I am not only a single mom but also a sirian starseed and a lightwarrior, incarnated on Earth for this time to help Gaia and Humankind during Ascension. I know my true origins, that I am the true incarnations of Lady Maria and Archangel Gabrielle. As my beloved Twin Flame said in his message, the time for me to be hidden is over.
Summary of Brenda’s February 27, 2015 channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: If you’re rolling down the hill, your recent physical, spiritual or emotional discomfort is directly related to the creation of your personal vortex. This personal vortex is created by you for you. Those climbing the mountain can use these current energies for a more rapid ascent – if their physicality allows.
The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com: “You’re Prepping for the Role of a Lifetime”
Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.
Dear Ones,
Your life is never going to be as it is today or was yesterday. Some of you are sensing this deep shift. Others are wondering what recent messages of dramatic change are about.
Channels have stated, “What was is no longer” for…
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Power can be a challenging word for you to understand. The human language has taken its beautiful meaning and morphed it into something dangerous, frightening and enslaving. Your power cannot and will not harm others unless you have set your intention to do so.
Eons ago Sirians and Humans were one and the same civilisation. We lived on a planet far from your solar system, a planet located in the Sirius B stellar constellation. This planet no longer exists, it has been destroyed by negative beings, who could only see their own material gains. When we rose against their control of our part of the galaxy, they decided to annihilate us, as an example for any civilisations willing to rise against that empire.
As you go through your day, are you finding that you are reacting to situations that used to ‘push your buttons’ in ways that surprise you? Have you changed so much? Are you one of those who is experiencing unexplainable things around you?
What Is Spirit asked me to write for you to explain what I see, what I have been taught, and what I basically ‘know’ about Life outside of the Illusion…
Divine Mother and Divine Father are in charge of our Universe–I’m not clear the boundaries, exactly so I call it the Universe–but it’s a lot bigger than our Galaxy and our Sector. Together they are both All That Is. It is their energy that is the underlying component of all spiritual and physical ‘matter’.
They have many many many children and love them dearly. All SOULS are their children to them.
From their Union, they have sex, just like everyone else, Divine Mother gets pregnant–she enjoys motherhood very much–and in each Creation Cycle they produce Archangels.
When two Archangels have children, they create Angels.
Some angelic beings are ‘complete’–the masculine and the feminine sides of them are intact and completely balanced. So the being ‘decides’ if it will be a feminine (such as Gabriele/Gabrielle) or a masculine (such as Micheal) in its interaction with the world.
Although these ‘complete’ angelic beings are ‘balanced’ and therefore do not HAVE a true twin (more to be explained later) they due have Twins which is what they call ‘marriage’-type close interpersonal relationships back ‘Home’.
Ross and I are different. From what I understand, we were ‘split’ into two Illuminated Twin Souls. Were we the first? I don’t know. I remember the machine, I remember going in, I remember not knowing what to expect as my soul was split into two pieces, and I have been perpetually delighted with the results. I LIKE Ross. And I LIKE how we balance each other on a soul level. I LIKE working with him.
I do know there is a connection between all Twin Souls, Illuminated or the other type of Twin, and that there is love, and a drawing to be together.
Now what happens when angels have children? What are Prime Souls? What are soul families? I am not sure exactly. What I recall, is that there are some souls who are created by the Prime Souls, and these can be many thousands–and they form a Soul Group. I will need to learn more about this. For these souls, they long to be together, and together, they are one complete soul ‘unit’ for lack of a better word.
How do you know who you are, and which is which? I don’t know. I only know I got a lot of education from my soul Mother, who is Incarnate at this time.
Light and Dark In my personal guidance from Ross and my team, I have recently been taught that Dark is the absence of Light, that it is not to be feared, and in some ways, it is ‘healing’ like Yin, and something we are expected to experience while incarnate (a soul in a human physical body alive on Earth).
I also want to take a moment to clarify something–both Saul and Jesus recently alluded to the fact that ‘your body may be seriously hurt and feel pain but YOU CAN’T BE HARMED’. Souls CAN be harmed. Atomic bombs blow them to smithereens, and there are special teams of angels who spend ten thousand years at a time collecting soul fragments and re-assimilating them. These are rescue operations. Now that this type of warfare is not permitted on the planet (the Galactics will intervene with their advanced technology) no matter WHAT happens to the body, the soul will be intact and unharmed.
If Wile E Coyote gets run over by a steamroller, his SOUL will still be intact.
But what about the ‘game’ that is played out for ‘karma’ between ‘Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart’ and those who do?
This is difficult. Both claim to be ‘of the Light’.
Those Who Do Not Have Out Best Interest At Heart use ritual abuse to ‘purify and cleanse’ and to become ‘gods’ in their own tradition.
Some might say these are demons, fallen angels…
It is sometimes hard to say who is who…it can be confusing, isn’t it?
THIS IS WHY WE HAVE TO DISCERN WITH THE HEART CENTER. Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest at Heart can trick. To quote the Discerning Christian or The Sun something–‘they need to trick and mind control and do all these other things’, while God (Source–Creator) is True, and doesn’t.
This is where it gets tricky. Your head and your heart must also work together. I have a theory since I was fourteen and really reading the Bible a lot–the Dark One has BOTH ends of the extremes, for example, in religion, in his ‘camp’. The far conservative point to the far liberal–in spirituality–as ‘the devil’–but really both are under the influence of what is NOT Divine.
I liked The Lego Movie! I was like, ‘what is this?’ I had seen a mockery of ‘Illuminati Mind Control’ in the movie–how the people say, ‘Everything is AWESOME’ and drink forty dollar coffee drinks…
I saw how one was chosen to wake people up and get outside the Illusion…With Will Ferrell being the ‘Dad’, I saw him as someone ‘on our side’ and was glad for the movie being made. Sometimes ‘Our Team’ is behind creative works to awaken the masses. I had thought that ‘WallE’ was in perhaps that same category–both sneaked past the Hollywood ‘machine’ with a message for The True Light…
Mario has a lot of good points in this film. I couldn’t watch the whole thing. But the part about this being an elaborate ‘sermon’ being given to our most vulnerable children, to subconsciously indoctrinate them–while the parents are completely unaware–rings of more truth than not.
The twisting of things makes a lot of sense too, as well as the term, ‘Master Builder’–not being a Mason, I had NO CLUE what that ‘prophecy’ meant–the double-speak between the movie and the Mason agenda–I am thankful for Vigilant Christian Mario to point that out.
As for the rest, to be honest, I am not sure.
That being said, I STILL like Legos, and my keychain is the Golden Lego, who once my son recommended I buy him, opened the door for Ross to enter my life. I had a ‘Cobra’ keychain, followed by an ‘Ito’ and then this mystery one ended up for me to be ‘Ross’!
My Dream Of Charlie Sheen Yup. All last night. Not Ross. Charlie, from Two and One Half Men. He was charming. Really nice. And I enjoyed his company–not sexual or anything–but meeting for lunch in Beverly Hills area or Santa Monica when I had a conference in Chino, and needing a ride.
Everyone’s heart opens to Charlie Sheen. He is so LIKEABLE in his role.
I remember him even being seduced into being a ritual abuse victim, was drugged, and was going to die in ceremony, when his mom told the group, ‘not him, he’s my son!’ in one episode…
Yet I have to DISCERN!
When it comes right down to it, troubled ‘genius’ that he is, in his personal life he does NOT treat women decently and is not a good father to his children at all.
So here is the dilemma:
Is Charlie Sheen a ‘victim’ of the ways of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart who is cleverly ‘preaching to the masses’ that his lifestyle–both on and off camera” is something to emulate, that it’s ‘somehow okay’ because of his charm and our sympathy for him?
Is Charlie Sheen a hidden angel, who because of his mass appeal, has been THROUGH and Infiltrated the ‘Ways Of The Other Team’, and yet ‘connected’ to the hearts of many, as a way of helping them to ‘accept life’ as it is, and laugh for a little to find relief from the pain? Like a prisoner of war ‘looking out’ for the other prisoners to help them enjoy life a little?
I don’t know.
I know that one politician I genuinely liked, and thought ‘harmless’ is actually a fully embodied Archon–and his parents were raised by Josef Mengele, and his father was a politician in the same office too? The masses lashed out at this son’s quest for office–they HATED him–but I looked at him, he seemed okay, and I voted for him without ever understanding anything was wrong because this was LONG before I had ‘awakened’ spiritually?
I got the feeling that Charlie Sheen is an archangel in ‘disguise’–because of the mass appeal, much like Iz with his weight and drug troubles. These archangels come here to ‘learn powerful lessons’, and perhaps for this archangel, the life of Charlie is of ‘mistreating women and drug abuse’?
I had a hunch it was Sandalphon. My pendulum said no, but to keep guessing.
My pendulum says that Charlie Sheen is angel Gabriel/Gabrielle incarnate–and the reason I am dreaming of him and discussing this is that perhaps it’s time for Charlie to go back to where he came from, like Emoto, Iz..and the others. I had asked to be able to KNOW who they are before they pass. This might be part of the deal, I don’t know. I could be wrong too, but my pendulum–as long as it’s not a test of my faith–is usually correct.
Here is one for you to try on for size–you have to see the whole thing to ‘get a chance to vote’ on which side it is on, ‘OUR Light’, or ‘The Other Team’…
I don’t know if it will show or not, and you don’t have to watch it. But it leads us to the next section:
You are YOU, and You are for a REASON
You have a soul. Even if you are part of a soul collective from a Prime Soul. You are You are you re never going to disappear.
Even if you are Illuminati. You will be given a chance to rehabilitate. If you don’t take it, then you will merge with Source. But you didn’t have to choose the merging. You had a way out, see?
Well, what about the–as the new Gaia Portal puts it–‘the illuminations of processionals’–those unique Souls who are in fact incarnate on this planet for the purposes of awakening and guiding the surface population of Gaia, their souls, back out of the Illusion and to ‘Reality’ as Creator, Jesus, and Saul often call it? Where our souls are from? You know, Home?
Can these unique and vastly precious souls who volunteered and were selected for this assignment be unprotected and without Divine Support?
No more than Air Force One, or the Motorcade with the President of the United States, right?
They have decoys, and look alike, and all kinds of ways to protect the President when he travels, right?
And there are Secret Servicemen ready, willing, and able to ‘take a bullet’ for him too.
This is only in 3D, and the guy gets all this protection…
As the Awakening progresses, there are going to be many who claim to be something they are not. I could be one of them too, I guess, I really don’t know for sure–but the connection to Ross, and to Divine Father and Divine Mother, and to all the other Incarnate angels and Archangels–along with the memories, the trauma from those past life experiences with Ross, and the need to HEAL–make me think I could really be what I am. This is my heart and mind and soul working together–but I don’t exclude the fact that there is a possibility I could be wrong about the whole thing. In this, I humbly accept my frailty and pray with all my heart that no matter what, right or wrong, I point as many souls as possible in the right direction, back to Home, and do the very best job I possibly can to awaken them…
It hurts, when you are YOU and someone else claims they are you. I know. I speak of this from my heart to my Divine Mother, who is also incarnate at this time. With souls being ‘aspects’ this is entirely possible. I do know that one who says she is me, is in fact an ‘aspect’…
I also know that I am the life force that once WAS her, and She–the one many many many claim to be ‘incarnations’ of–was one of MY old incarnations…
I think the advice in the middle verse of the song, about the beach–is true. I know I saw Ross pop up, smiling, and gesturing as I heard it. Be the most YOU that YOU can possibly be…
And this is right. For it all comes down to the energy signature. This is how people are ‘known’ in the Galactic Society. It’s in the aura. The intention is clear, as if it is worn on the sleeve of the individual…
So when people Awaken, and there is like, ‘You are not that, I am that!?!’–comes out–does it really matter?
God made you with LOVE, and you have a PURPOSE that is Divine!!!
Your loving peaceful presence is a unique and irreplaceable individual field of energy…and that is right from Jesus himself.
So don’t worry. Take it in stride. It might be amusing, really, the roles we play and the disguised angels and everything else it took to WAKE THE WHOLE WORLD WHO IS SLEEPING–UP!!!
With so very much love, I leave you now. I have work today, I am on call, but I really wanted to write this for you.
I love her music, Anita Baker….our bird, Harry, really likes her voice a lot too… <3
Ross:
I have to keep it short and to the point, as Carla has to go to work…
I love you.
I love every single one of you.
Even those who have not read these words.
I love you for your breath, your heart, your magic of being YOU.
I love each and every one of you Forever.
That is no lie.
It is truth.
I think you know it in your hearts…
Welcome Home to the family….where Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion are the norm. Where illness, strife, and poverty do not exist.
We are well on our way to this becoming ‘reality’ for all.
Hold on to your hats! (he smiles…he is SO handsome when he smiles like that! How am I EVER going to get to work when I am thinking about Ross?! LOL — ed)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla the Reiki Doc Illuminated Twin Souls who are your Star Family to boot!
Humanity is at the tipping point, at the point of balance between sleep and full consciousness. You have been told this before, I know, but it remains true, as you rock gently backwards and forwards between those two states. It is a little like being at the edge of the seashore on a beautiful warm day in your bathing attire, ready to enter the water, BUT you still think it might be a trifle cold for bathing, so you teeter-totter at the edge trying to decide. Well of course you have already decided to immerse yourselves, for you are wearing your bathing costume! It’s just a question of waiting for that intuitive “right moment” to go ahead and do it. And that moment is very close, so do not allow your Light to slip back out of your awareness and seemingly drag…
Disclaimer: this post is only for those most advanced who have ‘kept up’ with me on their Ascension Path…it might not ‘sit well’ with others who are ‘casual readers’…
Update on Team Doctors With Reiki
It’s perfect. The group of Healers has ‘figured things out’ and is working with focus–and huge success!–as a closed group which handles only Reiki Requests/Healing Requests and feedback from those requests.
Today, a very bright, happy, even giddy gal called me. Dottie reports that she has sought out a 2nd opinion. She is postponing her surgical option for at least another 30 days and has found a new doctor in her hometown. Mom was chatty, silly, joking and in a place she hasn’t visited for many months. She is getting around the house without assistance. I was in awe of this person who was reaching out to me, such a transformation! She uttered words that were music to my soul when she shared… ‘you know, my sore wing… it doesn’t hurt AT ALL today!’ Dottie added that ‘there just might be something to this… maybe I might not need surgery after all’ and then she asked me to come and share Reiki with her for breakfast Sunday morning. Miracles. This group works in Miracles! 6 days from ER to now… Thank you for your kindness and compassion in helping us take this giant healing leap – together. Bless you, you are all forever in my prayers. Namaste
To join simply request to be added to the group on Facebook, Team Doctors With Reiki. And you will be let in.
Please note that our team has been instructed to gently detach any postings that might ‘distract’ and ‘get off on a tangent’ their focus as healers…they wish to really work on their skills…
Hello! Doctors with Reiki on Facebook has launched an entirely new ‘venture’–at this time only, a prototype, a closed group–to help develop our sense of intuition.
Here is the mission statement from the group:
Team Mati मति is a group that is dedicated to the concept of reawakening our natural ability to send and receive information from one soul to the next, without having to say ANYTHING! It is a skill that can be developed with a little practice, a willingness to learn something new, and FUN with support from one another. There is no financial interest in this group, and all participation is free.
This was a suggestion by Ashtar and Ross, and had the input of Divine Mother in the selection of the name. Mati is a Sanskrit word for ‘Intuition’.
Our first eight players are working through to the second round.
Then Ross and I decided it was time for me to sleep. You see, I disagreed with the article, just a little. Going without sleep is uncomfortable. I’ve spent many a night on call. Your body goes haywire. Your emotional reserve is shot and you cry and get upset over the least little thing. People can die from lack of sleep; further this is used as a technique in ‘breaking people’ in order to brainwash them.
I also thought it was funny that the Love Squeeze concept would be published about five or six hours AFTER I published this:
Ross asked me to take off all my jewelry. Everything. Except my rings and the one bracelet that doesn’t come off, my Kuuipo Hawaiian Gold.
I didn’t want to take off my Chef Ito Oil. It’s a dragon holder, and it’s very protective energy for me.
But I did.
The wine hit.
And I remembered as I was making my earrings yesterday, I had taken off the first pair Ross had ever given to me, rainbow moonstone and white topaz.
I didn’t know where they were.
Sleepy, tired, feeling the wine, the tears started to flow.
Then I started to berate myself…I can’t take care of anything! first I lose the baby and I lose you and now I lose the only thing I can touch and feel and KNOW in 3D is from YOU!!!
Ross was shocked that all this was coming out. My soul felt GUILTY for the losses I had experienced when we were both incarnate.
Ross reminded me how in meditation, he had GIVEN BACK to me every item of jewelry I had lost and always punished myself for losing–the eighteen karat gold cross and chain from Italy with mom’s number 13 charm she had gotten from work–that Glenda Varney and her sister tricked me into taking off when I went swimming at their house ‘because it would get stuck in the filter’…, my Italian gold bracelet that was lost on the sports field at Hamilton Junior High in the ninth grade (I had been on my knees combing the whole field to look for it)…there were others too but you get the picture…he could ‘give it back’, not to worry, just relax…
But NO!
In tears, I went to my beading supplies. I went through every packet, every tray, every sack, dumping everything on the floor and being unkind to myself for losing something of value. I even added how my own CHILD is ‘lost’ and is co-parented every other weekend. I can’t take care of my own son enough to keep that too!
I saw in my mind’s eye Ross’ concern and his making comments to our team. I went upstairs and downstairs twice, even crawling on the floor under the table where I make the bracelets! I was sobbing.
I got angry at myself for not being able to remember–you see, when I put something away ‘very safe’ I never remember where I put it. And also, Anthony came home from the sitter when all my beading stuff was out on the table. He had the homework crisis that night, and after trying to work on the couch and the desk he finally needed me to clear the table for him to work. I was afraid I had thrown away the earrings in my haste, and cried all the harder!
I looked everywhere, telling Ross I would leave no stone unturned until I found those gifts from him, because I LOVE him and I CAN take care of nice things…one day…I hope…
But I couldn’t.
Defeated, I let my shoulders droop. I told my team, ‘you win’ and ‘I guess this is another lesson’ and I gave up.
For some reason Heaven REALLY seems to like it when we give up. That’s when the miracles happen…
As I readied myself to go to bed–I had spent an hour looking–something caught my eye. It was a polish wooden box that had a tarot card design on it–The Lovers. I remembered I had bought it that same day…I opened it. Inside were the two natural stones I had found that were shaped like hearts Ross had sent, that I had put in there for safekeeping…and MY EARRINGS!!!
This is how they seem for me…beyond price…
Ross couldn’t understand my distress. Why it was important to me to have something in 3D that was from him. I had other jewelry! But this was the FIRST…
As I drifted off to sleep, I felt my team discussing and making plans…for my next lesson…
This Is Where It Gets Weird Okay?
I have had one high school sweetheart, Tom R, and married my college sweetheart, Mark S. We divorced, I went to medical school, and had no serious relationships. In residency, I married Frank H. We divorced, and in the pain of this divorce, I fell in love with Jared H, the father of Anthony.
In 3D, with linear passing of time, my romantic past has been–in THIS incarnation only– Tom, Mark, Frank, and Jared.
In 5D, where there is an Eternal Now moment, how would this be?
I would have FOUR significant relationships–but who can say if they were in sequence or not since there is no linear time?
All I would know is I had FOUR really amazing people who were in my life, but they aren’t in my life at all now, not any of them, in that same way.
Although I am Ross’ Twin Soul, I have had more than one husband in Spirit…and somehow, between these men–it works.
Back home, I LIVE with Ross. We have a house. We have a family.
This is where it gets a little fuzzy. I know that in preparation for this incarnation, I needed extensive one-on-one apprenticeship from others, to the point where I lived with them and was their ‘wife’ too.
Therefore, I have a heart connection to Archangel Michael, Merlin, and Archangel Raphael, in addition to Ross, and everyone is okay with it, except I’m a little weirded-out by it because I don’t want to hurt any of these dear sweet men…who mean so much to me.
Guess who showed up this morning?
My team! Yes, they, and two more, are on it.
They wanted to give me their full love and support, that I could lose MANY earrings and nothing with them would ever change, they would not judge me, and there is no LIMIT to the love they have for me…
To cheer up.
As you may know, my Bliss bracelet led to the creation of my Dark Bracelet–my ‘Yin’ bracelet if you will…
So my team wanted me to make something to remind me of them entirely in Grey–not white, not black, but BOTH…at the same time…get it? (they also jokingly referred to it as my Fifty Shades of Gray bracelet and earrings…they have wonderful sense of humor, don’t they? Delightful…)
So that is my bracelet. And on my left arm right now is Waterfall, from Divine Mother through Isabel Henn–I ALWAYS reach for her jewelry when I need a little ‘support’ in the Ascension journey! It really helps…
I hope this explains it to you, a little. For in the Higher Realms, ‘monogamy is a CAN but not a MUST’…it’s kind of hard to figure out for me.
And Ross–dear sweet Ross–because of my pain in this department, he has not ‘married’ anyone else but me. He doesn’t want me to hurt, and is very careful about this. I touched his picture, and said, ‘In this my beloved, you really ARE a saint!’ and he laughed and appreciated my letting him know how I feel about his actions.
These are entirely random beads–or so I thought. But if you look them up in the crystal book, you will be amazed at just how accurate they are for the gifts I have received from each of my husbands ‘back home':
Ross = citrine (big one)
Raphael = jasper
Michael and Merlin = quartz
me = agate
Ross
There has been a lot today. I will just show you some pictures.
This is my family
This is a new form of healing bracelet for those who are in long-term care facilities.
Carla made it with love, and with the softest materials she could find, braiding them together
Here are two rose quartz angel wings, flanking a filigree angel wing
And ice quartz crystals, too…
with coral
This is for her student, the one who made her the bracelet..the ‘tiger cub’. It has the energy of heaven.
This is from Tea, in San Juan Capistrano, where Carla took her friend Heather for the afternoon to ‘get away from her daily routine’–Heather is the significant other for Brian with the bad retina…
I love her with all my heart…I am the big citrine on the left in that picture. Raphael is the grey jasper..and I am okay with it…
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