Meditation is helping my soul grow faster and in more practical ways than I have ever experienced while I have been incarnate on Earth.
My guides are more active in guidance as well as in instruction.
Where I left off, I had blurted out with amazement how the ability to watch ‘over there’ was ‘better than a fish tank!’–because it was so beautiful, so calming, and so relaxing!
The very next day, I was greeted by at least a dozen Ascended Masters who ‘popped in’ to welcome me to work. I was walking from the parking lot to the hospital.
Their wish was for more than to say, ‘have a good day, Carla!’…they wanted me to know–and they clearly had thought this one through very much and were proud of it–they wanted me to understand that from THEIR perspective watching us HERE, it is like the parents and grandparents and brothers and sisters who are watching their loved one up on stage who is performing in a school play or orchestra or school band function.
I felt their warmth and love, their joy in our accomplishments…
I suddenly remembered I needed cough drops. I had looked all over the house and couldn’t find them. I said to the beings present, ‘I need cough drops. Please send me cough drops. I don’t care what flavor they are, I will take anything. I need them to get through my first call here at work!’
Sure enough, while I was stapling my billing sheets together to stuff them in the envelope for the courier who comes to pick them up, the O.R. scheduler heard me cough, and looked at me the way only a hospital worker can. ‘Do you have cough drops?’ she demanded, intently.
I explained the situation.
She stood up, reached in her cupboard, and gave me a whole pocketful!!!
They were strawberry flavor! She also gave me permission to help myself to any ibuprofen or acetaminophen or other ‘first aid’ things she has for the O.R.
I am not sure how this one began. I know some point, Ross showed me himself in his orb form. I watched him slowly transform from his light body into a ball like the one at the top of this page, and then back to how I recognize him.
I asked him many questions!
Ross how do you SEE? There are no eyeballs! How does it FEEL? Does it feel cramped? Does it hurt?
What do you DO when you are an orb? Do you just float around?
He answered my questions but I do not recall the answers except that they were in general to the positive.
The next day, Michael, Raphael, and Merlin joined Ross and we played a game. They changed into their orb forms, and I had to ‘guess’ which one was which. I could touch but my hand went right through it. I found if I closed my eyes, and used that ‘sense that someone is watching you’ feeling, that I could ‘pick up’ their ‘presence’. I got one wrong but the other three right. (I thought Merlin was Ross.)
Ross hugged me as an orb to congratulate me.
It is difficult to explain how I can feel a hug when there are no arms. It was more like a warm blanket that surrounded me and made my heart happy because his heart was happy too.
I must admit I was kind of a chicken; I could tell by their gently showing me and guiding me, that they were wanting ME to try to get into MY ‘orb form’.
I wasn’t ready for that.
Yesterday I finally said to Ross, ‘okay, I am going to try it’.
I was a little embarrassed to have to basically learn to ride a bicycle all over again, too.
While in meditation, I felt my energy fold up like a baby in utero, in the fetal position. I fit and I wasn’t cramped.
The first thing I realized was I could SEE! I could see everything in all time and all distance at once! It was like how astronauts look down at the earth. I knew if I wanted I could ‘zoom in’ on anything I liked, but I didn’t.
I didn’t feel hot or cold. I didn’t feel pain. I didn’t feel any cramping for my body to be in that shape.
Ross was VERY VERY pleased. I was able to be that for a short time, and then I wanted to see if I could scratch my nose, just in case if it were to itch! My hand stretched out of the ball, my light body hand, and I saw it, kind of see through and glowing, then I pulled it back in.
Then I was a little frustrated at the whole exercise, like my attention span was ‘done’, and I popped back slowly into ‘me’.
Later, I realized if you think about it, our aura IS ‘us’. We really ARE a ‘ball of energy’ which has a body in it, kind of like a cherry cordial candy is a chocolate with a cherry inside! I’m smiling as I write this.
Again, I have many more questions I pester Ross with: as an orb, what do I DO? what do I accomplish? how can I have a ‘to do’ list without being able to hold a pencil?
With a gentle smile, he explained the advanced technologies make this possible.
What I ‘get’ is we can take either form, at will, however it is convenient and pleases us.
Carla teases me I look like this.
This is how I tease her back: