Yesterday I was backup and work called me in. I had one case to do. At ten forty-five. I enjoyed my morning, had a nice breakfast, and brought Anthony to work with me. I had him stay in the nurse’s lounge. It was only a five minute case, but the preparations take longer. We were separated about an hour.Another case moved up. I needed to stay. It was only a half-hour case.
I bought Anthony lunch in the hospital cafeteria. We got little cupcakes for Valentine’s day. Then…I made him comfortable in the Doctor’s lounge, and did my case. Much to my surprise, the family said it was a two hour case! So I warned Anthony not to worry, and gave him a phone number to call for the recovery room nurse, just in case.
The case went well, and did take two hours.
Anthony was so patient. I found him lying on the couch with two pillows and blankets, watching a movie. The nurses had brought him the pillows and warm blankets.
So I offered him a tour of the Operating Room.
I got him the fake scrubs that are disposable and go over the clothes. I got him the REAL surgeon’s had, not the bouffant one. And the shoe covers.
I showed him pre-op, the sink where surgeons scrub their hands, and one of the operating rooms. I had him help me check the anesthesia machine. He saw how the OR table moves and pushed the buttons. He saw every drawer of my cart and asked what everything is. The drug tray REALLY impressed him! And he turned on the big OR lights too.
I showed him our anesthesia workroom, with all the equipment, and I told him I know what each item is, and how it works.
I also stopped by the window to the room where they clean and store all the instruments.
He didn’t want to go home. He wanted to finish his movie. I made us each a cinnamon coffee in the coffee maker that brews one cup at a time. We take milk in it to cool it.
There sometimes is no other way to show a loved one what we DO all those hours when we are away from the home, except to take them on a tour of it. To experience it first-hand…
What Is The Gaia Consciousness?
I have been needing Ross big time. Like a child needs their mom.
I can now experience the feeling of being in his arms at will. I just have to concentrate. I’m still somewhat ‘blind’ –but I can ‘find my way’ ENOUGH to really feel his love through the veil, and get to that total relaxation and submission to your partner and best friend, and in our case, Twin.
I also have been having some problems with Yogurt Peanut’s philosophy. As I fell asleep I told Divine Father I don’t WANT to have to ‘meditate hard’ and ‘give everything up’ only to ‘find my way out through the top of my head to experience The Divine’.
Divine Father said, ‘Carla, you do that ALREADY–you just come and go! You don’t have to do what he says…’ (I call it ‘that holy shit’ to Ross and Divine Father, by the way, just so you ‘feel me’.)
Then Yogurt Peanuts showed up.
And the funniest thing happened!
This new energy started to flow through my being, and it felt warm and nice like with Ross, only it was coming from me. I was emitting it.
I told him who I am. He was a little unsettled, and stepped back.
I asked him how did you mention me in your work? (we both knew he didn’t, not for who I am, my true role).
I told him how the way of nature, the Divine Feminine, IS holy. Nature is holy, perfect, Divine. There are some attachments that are healthy, and meant to exist to allow the Divine Feminine to flow…
Then Ross came, and embraced me from behind.
Our Consciousness emitted as a form of joy that was blended! There was his, and mine, flowing out from both of us in spirals. It is OURS when it is in combination.
Both are important for the healing of Ascension.
Yogurt Peanuts got the point. There was no anger, blame or defense. He has been asked to contact his own people, to correct any mistakes in the ‘official story’, and both of us thanked him profusely for his love and sacrifice to produce his fine work that he did while he was incarnate.
The Status Quo
I am going to provide you a series of articles, if you choose to read them. I have a few comments for each:
- This one REALLY bothered me. A lot. So did the comments. We don’t do this in a Sicilian household. There is an invisible line you just don’t cross. The parents will take it and take it and take it and then BAM–that’s it! Disowned forever. You always show courtesy and respect to your parents. I actually didn’t disagree with my mom and dad, ever. The one time I spoke up father stopped talking to me for three days. I told him it was unfair for him to take vacations expensive by himself when mom works as hard as you and never gets to enjoy any vacations herself. Yup. The reason I mention it here at all, is that this RESPONSE just ‘might’ have something to do with all the ‘programming’ by Children’s Media. In Monarch Mind Control Disney is encouraged. The children are allowed to watch lots and lots of their work. There are hidden symbols/words to reinforce the programming. Just like with Lilo, Brit-Knee, or Hanna Monta-nah, the girls IDENTIFY with the wholesome ‘role model’, then are helpless and torn to WATCH as their ‘heroine’ goes um, ‘grows up’ kind of ‘unwholesome’ before their eyes. The common denominator of all these films is an absent parent or joke of a parental figure…from Bambi all the way up to Jesse…
- This article arrived in my news feed and I don’t think it was by accident. It supports the first one. And it is generic for ALL kinds of abuse children experienced growing up.
- This blog post is delightful and refreshing after the other two LOL. You need a break!
- I usually don’t post this author but it really explains well the situation we are in: karmically our society is ‘on the hook’ for permitting this abuse to happen. Generations of karma have racked up. And someone needs to ‘step up to the plate to fix it! (BTW tonight’s Grand-ma-y music ‘awards’ are actually a ‘ritual’ if you know where to look at what ‘symbols’)
- This video in the link is about a man who is a descendent of plantation owners who has spent eight million dollars of his own to fight ignorance on slavery, and to raise the consciousness of the horrible travesty that happened to the African-America people.
- Another author I rarely post came up with this article on St. German for how to manifest. I enjoyed it because it is happening to me. I stay calm, in the moment, and BOOM! Things just fall right in my lap. For example, today I have off, and there is no school. I was scheduled to work, but it just ‘happened’. It also explains how I can ‘enjoy’ Ross, here and now, with my Consciousness–which I suspect is all there really ‘is’ of me in the big picture…
- Just in case you missed this as a P.S. on an older post. It’s true. LOL. Look up at the title of this post!
- Lastly, I had another ‘I am a seraphim!’ because ‘so and so told me so’ comment submitted to the Known Incarnations of Angels. I deleted it. The energy signature didn’t match, and I checked with Divine Mother, who asked Divine Father. A week ago, incarnate Divine Mother really was upset over a ‘false one’ posting. We have this all the time now, with people taking my work from the codes and not crediting me. And people saying they are me, too. I realized that some are much worse than the paid ‘trolls’ who are hired to ‘disrupt’ the flow of information on the internet–SOME–are truly ‘programmed’ by the Monarch Method to ‘believe’ who they are. It is best to let this go, and not confront these individuals. MY children know my voice, and they will answer my call. I am not interested in everyone, only those who know me, and remember me from past lives. Any extras are a total blessing! And WELCOME! But I know why I was sent, what I was sent to do, and I am doing it. End of story.
Manifesting In Action
Yesterday I was scheduled to go to work to do one very small case. Already I had Monday off. I needed more work.
Again I was relaxed, let go of the outcome (this is the critical part), and let whatever was to happen, happen.
In other words, I accepted however it may turn out as being for the highest good, for me.
My relief was stuck over in the surgery center. I got one more case!
But then he came back…I didn’t get the next one in the line-up. I was a little disappointed, but then, the charge nurse said, ‘So and so is delayed, and can’t come over to do this case. You will need to do it.’
I was like, ‘Okay!’
But once I got the patient asleep and put in the tube, the ‘so and so’ walked in. They were surprised. I explained the situation, and what I did. She said, ‘this OTHER person should have come in my room and I should have had their lineup–with ‘other’ as call four (better position)–and her as call eight’.
She announced, ‘I give you one half hour (before I relieve you)!’
I was like, ‘Okay’ and scrambled to catch up on the charting.
Laster…she texted me…would you like to keep the case and be call 8?
I called the front desk–‘if I keep this may I go home after?’
So I texted ‘sure’.
And it was done.
I had time to pick up Anthony. I went home and made a special bracelet to control the blood sugar of a very close friend.
Spirit designed it. ‘lots of pearls’ and one more stone. They were beautiful faceted rondelles in a nice pink color…
The other day I had looked longingly at the sushi place with the little belt I used to visit when Anthony was with his dad. Only lately, Anthony doesn’t like sushi or want to go.
My very dear friends who are visiting here from out of town posted a photo from there, and I was like, oh well, I guess I won’t get to go. We had dinner plans for yesterday.
Who would want to go two nights in a row to the same place?
The sushi belt is upgraded. Now instead of a waiter, the top belt brings your special order items to you, and it rings.
They even have a plate chute, and you get special films and awards when you have enough plates. A giant ‘gumboil machine’ gives you one ‘shell’–we got a tiny sushi plate and a squid keychain…Our group had over fifty plates.
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There was an excellent article on discernment (click here for article) and I thought you might like to hear my story of when I was vulnerable and going through my first divorce.
It was April.
I had wanted a divorce since Thanksgiving. And right before Christmas, my beloved Nannu Filippo died. Although Mark had said I have every reason to ask for a divorce, he changed his mind, drove five hundred miles here from the Bay Area, came to the funeral uninvited, sat next to me (the extended family didn’t know) and brought blue and gold carnations to try to win me back (our school colors). My uncle told him the situation, and was in cahoots with him. I left Mark because of emotional abuse that was severe. It was a long day, but after that I didn’t want to stir the pot.
I just let it sit, and didn’t call him.
I think in March, my friend Andrea took me to a place to learn my rights and how to get a divorce. Some free legal clinic or women’s shelter or something.
But in April, I found the courage to go to a crystal shop I’d never been to before. It was called the Crystal Shard. You could see it where the 8 freeway meets the 5, on the right.
There was an old school bus with paint on it to advertise the business.
I had a funny feeling when I went in. But I was curious and wanted to know what was inside.
There weren’t many crystals!
I told them I wanted a spiritual divorce. I wanted to cut the energy ties to help me in the process of my legal divorce.
On the good side, they gave me a referral to a lawyer, who did the divorce for three thousand dollars. I never once met him. We communicated by phone, and I was instructed to leave papers in a mail box and come pick them up. He was a scary lawyer, and did the trick with Mark. I think her overcharged me by a lot–it was a straightforward divorce with no assets or children…
But the women at the place had me lie with a crystal on my chest, on my back on the floor, for one hour, so I would get my ‘spiritual divorce’.
Then they told me I had to come back.
I had to bring them pink toilet paper (they used to dye it back in the 1990’s still). One roll.
I went home, and next chance I had, I brought it back.
Then they told me–they were creepy the whole time–I had to buy a necklace of amethyst (graduated faceted rondelles) for ‘my new life’–for three hundred dollars.
I did, but I hated the energy of it.
At this point I would do ANYTHING for a divorce, no matter how unpleasant.
Then they called and said they gave me the necklace but ‘it wasn’t right for me’ and I had to give it back.
So I went back.
Then they said, ‘You are very psychic and need to go with us to Sedona’ for THREE thousand dollars. They wanted me to meet them early in the morning on a certain day. I wrote the check.
I called my mom to explain the situation and say goodbye to her.
I was in medical school at the time.
Mom freaked out and said, ‘You are not going anywhere with those people!’
She told me to stop payment on the check, which I did.
Well, those people came to the house while I was at medical school. The apartment management building told me.
They also came to the SCHOOL looking for me, even to the auditorium.
Fortunately, I wasn’t there! I was out for a swim with my friends Townson and Madhav (Buddhist and Hindu). When we came back to my next lecture, the school admissions office was kind of freaked out those people were searching for me.
Townson and Madhav looked at each other, and said, ‘Carla, you can’t go home. Not yet. This has to blow over.’
They went with me to my house, and I got a few things. I think I brought with me my turtle, the only pet I had.
And I stayed with them.
I lived with Madhav and Townson for about six weeks.
They never charged me rent. I slept on the floor. I had a key to their apartment.
Their apartment wasn’t the best location. Although their unit was bright and airy–I walked by some creepy middle east type folks’ apartments to get there. (it later turned out these were the ‘cells’ for the 911, according to the news).
But the times I spent with them were very pleasant. We spoke of spiritual things. Townson taught me how according to Buddhist tradition, everyone has a little flag on their shoulder that says how they are going to die. They were different colors. I recall the red one was a traumatic, early death…
Madhav was vegan. Very devout. Super firm in his faith. He did a research to India project over the summer on how people who sell their kidneys for transplant DO financially after selling their body part.
They stay poor.
They don’t know how to manage the money…
I foresaw he would meet a woman there on his trip who would become his wife. I was correct…
Once the ‘coast was clear’ I never had any trouble from these metaphysical people again.
And I went to the school lawyer, who DIDN’T do divorces, to write a letter to that legal counsel of mine–to make sure he went away, kept in line. This lawyer ALSO wrote a ‘letter of no contact’ for me to the Crystal Shard, so I could sue if they ever contacted me again.
It was REALLY embarrassing to tell the school lawyer and my friends what happened.
Now, though the lens of time, I saw I was vulnerable.
I was DOUBLY vulnerable because I was spiritually a baby in this incarnation. I knew just enough to get myself into trouble.
This was because there were people who were ready to take advantage of me.
It reminds me of the birds who wait for the baby turtles to hatch and run to the sea–very ‘opportunistic’…
Now today, as I write this, I see my tale might be of use to some of you who are ‘just waking up’…
I was protected by Source in this lesson, and also by my friends and family, and my medical school.
But it wasn’t easy.
Our community here with Doctors With Reiki, is one of lovingkindness, and available gratis for mutual support. Once you get to know people, you will ‘sense’ their intentions.
And everything is going to be okay.
I can’t promise this for the people who sell things or even promote the special ‘deals’ on the internet or in person. I saw an ugly interchange between a ‘Metatron’ who debuked Divine Mother herself online yesterday…
I want you to know these people who are CONVINCED they ‘are something’ and are the first to tell you probably aren’t.
Real Masters won’t tell you, even when asked. Their energy signature will announce itself–their identity.
But also, in these desperate times, there are a lot of Monarch-raised individuals, who have been programmed to think they are ‘so and so’ too. The internet is full of people of dubious reputation, much like those I met at the Crystal Shard–as well as those who are brought up to believe something that ins’t true. They are tricky, these folks, and not insurmountable.
Every time I hear a performer or politician say, ‘God bless America’, I wonder to myself,
‘is THEIR God the same thing as MY God?’. I know by their actions, their hand gestures, their history (if you look things up on alternate news)–it is not the Creator of All That Is they are asking to ‘give the blessing’…
It is what it is.
Be gentle, loving and kind to yourself as we enter this phase of Ascension.
Plant seeds of kindness.
Everything is going to be okay…
Carla read about me last night.
She manifested it.
Although her line-up had her doing a large case at the end of the day, one where there would be electronic music blaring, much interaction with the surgeon, and a loud O.R.–that case was assigned to another room.
She got one where she was concerned she would have to remind the patient to breathe for hours in a twilight sleep prone. But it was a general anesthetic! She could easily monitor vital functions AND read.
She finished the book by Yogananda Parmahansa.
And realized two things–NO, he didn’t ‘see’ me ‘pop in’ in a physical body. (taps the forehead–ed) It was through his mind’s eye!
And she learned of what I did to escape reincarnation. The yoga meditation protocol is spelled out, right there at the end.
Carla was very glad she read that.
Carla has been sad, in her own heart.
Carla feels like ‘she never had enough time’ to love me with her heart. Carla feels rejected from our past life, with what happened between us, and how I lived my life at the end, and died for it.
Carla knew all along that in laying down my body, I will never come back! It’s not the same. Even though I did, in my own way, and I ate, and I showed myself to her first, I wouldn’t even permit her to touch me, my ‘apparition’.
Carla knows and Carla trusts that this is Illusion, all of this.
But Carla is making a running commentary to Divine Father the whole time she reads! This SUCKS! This isn’t right. Of all the cray cray things…and shakes her head inwardly…
So Carla has the unique insight in reading the book to know what is in alignment with her memories, what is a ‘spin’ due to what Yogurt Peanuts could be ‘told’ by me, and how much Hindu influence is in it too.
But at the same time, Carla accepts and allows.
Carla is not going to fight What Is.
She did go several times to Divine Father, directly, to speak her heart, and to ask for assistant in her coping with it.
I actually appeared to Carla to caution her not to read the end of the book. Are you sure? I asked.
Her courage is strong, and Carla applied it in reading this book to the end.
She also manifested her dinner. Pizza and pasta provided by the hospital to the O.R.
Today is a late start-that one was manifested too–and a short day, which is good because Anthony has no school. A friend will watch him.
For you who are in any of the stages of Awakening, in today’s blog article, you have a beginning, a middle, and an end.
You have Carla’s awakening and running for her life! You have the resolution of her divorce with the help of friends and family. You have our example at the end of which I describe.
So, no matter what, no matter WHERE you are in your awakening journey, (points to his head–ed) apply discernment!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Twin Souls
P.S. I also approve of this article. This is a first, and very rare, so I thought I’d mention it. Carla