Update on me–I’m feeling better, and stronger. What was odd, was that even though I’ve been watching my food intake, my guides strongly recommended I eat sweets. Take the piece of chocolate cake at work. Have the piece of pie at home. Have the two item meal instead of the bowl at Panda Express (yes! don’t cook). Rest. Do absolutely nothing. And eat ice cream out of the carton while watching TV. …read more here
Our souls are strong!
There is no ’emotional/spiritual bypass’.
When it is time for us to heal and grow from misperceptions our consciousness may have carried for thousands of years or longs, it is time to focus on that, and to let everything else we possibly can let go of, slide. For just a bit. …read more here
Am I still crying?
Yes.
I have plans to go to lunch with an old friend, she has it kind of worse than me, and I hope to cheer her up. You know the saying ‘be careful what you wish for?’ (you just might get it). She was a single mom like me, was dating, and wanted to get married. She did. But he has a terrible temper it turns out, and is really mean to her. I know they love each other very much. It’s so sad. She puts him in his place and sets boundaries and holds him accountable. She does all the right things. It is exhausting. …read more here
Dude, I am WORKING!
On very important soul work.
Probably the most important, for I’m preparing within for Ross. Right now, I’ve worked myself through two days of crying, and I’m being assisted by Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael.
You could say, in a way, I’ve reached spiritual-emotional rock bottom. …read more here
The storm is upon us!
Five generations of deep occult planning have brought us to this moment, the first of what I anticipate to be many, many opportunities for ‘the un-occult-educated’ to completely flip out and create social upheaval and unrest. …read more here
How are things going?
Much better.
Remember that the Universe gives you exactly what you need, at any given moment. Even if YOU would rather have different. …read more here
This is a really hard lesson to describe.
It’s also a painful one.
I’m in the middle of it.
Imagine trying to heal a two thousand year old wound?
Let’s begin. …read more here
Today I have off. I woke up early at four a.m. because I felt like it. I have been rested. This week has been a real gift, and I’m pretty certain Spirit planned it to help me recover from my emotional shock. …read more here
On Friday I received devastating news. It’s about my legal troubles. I wish I could say more but I can’t. But what I can share is that my quick exit I had hoped for, is not to be. And the pure negativity and relentlessness of the opposition got the best of me. I realized even if I were to pass, they would still go after my estate. There’s absolutely no escaping these tormentors. And I assure you, the last three years of my life have been absolute torment and hell professionally. …read more here
Anthony has a big examination tomorrow morning. He asked me, ‘mom, should I be studying like crazy or just relaxing to prepare?’
I thought about it. For a few moments, I carefully considered it. And my answer was, ‘for some people, who like to feel like they are in control, studying like crazy helps them very much. For others, that would stress them out. What is it like for you?’ …read more here
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