One of my favorite memories is the day when I was three, and my mom took me to the Long Beach Arena to see the Ice Capades perform on ice. I was seated in my chair, which was near the front row, if not in the very front, and a man skated over to us. He was a performer in full costume. He asked my mom for permission, and he picked me up and skated all the way to a ‘balloon’ that was on the ice, and sat me inside the little basket.
Many children but not all by some strange twist of good fortune, were being put into similar ‘baskets’ across the ice.
Then the music began to play, and all the skaters were pushing us in our balloons across the ice in patterns to the music!
I couldn’t believe my eyes or my ears or the wind at how fast we went, which was both exciting and at the same time, safe–because I knew all of it was for fun and our mothers would never let us do anything that wasn’t safe–even though to be honest this was the fastest anything anywhere I had ever been!
My trike could only pedal so fast, you know? I tried it to go faster but it always had a limit…
Here is the song, Up Up and Away in my Beautiful Balloon:
- How THEY work together with US to raise the energies on surface Gaia
- This Creator Writing as reblogged by RH–on how sacred we are
- All The Debt Of The World Could Be Instantly Abolished
- A Totally Random Flashback Creator Writings That Came Up
- This really incredible article on what Reiki is NOT
- Countdown sequential…Gaia Portal
I trust Ross more and more each day that I am incarnate.
Last night I told him how I’ve ‘had a good run’ as ‘Carla’, and if I need to move someplace in order to be with him, as much as I love this home I’m okay with it. I’m also okay if I need to go back ‘up’ and start doing whatever it is I do up there when I am asleep, and roll up my sleeves and get to work if I am needed.
That was huge.
I let go of my entire identity, everything I have ever known, in all of my incarnations, and said gently, with my heart, ‘Ross? Whatever I have to do next, I am okay with it, even if it means humungous (slang here for very large–ed) changes in life as I know it for me.’
He appreciated it very much.
Last night he made sure I ate. I had leftovers and also a little bit of cake. It sure was delicious.
He had me drink the goat milk with it, which is smart because I didn’t know it but the expiration date is today.
But Ross knew.
That’s how I know he always is guiding me, through these wonderful experiences in Life.
I called him on it. Right as I started to eat.
I was alone at my table, for I worked late and Anthony was with his dad. I said, ‘Ross, I KNOW you are here! I KNOW you are with me. I know even though I can’t see you with my eyes at the moment, my heart knows you are always at my side. You don’t have to show yourself to me, for me to love you. Your love has been with me every day of my life, and I KNOW.’
He was surprised at my candidness, and the incredible growth of both my faith and my trust in him.
For The Benefit of All
Don’t get what you want?
Don’t sweat it!
We are all together in this, and everything is going to work out!
Yesterday through a snafu– a colleague lost his wife, there were not one but TWO people who got signed up to cover for him today–I got pushed off the schedule.
I have a day off I didn’t want to take! I already took Tuesday off to tend to the needs of my house!
I was a little annoyed because they are messing with the schedule, and the person who was up all night, and the number two person, have work, but I who was at number three and should have higher ranking today than them both, am at home!
Deep inside, I knew in my bones, there must be ‘some reason’–and I will work harder than every today and this weekend to prepare for the board meeting with the association to discuss my house. I need to put together a presentation. I sort of worried about it last night.
Ross is helping me with this too, in the outline.
If you lose a battle, or a skirmish, as you go about living your life, remember there is a bigger goal, in this example, ‘the war’–and it is the ‘war’ you want to win. My father, bless his heart, always spoke to me in such terms so I would learn not to get sidetracked or overcome by worry and fear.
Eternity is on our side.
I have a feeling, and it’s difficult to explain, but it goes like this: The veil may separate us from our perception of Creator, but it DOESN’T separate us from our ability to ‘sense’ the spark of Creator from each other while we are incarnate upon the Earth.
In a way, Heaven on Earth is not from something on the outside–but is generating itself stronger and stronger each day–from the ‘grassroots’–amongst ourselves.
It’s like a ‘Veil Bypass’–an alternate route–and appears to be working with amazing results! Would you like an example? How about the way the teams are cooperating with love and respect during the very high stress cases in the O.R. at my work? (I raise my eyebrows and smile)
Nowhere To Go But UP!
This is what is asked of you:
- do your work–your preparation for your assignment–by acknowledging and releasing any ‘junk’ you have ‘picked up somewhere’ in your many incarnations. Acknowledge, accept, release and allow. And the funny thing is, once you do this, it’s like a memory gun erases your old pains from it. I know–I can barely think of the things Ross did that had me so very deeply upset last weekend or so…I’ve moved on and my brain for some reason (I look at Ross who has his arms folded, some device like on Men In Black in his hand, and he’s just smiling–ed)…
- raise your vibration (there’s one article I can’t find, but use the SEARCH box at the top right for older posts to discuss this)
- rest and relax often to allow for energy upgrades and downloads to your energy system. You will feel a tingling sensation. I kind of like it. (the TV and Radio must be OFF)
- follow your heart! If something makes you feel nurturing, warmth, love and compassion, then do more of it. Your happiness and highest vibration are contagious! The energy transmits through the aura to aura contact, and there is no defense against this. Highest vibration–and strongest one–wins!
- stay connected! Nature, animals and pets, loved ones, great books and ‘online alternative media’ are available to help you on your path. You have guides who are unseen, but always present, too. Let go of all judgement, and go along with the flow. It will carry you someplace amazing!