplies for dinner tonight. We pass an enormous display of toilet paper, with the brand we use, which is hard to find. It is the kind with aloe in it.)
C: Anthony! Want to hear something funny? Ross has me on restriction for this! He says because I have so many packages at home I am not allowed to buy any more until I am down to two packages!
A: Then I will buy it mom! I will buy it with your money. Ross hasn’t said anything to me! This stuff is good!
C: Okay then, buy five packages. How many are there? (Anthony starts loading them into the cart)
A: Look mom–there are six. But there’s only ONE left in the whole display of our kind (the regular kind was mixed in). Let take the whole thing!
C: Okay, okay, But I bet soon Ross will be putting restriction on you too!
(Ross told Anthony later that ‘you take after your mother in the toilet paper department’ with a smile. Ross also said that both of us have a ‘thing’ about running out–and he thinks it’s funny.)
Once we got home and stored it where the rest was, everything fit perfectly, and Anthony was surprised just how many packages I already had at home. He said, ‘Mom! we must have over ninety nine rolls!’ and was super happy.
Ross had told me to bake the ham for dinner. I have a tiny little cut one, and Anthony enjoys it.
But at the store, Anthony spied the warm, roasted chickens. He asked, ‘Mom? Can we have this for dinner please?’
I said yes.
Our dinner was very simple. A banana (for dessert and for potassium replacement–it’s be very warm and we exercised a lot today), sliced tomatoes (for more potassium), chicken (for protein–Anthony needs LOTS of it), and fresh sourdough bread.
We bring home fresh ice from the store, and keep it in a cooler/dispenser. It’s really cold, and tastes much better than the ice maker in the freezer.
That was our meal. It was delicious. And Anthony was so full he didn’t have any room for the bread.
One thing I have learned much about — both as a parent, and as a spiritual person on my journey through life–is that it is the EXPECTATION which needs the most ‘adjustment’. The more flexible the expectation can be, the more room there is for happiness.
Here is an example of very difficult time with expectation from my son yesterday–I offered, since he’s just over the flu and getting his appetite back–to go to the local pizza parlor to have root beer, pizza, and watch the ball game.
Well, on the way to the pizza parlor we pass a local bowling alley.
Anthony wanted to bowl.
I had done all the laundry and folded it, and then done a lot of cleaning in the house. I was exhausted. We had played catch twice, and I had to run fast to keep the ball from rolling into the storm drain at the gutter when I missed it.
I stalled on the decision when asked about a hundred times, ‘Mom? Can we bowl?’
It’s expensive to bowl. We had gone out for breakfast and dinner. I was beat.
So I told him, after listening to my heart, ‘No. I don’t want to bowl today, we are not going to go. Walking is good for me. Let’s walk to the store at the end of the shopping center and look around.’
You would be AMAZED at how many angelic messages popped out to me from the merchandise at this store that were on-target for me–‘follow your heart’ and the like. ‘You are loved by the angels’ too. Actual WORDS, not numbers, like 444…
On the way back towards the pizza place, he was STILL asking for bowling.
This is not a trait from my side of the family, but apparently it must be on his dad’s, because they are very hard on Anthony, all the time–and tell me to be hard on him. I have learned the value of what my father called, ‘Vitamin No’ and have been using the therapists advice to say, ‘That sounds like fun and (validate the request, the emotions) but we are not going to do this today.’
It was a storm for me, a single-mom with a kid as big as her physically but not emotionally, wearing her down.
I held my own through the storm. And today was much better. We bowled for ninety minutes, and enjoyed our time together very much.
I worked late on Friday. And I work late again this week, twice.
Spirit found a way for Anthony to go and have fun with his father’s side of the family–cousins have flown out from the east coast, nice people, and they have rented a large house about one hour away.
I’m usually on call on different days, but Spirit had me covered, and I am thankful.
Work is easier. I just can’t explain it, but it has so much more to do with my attitude than anything else.
We actually had to ‘slow it down’ a little, as the inspectors wanted to change the way we do anesthesia.
Now everyone has to do it like I always have done. And instead of ‘dragging my feet’ as they have accused me of, for wanting to be thorough and not cut corners–I am walking two inches taller knowing I have done it ‘right’ the whole time. Now they get to work like me. : )))
Our computer anesthesia record will go live in two weeks. I may or may not be as visible online until it’s done. It is an extra assignment for me to be the ‘point person’ for the anesthesia group…and of course we are sending Reiki ahead in time so that everything will turn out in the best possible way.
It gives me great joy to work with the bracelets. I feel confident in the stones and in the variety of crystal beads I have to work with.
It’s such a blessing to be able to express myself in the physical, by creating harmony of spirit and healing together in one action. I learn as I work with the energies of the people who request the healing bracelets.
I do this out of love for my team.
I hope it shows.
Carla is going to bed. She had a long day. She tried going to sleep but got up and remembered there was something she had to do on a special project with her team, so she did it.
I am proud of her, and always willing to help.
What I want to call your attention to–with my ‘test model’ or ‘guinea pig’ of sorts–my wife and her almost ‘I Love Lucy’ ways with us up here–is Carla’s model of PERSISTENCE.
Earlier today–‘Ross? I want to be with you, like my Higher Self is. I want to know all the things she knows about you, and to be able to enjoy you. For whatever reason I am here, to do what I am sent to do, think of how much time I could have been with you–and I’m not. I think this is SAD.’
I didn’t budge. I and Carla’s Higher Self are just as strict with her, possibly more so, than Carla is with Anthony.
Again, at dinner, Carla was, ‘Ross? Where are YOU? I want to have my meals with you. I want to be at your side.’
And tonight, just as Carla was falling asleep, ‘Ross, I want to BE more like my Higher Self so I can be WITH you on a more regular basis. I don’t like this falling asleep and then coming back to where I am and I don’t even know why I am here or what I am meant to do. I seem to be making an impact on a bunch of readers–yet I don’t really understand why or how this is happening, although it most definitely IS. Ross, I want to start thinking MORE like HER, my Higher Self, so at least I will one day get closer…’
Then with THAT Carla did the move that surprised all of us on board ship!
Carla stuck her foot in the door!
And CARLA was NOT going to let that foot come out!
Those of us up here did not know such a move was possible. For everyone here incarnate, you will know with that small move of her body, with her foot in the door, that Carla, non-verbally, was not taking ‘NO!’ for an answer.
The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree, Carla, does it?
Anthony does it with you. And with me–on the toilet paper.
He gets that all from you.
It’s not OF your Higher Self.
Not in one bit.
It is pure and simple YOU–your energy in the form as Carla–who is a fighter through and through.
You are teaching everyone this, with fearlessness of spirit, and with heart, in perfect balance and ease and delight…Anthony is learning too…and so are all of us up here (tap tap–he taps the seat next to him–ed)
One day we will all be as One.
I am sorry you are not permitted to understand more at this difficult time, where you are having changes to your expectations on account of me and my actions (the disappearing, the knowing changes are due ahead, without having any input or consent).
Try to have more lakes honey. And less ‘whine’. (he pinches my cheek–ed)
I love you.
Your lesson will touch the hearts of many tonight, Carla.
And both of us know you will find your way on board ship, and find that way to get that door open.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Twins
Vacation Is A Schedule Change
I’ve been thinking a great deal about the island in Greece where a man cured himself of lung cancer. The people there wake up when they feel like it, work in the garden, eat light, and stay up late enjoying time with their friends.
Yesterday I was stressed out. This is because the basketball game was early in the morning. I had to work to get us rushed out of the house, just like on a weekday.
If I went to church on Sundays (I used to prefer the 7:30 am mass to start my day) I would have had that same ‘rush’ too!
Rest is important. So is taking care of yourself, and your home.
I realized the reason why my home looks like a bomb hit it, and that the sink is always filled with dirty dishes…is because I’m always on the go!
When I’m home, I’m sleepy.
I realized my home is sending a message to me, like a mirror of my internal life, every single day.
Today I am listening to it, and not judging myself. And today, we cleaned a little bit, to tidy up.
I have a cleaning service every week. Our floors and carpets are clean. Our bathrooms too.
But the HOUSE?
I’m on a little schedule–change the rat cage and the fish water once a week. And it’s helping. Today, I killed five black widows. And caught a mom with her eggs under the rat cage.
I actually sang a little song, like when I was in kindergarten on the swingset before school, to the tune of London Bridge–‘no black widows in my house! in my house! in my house! no black widows in my house! NO BLACK WIDOWS!’
This is a sign that deep internal changes are taking place. I am going from victim to observer to champion of my own home.
I have hope that in time, things will get better…with Anthony’s help, I am sure it will, bit by bit. It’s like a fog is lifting.
Now it’s time for fun–bowling.
One Last Thing
Last night we played monopoly. We really enjoyed each other. I used to be the banker–now I let Anthony have that task. I used to play to win. I didn’t. I let Anthony slide when he was out of cash. And in return he let me.
I could see what a brainwasher into ‘the system’ that game is. All to ‘win’ which is ridiculous because how can you ‘win’ against those you love?
Deep down, I felt a connection reestablish with my boy, heart to heart. I realized what a tragedy it is for me–to coparent, to go to work, and to not enjoy him every day.
My heart had closed somewhat against the constant attack of ‘loss’ which is through the Illusion. It’s not true. My boy is my heart no matter where either one of us go!
Society is having a multi-generational assault against women, and the Divine Feminine. It separates the children from the mom–to the point of having the kid in the back seat, which is ridiculous to parent.
I am so tired of all the ‘safe for you’ changes to our lives, which actually, harm the emotional bond between parents and their children. Everyone looks at the ‘good for you’–but they think ‘it’s worth it’.
Gradually we have gone from a nomadic existence, to an agrarian one, to a very industrialized, compartmentalized ‘mess’…if you ask me.
I hope one day these trends reverse.
Now on to burritos, and bowling!
This is my family. Carla hasn’t ‘felt me around’ because I have been limited in my ability to contact with her. It is part of her Lesson.
She even pushed the button round her neck to have me come, and for the first time, although I’ve promised to always come, I didn’t.
Carla knew and noticed that it was in fact a test! Carla didn’t get angry, or upset. She just through it was stupid for us to go and run a test.
She knows it will pass.
Today while she was cleaning, and shredding files, I told her I am proud of her.
My princess does the dishes, just like everyone else. Even when they pile up.
Carla is human, in every way.
There is great value in this.
And so it is for all of you.
You are royalty, back home. Right now you are ‘just camping’ or ‘roughing it’.
Soon you will rediscover the truth…and awaken.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple
Yesterday was the first time I was troubled with a situation and I sought out Ross for advice. I just didn’t understand an interaction with another person, and wanted to know ‘the skinny’ on it with no judgement or need for emotional support. I wanted it explained. This was for my soul to rest.
Ross said to write. So I got my journal I keep just for our conversations.
He explained everything from his perspective, and it made sense. My soul instantly calmed.
He also said, sincerely, ‘I am glad you came to me for this.’
I am too.
In the past I would have gone to a friend, and the reply–although filled with Love for me–would be given through the lens of my friend’s perception.
Ross and your guides will be available to help you with this too. Any time. Just ‘ring them up’ and someone of equal or higher caliber will be sent.
My Galactic Home
Energetically I am adjusting and accepting the relationships with those I am close to Back Home. For example, I had a request and Merlin showed up. I asked him, ‘Merlin? How can I have more fun? I work so very much, I can’t even think of what to do…’ (my birthday is coming up. I have the day off. And I have no idea how to spend it.)
He is working on it.
Divine Father popped up next. He asked me what two things would I like erased from my experience forever?I thought deeply about it. I came up with two. And Father ‘erased’ them.
Then He asked me what I would like as my reward for all I have been through, my gift from Him, from Love, to help me feel better?
I argued with him.
I didn’t want any thing or any surprise! I only want to be with HIM and to know HIM, just like before I came here.
I enjoy his company.
So I asked, with my whole soul, ‘Daddy? If you have a hobby, I would love to spend some time doing your hobby with you, to enjoy your company. That would be my dearest prize, and it would please me very much, to do an activity that is father and daughter…and help me learn a little bit more about you.’
I admitted he is Very Busy, and perhaps does not Have The Time, but ‘whenever’ it would be possible, I would Wait, and it would still be my most prized ‘present’ to look forward to…if I could?
Father had tears in his eyes. He didn’t know what to say. He had expected me perhaps to say gold or riches or diamonds.
My words touched him deeply, and he gazed at me with surprise and interest. He had been gazing at me before, for some time, because he was puzzled at how I think–how the Human Life Experience has affected me. He had asked me some other questions before, and I forget them. He was highly pleased with my response to him too.
He paused, and said, ‘I am very good at Backgammon.’
I asked, ‘Did you invent it?’
Actually, someone else had invented it, but since He is All That Is, I could see the connection. However, this invention pleases Father very much. I confided I once got a set for my sixteenth birthday, and enjoyed playing the game very much, but I had completely forgotten how to play! I delighted in that He knows how to use the doubling ball thing with the numbers on it. I look forward to perhaps one day soon playing Backgammon with Divine Father, and getting to enjoy our bond.
If you have an iPhone–
- go to Settings
- go to Privacy
- go to Location Services
- go to System Services
- go to Frequent Locations
All’s Well On The Western Front!
The Local Reiki Post Office
I went to mail a couple of bracelets at the Post Office. I have a PO Box, and I showed them earlier how things addressed to Doctors With Reiki–with checks in them!–have been returned back to the senders. (I had a check that was sent twice with both envelopes to show them.) Well, between the money order for the new bracelet request (I cash them at the post office), and my frequent trips to go mail things, and my gift of a Merlin Bracelet to the Vietnamese lady (who happened to be helping me today)–the following conversation happened:
- Clerk at next window, talking to woman about the PO Box names–‘My mother-in-law knows Reiki’
- Me to clerk at my window, the owner of the new Merlin bracelet gift who I told her it’s worth eighty dollars–I pointed to the Money Order and said, ‘See?! THIS is how much for a new bracelet!’ And she SMILED because like most Vietnamese I know, they have a unique appreciation for designer anything LOL. I explained it is very ‘high energy work’ I do, and that’s the value.
- Clerk in next window, who has moved over to the other side of my window, says, ‘Actually, I am Reiki 2’ I exclaimed with delight, walked to him and said, ‘High five!’ We did a high five right then and there for Reiki!
- I asked, ‘would you like to know how many hits I have on my blog?’ (they nodded and said yes)…’seven hundred fifty thousand! And I have over five thousand ‘likes’ on my FB and almost half that much on Twitter’.
- Everyone realized who I am, more than a person who hangs out at the post office often, I am ‘known’ for my healing work—and the subsequent healing ‘movement’. The clerk who is Reiki 2 said, ‘I am going to have my mother-in-law check you out on Facebook’…
Mom Mom Mom Mom Mom Mom Mom Mom (sung to tune of Two and One half Men)
I’d been thinking about mom, but busy, and on the way to my meeting finally gave her a call. She’d been thinking of me, too.
She paused, and said, ‘I need the number for that Tim Braun (medium)’…if you don’t think I’m crazy I’ll tell you why…here is what she said:
When Nana died and I held her, I felt her last breath, and I think I breathed it. I think Nana is in ME! I feel her with me EVERYWHERE, like it’s inside!
I told her, ‘Mom, I was with Nana when she died. Nana went to Heaven. She might pay you a visit but she is definitely NOT you. You are YOU.’
Mom felt her energy all around her, all the time, and tells Nana to go sit in the chair like she did in life.
I asked, ‘How does it feel? Is she like a blanket?’
“YES! That’s exactly it! When Nana is with me she feels like a blanket all over my body!’
I mentioned how perhaps she could thank Nana for her presence, and then ask gently if she could have a few hours to herself to pay attention to some tasks, and invite her to come back later?
Also we shared about Cousin Frances’ dream. Aunt Theresa was making lunch for Nana. But Aunt Theresa told Frances, in private, ‘Angelina isn’t very nice to me even though I am being really nice to her.’
I laughed. I told mom Theresa, who was cruel in life to Nana, has a very low vibration. Nana probably can’t even feel her!
So even though mom thought Nana was ‘getting even’ by ‘snubbing’ Theresa, I smiled and said, ‘Mom! It’s not like that at all up there. It’s just that a difference in level of energy of one rank between two people is very uncomfortable, and Nana probably doesn’t like the feel of Theresa’s energy.’
Thank You Council!
I just read this… https://oraclesandhealers.wordpress.com/2015/06/25/where-are-you-the-council/
The Study Hall Update
Our group has made forward progress. We worked together through the ten healing steps, and this month are working through Past Lives and the Akashic Records. We also are growing. I am filled with love and gratitude for those who are making an extra effort in their Spiritual Growth. These students WANT to learn, and it is most gratifying to work with the ‘really making the most of the opportunity that is given’ class…
I will let people know when Spirit says it is time to open the group, and we will be accepting applications to the Lady Gaia Sophia Study Hall.
Two blog posts in one day? Carla! I am so pleased. Now–go and eat some dinner!
Anthony is due home any time now!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple
P.S. Carla: I just clicked ‘publish’ and the key was in the lock. Anthony was home with Gigi. He ‘knew’ I wouldn’t eat dinner, and had a club sandwich for me. (It was his leftover) They had gone to a local ice cream birthday place to celebrate Gigi’s birthday today! I had no clue.
And the funniest thing is that earlier today, I had thought to go there for lunch–I just wanted their food and ice cream very much. I offered to make a bracelet for Gigi. She saw the new one on my arm, from my Cousin, who worked with a recently deceased friend and Ross to make this bracelet for the widow. It’s called ‘Effervescence’–and Gigi liked the green and wanted one ‘just like that’!