Discovery–Part Three January 28, 2017 by Reiki Doc

Today is a difficult day.
I am trying to bridge the gap between common events, and those in my own life, with what I know as one who is spiritually trained, a psychic, a Reiki Master.
Let’s begin with some common ground–things are changing.  Here is a good article to describe it from the Council:

I get a feeling like, ‘you don’t want to do that again, do you?’ with the talk about the women’s march as a double-edged sword.  Are they alluding to the possibility of a global walk-out and protest solving everything?


I don’t like any protests.

Let me repeat–I don’t like any protests.

The energy is very LOW in a protest. I have people who believe the only change that can happen is through ‘peaceful protests’. Huge social ones.

I disagree. The Renaissance didn’t happen with a protest. Our huge scientific discoveries didn’t come with a protest.

For me, my protesting over the trees they want to cut is my reaction like a two year old to an association board which is pure evil, totally selfish, and imposing on my happiness. (I just went through some old papers and there was a home ON MY STREET that sued the association and won for  structural damage due to the association’s negligence/overwatering.  I will order the closed court records to see if it was my house, and if the soils test results affect me. Basically, the association owns the hills my house is built upon–and I need to demand what their plan is to stabilize them.  The same board member had told me to ‘patch and paint’ over the cracks and slider doors that won’t shut right–but I had the same problems as the people who sued! They are THAT awful!)

I’m also grateful for the whistleblower who put that on my garage, the memo, the information.

Metaphysically, I must divulge that one of the last things we do in the class immediately before being attuned to Reiki Master in Anne’s coursework, is the Shadow Self Meditation. We know we have reached a level of spiritual maturity to be permitted to do this meditation; we look forward to it as it is very healing.

The Shadow Self is the part of you that you don’t like to see.

Therefore you react to it when you ‘project’ it onto others, and their mannerisms and quirks and actions that remind you of the you you work so hard to hide, totally freak you out.

You hate them. You anger over their ‘offenses’. You mull over it.

When in reality, it takes advanced spiritual development to accept ALL of you, to LOVE all of you, and to welcome this shadow self into you for making you who you are…and healing.

Mine was the Victim. I felt very angry at myself for letting myself get into a situation where five boys aged five to twelve molested me when I was four.

What can a four year old do? Right?!

So I had to love the little child in me, forgive her for doing the best she could in that terrible situation, and for helping me grow up to be who I am today.

Why all this talk about the Shadow Self?

Because of this:

It alleges that Trump, for many people, represents their Shadow Self. And he is the one to help people awaken, metaphysically, to become whole.

I know, I know, it’s just an article!

Don’t shoot me for it!

This is sad. Just plain sad.

But it’s true.

Don’t get me started on the dragon on the sign for the place in Orlando–one of you readers will understand, and will know what I asked Spirit to do to help out.

Anyhow, this is meant to be a short blog post to help you think, to look at things with a different perspective, and to at least be open to the possibility of things you don’t understand that are at play, along with the things you do understand.

I’m going to go and have some fun with Anthony. There are papers from my cleaning up all over the house, there’s dishes undone, and after we dress and feed the pets we are going to go do something fun. Everything else can just sit for one day.

Are we going to Disney? We go there sometimes, a lot really, I’m the ‘caretaker’ from our team of Ground Crew with this whole Ascension thing who tends to it.

But today it’s time for some just plain fun.

It’s been a difficult week.

On the trees, a colleague will cover me, so I can go to the association meeting on Monday evening. Any Reiki sent to help our two California Pepper Trees is welcome!

Thank you.


It’s not all pretty while you awaken, while you are waking up…

(Anthony just showed me this–and Ross wants me to share it to help us Lighten Up…)

(clears his throat–ed)
What is going on?
What is making Carla upset?
It’s me.
Carla is having the memories of being abandoned by her husband and Twin, not once but in two incarnations, and Carla is not very happy about it.
With all the changes happening, with the circus going away, with the killer whales off performing, with women marching around with vaginas over their heads…it’s making Carla’s equilibrium and finer tastes in life feel threatened, just as much as the woman who is in charge of the association, who OWNS the tree Carla looks at whenever she comes home–the one who chopped down TWENTY in the adjacent cul-de-sac where she lives–Carla feels like she has no solid ground to stand on…Like her neighbor said, while they were chopping the twenty trees, each one that fell made her want to hurl (vomit)…

There is no idea if or when anything is going to get better, or even if it is in her lifetime!  For people are awakening, and so has Carla, but Carla and her friends (many of them are you) are the leading edge and WAY OUT THERE and AHEAD of the general public ‘waking up schedule’.

The wait is intolerable to them. Divine Mother incarnate and Carla talk about it every day–how is the split going? Are we making progress? How much longer? When is it going to end, and we can have peace?

(he folds his hands–ed)

It isn’t going to be for a long time.  (waves his hands as if to say, strike that!–ed)

It is going to be while we are in ‘No Time’.

And as time keeps accelerating for Carla, who can barely keep up with all her bills and schedules and work…she just wants time to stand still, for her to catch her breath, for her to catch up…

For there was a while there where many a light worker, Carla included, thought retirement planning was a non-issue, because ‘the Calvary are coming from the skies, right?’

But there has been a shift, Carla is taking care of business as if there had never been a message about the Calvary, and Carla is preparing for the Long Haul, no matter how it may be unpleasant.

Carla has had a shock, her son Anthony–my son too–wanted to quit his drum lessons. Although this will save Carla money (it’s seventy bucks an hour for his weekly lesson), Carla is distraught over his habit of quitting when the going gets tough. For his lack of passion.

Carla feels like she is living with a stranger, a testosterone filled stranger who has no common sense and won’t listen to her wise advice and who wants to go out there and ruin his life…

Someone like me.

Someone who abandoned her in a heartbeat, only to travel the world without her, and to throw her love (and her infant son) away…

So these are hard times for us, as a couple (he touches his chest–ed)!

I asked her as she was falling asleep last night, she would barely talk to me, and I asked her why she was upset, and she said, ‘I gave you my love and you threw it away’.

This is what sparked the loss between us.

I had to stop her, show her the certificate, of how I’ve changed! I’m a different person! I’ve had much counseling up here, you know?

Carla is not asking for much. She wants me to say ‘good morning’ and ‘good night’ to her every day, without her always having to be the one who says it.

This morning I gave her a pink flower, in spirit, and I wished her silently a good day.

It warmed her heart.

I am VERY VERY busy when I am up here, with my work, almost busier than I was while I was incarnate.

It’s TRUE! I do ‘drift away’, from time to time, where the energies I send (although I am always sending them, as we are Twins) to her are not loud enough for Carla to appreciate it.

I know when I go to talk to her, and she goes straight to Divine Father instead, and she stays a long time, I feel the prickles of the little hairs on my neck to know she is complaining to him about me.

I know this for long time.

And I have studied it.

What Carla doesn’t know is my teams and I have a plan to correct it, and all the information which is shared in confidence is changed to a plan of Action.

All of the incarnate Twins who are women here, ‘lose their connection’ from time to time with us–it has to do with the weather, the prevailing energies and the task at hand for those of us up here.

Our silence does not mean that we don’t love you

It is quite to the contrary, we are working so hard because we do, and we want you free and clear from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

So if your loved one up here is ‘being quiet’, and it is bothering you, (pulls a gold tassel like to a bell–ed) give us a HOLLER!  Let us know.

The squeaky wheel gets the grease, it goes the same for us up here…as it does for you.

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I want her to have a wonderful time today…on her adventure.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple


Discovery–Part Two January 27, 2017 by Reiki Doc

Two nights ago I was cooking dinner. I had bought a twenty-three pound frozen turkey for ten dollars, as it was a special clearance at the grocery store. I had been cleaning house while it cooked. Anthony had some old art projects that were big (Skara Brae from Scotland, and two popsicle stick and glue creations) that needed to be tossed. He tossed them, and discovered a large green clear glass marble in one. He decided to keep it, and was playing with it.

He dropped it under the stove while we were making the mashed potatoes.

I tried something new, I pulled out the drawer under the stove all the way–our stove is very old–and has a storage space there as a part of it.

I couldn’t believe what we saw! There was old trash, receipts, candies, the little thing on the bread that is a plastic tab with a hole, and lots of rodent poop! There was even a packet of sugar in the raw which I keep in a box next to the stove, chewed on. There were not one but two ant baits, all chewed up by rats in there too.

We were able to look under the cupboard to the right of the stove as you face it, and get out the marble.

That small annoyance led to a huge discovery, not just of the old floor (subfloor actually) filled with filth, but of a crawl space between the stove and the wall for rats. (I’ve seen rats trying to get into the cupboard where I store the pans, there was a chew hole, and when Anthony was a toddler I stapled wire mesh over the holes to cover it.)

I used the dustbin and brush, while laying on my belly, and later, the vacuum cleaner. Anthony held the flashlight on his cell phone so I could see as I got everything out. And we put a small tray of blue rat poison under the cupboard to the right. Anthony wanted it in the crawl space behind the stove, but the oven gets hot, and I didn’t want any toxic gases released.

I’ve been in this house for almost fourteen years, and didn’t know any of this could be hidden in my kitchen.

Anthony and I were  so relieved to find this horror, and clean it up. The poison also helps us as we know it is a deterrent against further infestation.

What’s going on these days?

With Trump?

Yesterday I mentioned that several people who are against him are knee-deep in Pizzagate, who appear to be Beta Programmed, and that there’s all this STUFF going on behind the scenes by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

What about him?

How can you be super rich and not have your hands dirty?

I don’t know.

I do know Kanye was telling the truth, and as he appeared to ‘split’ from the people he talked against (Zuckerberg, JayZ, etc) who are known to be on team Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart…and he went to Trump…

Is it possible Trump did a ‘split’ like that too, sort of a rogue like Kanye?

Or is Trump just another faction of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart, sort of like, ‘new management’ but ‘same old organization’? Sort of a power shift behind the scenes?

I’ve seen signs on the videos that Melania was picked to be the First Lady since the eighties or nineties (an old music video she starred in) and signs that Trump was president in The Simpsons and Illuminati Playing Cards from the nineties…

I don’t know.

All I can do is watch, and to look for evidence.

My goal is that there is a team who is in alignment with Ross and the galactics, and perhaps, by the evidence we will discover a pattern to reassure us that Trump is indeed ‘on our side’ and totally does have ‘our best interest at heart’.

Here’s the proof on one area–Kennedy Family and Vaccines.

Here’s JFK:

And there’s this from his brother’s son:  (as one reader said, it’s ‘explosive’)
For this data point, and this one only, it appears that the actions of Trump have our best interest at heart by breaking up this racket with the CDC.


Carla isn’t comfortable talking about politics. Carla isn’t comfortable taking a stand. There’s a reason (he taps his chest–ed)…look what happened to me.

I’m not above talking politics.  I’ve paid my price and earned my right to discuss it.

And I won’t.

Not at this time.

It’s too early to say, and what Carla suggests I heartily recommend:

  1. keep an open mind
  2. listen in your heart how you feel about the ‘truths’ as they are discovered
  3. I want you to look for a pattern overall, taking into account Trump is human and is going to make mistakes but for the most part do his best to get the nation on track
  4. I want to reassure you that I am doing my part to limit–through the use of advanced technology–the activities of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart
  5. I insist and encourage you–no matter what takes place!–to spend quiet time in solitude, one on one with Creator and absolutely no distractions, for at least fifteen minutes a day. You are free to split it up into two separate chunks, but nonetheless, fifteen to twenty minutes of ‘downtime’ in nature and away from the screen of any electronic device or theater.
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Time will have it’s say!
aloha and mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Couple

Discovery January 26, 2017 by Reiki Doc

These are nespoli (loquat is the American name for them). They are delicious, and ripen in the spring, as one of the first fruits of the season.

I admire the shade of brown in the seeds, it has a beautiful sheen to it.

These fruit are something most people wouldn’t know, and my sharing this with you is a discovery of sorts, yes?

I’ve had many discoveries lately.

It was two days before I found the ribbon designating for cutting on our pepper trees that I was so captivated by their beauty that I photographed them and used the for the daily healing photos. Then the story went on. There was a remarkable outpouring of emails and calls, so the project to ‘renovate’ has been put on hold until Monday. I have work on Monday. I will have to drive from work, to this meeting, and back, IF I get coverage…it’s so difficult. And the trees are much quieter to me now too, not as ‘talkative’. I give thanks for each day I have with them. I long to hang a hammock between them and just relax.

I’ve had a week off from work.

Here’s another discovery…I need to clear a lot of old papers and stuff to move forward. My ‘freedom’ had a huge burst yesterday with me going through lots of mail and figuring out how to file some things. The biggest ‘aha!’ moment was when I threw out all my old billing information from my billing company/group except for 2016.  I had stuff I’d been throwing in a drawer since 2009, and also, stuff I’ve kept because of a friend’s lawsuit. You know, I love helping my patients, and I hate how my group decides how I work. I have to be always available (that’s why I take vacations out of the country or on islands, so they can’t call me back in when they are short). I can’t call in sick. I have to trade calls to go to last minute events. And I have no control over my hours, on any given day, or even when my day off is going to be. And the others get better cases and more money than me. Some, almost double, for the same amount of work. I really don’t like it. And that’s why throwing away the reminders makes me feel good.

Yesterday I looked at Anthony and thought, ‘wow! we’ve been this far this year and he’s not been sick!’ (I have). That night, he felt weird, and there’s been a bug going around at the school. So today, he’s been home with me. Now I’m starting to get the same chills and headache he had last night…you see, the Universe hears everything but ‘not’, and just like with the pepper trees, I’m existing in a realm of manifestation.

My sister Vanessa, bless her, at the last minute invited me to go with her future mother in law to her dress shop to try on wedding dresses. I left Anthony at home, and went to the White Dress in Corona Del Mar (it’s not too far from here). It was a magical thing, I’m so glad to have been there to see it. One she was so beautiful in it brought tears of joy and pride to my eyes. Her mother in law is super nice too.

I came home and fixed lunch for Anthony–he was up ready to vomit at the toilet from two in the morning to three, and woke me up–but he had toast and tea for breakfast, and I made him a cheeseburger and tater tots for lunch. We watched Saint Vincent, and also, Kung Fu Panda Three (one I’ve wanted to see for a long time)…it was nice.

Then I didn’t want him to get behind on his classwork. So he started that and I started this, then he clicked on something and inadvertently installed something he didn’t want on his laptop (all classwork is by computer these days)…so I went and fixed it. I was starting to stress because this day came and went and I didn’t accomplish much at all, and I feel like I’m coming down with something.

But back to Kung Fu Panda Three–that bull sure reminds me of Baphomet. And how he was in the spirit realm, and sucking up the ‘chi’ of people…yikes!  I’ve wanted people to awaken to the influence of that horrible creature, and how many people in the public eye secretly worship him.

It’s scary.

I see ‘connections’ I’ve been looking for and grateful they came my way yesterday. First was a photo of three women who protested the president, in compromising positions (Madonna masturbating, Miley Cyrus ‘simulating?’ sex onstage with Simon Cowell, and Lady Gaga with her legs spread wide open) demonstrating what Beta Programming (‘sex kitten’) looks like when it’s on display.  All three of them are. This goes back to the MK Ultra/Monarch I’ve been telling you about, that’s in the ‘Red Pill’ link I gently encourage you to read and have been doing so since I first read it in 2012.

Then came the real one–a YouTube of what a Masonic 33rd level initiation ceremony is, with hidden camera. It’s from Turkey, but there’s subtitles. I have in on my YouTube channel under ‘Truthseeking’. THERE I heard the three knocks–I’ve had my concerns about ‘Another One Bites The Dust’ being about ritual, and it’s the same knocks as the ones in the song that are in the ritual–and the knocks go right before the sacrifice on the altar. I saw how they are sworn in to protect one another, Masons first, and political and war and everything else take second place to helping their own kind. I also saw the threat that goes to those who tell the secrets (a sword to the chest)…I wouldn’t be surprised if this footage cost someone their life just to get it.   I’m glad it’s on film, for those who need some kind of ‘proof’ like that instead of reading some long ‘Red Pill’ article like I read.

I also find songs like Bohemian Rhapsody (Bohemian Grove Rhapsody?) and Hotel California (they stab it with their steely knives but they just can’t kill the beast) to be inspired by things they have seen from these ‘secret societies’…hidden in plain sight, where nobody would ever think to guess it.

It’s pervasive.

One day people will wake up.

Until then, I enjoy and pray for my two California Pepper trees…keep in touch with Ross as much as possible, and I wait for better things to come.

I think we will have soup tonight for dinner. There’s a Campbell’s chicken noodle with Star Wars noodles. Anthony loves it. I’m sure that’s laden with secret messages–the whole Star Wars everything–there’s really no place to turn to escape it except perhaps in a forest somewhere–what can  I do?

I’m so glad Ross did what he did, and is who he is, when I think about the Baphomet and all those scary things. Ross is a wonderful soul, who works so very hard to free us from all of that, and the veil, and everything else so we can be free and enjoy our birthrights again…


I am a lucky man to have Carla working tirelessly at my side.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Couple

We Have Each Other , January 21, 2017 by Reiki Doc

We Have Each Other

I worked twenty hours yesterday. I took care of a dozen cases, providing anesthesia all through the day and into the middle of the night.
I missed everything.
I missed the inauguration of President Donald Trump.
I missed Ross’ birthday.
I slept for three hours on a gurney in the hospital, and left to go watch Anthony in his basketball games well past noon.
Sadly, they lost.
Now I’m home.
I’m starting to realize some important things, with clarity.
For example, Ross had me safely stowed in the O.R. which is a restricted access environment, where I was far away not just from the riots but from the ENERGY which was going on yesterday.
I was protected.
The Pussy Hat movement, to me, with a little knowledge about Monarch Kitten programming, means a whole lot more than what the people organizing it realize. Kitten is the ultimate crime against women. I know it. In my past incarnation before this, I was one. It has taken much intervention on my behalf to break it and find my freedom as a soul again. (you may find out more about Monarch Kitten/MK Ultra on YouTube, or this link, or about me by reading this blog’s older blog posts.)
Yesterday we had an RN circulating in the room who was very vocal about her politics. She planned to participate in Downtown Los Angeles for the Women’s Walk and Protest. She hates Trump…
…She also likes watching movies, lots and lots of them, and Disney is her favorite. This fifty-year old woman was singing Little Mermaid in the O.R.  I knew as a trust builder as she sang Ursula’s ‘poor unfortunate souls’, and she said out loud to Ariel, ‘Sing!’–to join her with my singing the aria as Ariel loses her voice–on perfect pitch and timing and phrasing. She nearly fell over, out of her chair, she was so shocked and thrilled I would play with her game. (One of her favorite games in the O.R. at her old hospital was to play snippets of music from Disney movies and have the staff in the room guess what the movie it was from–the most difficult was the instrumental from Pocahontas).
She is attracted to/admires/adores Maleficent, Ursula, and even dressed up once for Halloween as Cruella De Ville.
My point is that this woman isn’t aware anything could be ‘amiss’ with her choices in ‘entertainment’, and the possibility that, in fact, her ‘programs’ on her favorite shows (BBC British are her favorites, and she plays games with phrases from them too) are in fact programming her! (I point to my temples to make a point)
She doesn’t stop to question her knee-jerk reaction and her willingness to march against Trump. It’s her emotions. She feels it. She feels it’s ‘right’…so that’s ‘her’ and she acts on it.
She doesn’t stop to critically think about her situation or perspective, and furthermore, the risk of stampede or terror attack by going to a huge crowd of people to join the march.
She as a fault, trusts what is told to her, as truth, and never, not for one millisecond, goes WITHIN to trust her inner voice, her connection to source, in quiet, away from all the activity of her daily life. She is not in relationship, she is childless, and with the exception of her pets, doesn’t explore the deeper mysteries which connect us to one another, and to those closest to us in our lives, our many GIFTS from Creator, to bless us and help us grow.
I have a friend who is a pilot. He has friends who have flown the jets for both HRC and DJT. The word on the street is that the former (HRC) “was HORRIBLY rude and disrespectful, and DJT was very kind and respectful. And THAT is a true statement that has been confirmed many times over and over.”  This was followed by a post which said, ‘I hope Donald Trump is a good president. Wanting him to fail is like wanting the pilot to crash the plane ALL of us are on.’
Perhaps our shaky situation, with some people loving the President, and others hating him, helps us to realize just how unwise it is to give our power away to Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart–the people who until two days ago were running the show in politics (they still run the media and many industries.)
Perhaps it is in our best interest, to reconnect the ties all of us have to each other, as brother and sisters here on this planet Earth–and to strengthen our bonds between us. We are stuck here, and there’s really no getting out, except…well… the old fashioned way…read more about this in lesson two of mine in the next section.
I am in the middle of some very tough lessons. Two of which are superimposed:
  • When I want a breather and some time with Ross (like for his birthday) I get absolutely slammed past my breaking point I would have had six months ago. I have horrible cases, slow surgeons, total powerlessness over my life, and extreme fatigue and lack of sleep. Only I don’t break. I keep going and going and being kind and loving in all that I do. I complain a little, about the hours and having to fetch my own equipment (in the daytime I have a tech who helps me out with the supplies and pumps and tubings)…but I deliver quality work, right from my hands and my heart and my ‘fund of knowledge’…every single time.  (I was told by Divine Mother and Divine Father I ‘passed’ this test–early this morning).
  • Our association wants to cut down two pepper trees near our house. They say it ‘ruins the asphalt’. They never asked us how we feel about it, those who look at these beautiful mature trees. I know for a fact our landscapers make fifteen hundred bucks a tree, and they need to eat, and are looking for business. They are going to replace them with seven foot tall toothpicks ‘trees’ which are shorter than my Christmas tree, and very ugly. They’ve done this in other parts of the neighborhood, and it’s bad. (people on the board and the landscapers are ruining the beauty and killing acres of healthy plants and trees to ‘update’ things…)  I hate it. Anthony and I took the ‘please don’t park here’ signs off the two trees, and we saved their lives for one extra week. The rain yesterday saved them for today, and the weekend). I have anxiety over these trees going to die. I feel powerlessness. I recall how in my Berkeley neighborhood on Francisco Street in North Side, we had wild peacocks running all over the neighborhood.  I used to love them AND their noise. They are LOUD!  They were thriving. Well the neighbors hated it. They wanted to ‘relocate them’. I was like, ‘Hell no! They live here too! They have rights!’ So, for all my years in ‘Bezerkely’, the only protest I ever personally participated in was ‘Save Jacques the Peacock’. I made a picket sign, and marched. Only it didn’t make a damn bit of difference. I felt powerless then, too. Afterwards, it really WAS time to move, and off to medical school I went. My neighbors on my block couldn’t understand the JOY of nature and the wild, the noises, the mystery, the beauty of these magnificent birds, and how special they were to live with us. Well, back to my trees. They aren’t human. They have no fear of death. I know, I communicate with them. They are like pets who are very sick. They don’t complain. They know their time is near. They don’t question their fate. They know they are not going to ‘die’, they are going to go back to Spirit Realms and are perfectly okay with it. And these two pepper trees reassure me they will always be connected with me. (Does this remind you of a certain somebody we know? Hmmmm? Can you see why I have a problem with someone I love who is okay with being put to death? yes. my point exactly–and it’s my hardest lesson.)  So, in this limited time left, I hug these trees. I put up yarn round them, and signs like, ‘Allah help us!’ (facing the Muslim neighbors) and ‘Jesus LOVES this tree!’  and ‘God help this tree’.  I enjoy the peppery smell of their bark. I wrote a horrible nasty email to the association. (I really want to fire them, but I can’t. They are so unresponsive and I’ve been paying them $328 a month on time without fail since 2003).  And I’m practicing letting go. Letting go of the attachments. Letting these tree beings go to Heaven where they are glad to go. And letting go of all the hummingbirds who nest in these trees, who will lose habitat.  Ross told me not to move, even though I am upset enough to FLEE from these monsters who run the association. And just today, I got the idea to buy my own pepper tree and plant it next to my house. F@#% them! right? You see, long ago, while I lived on Francisco Street in Berkeley, I was just getting to know my guardian angel, and work in partnership with him. His name, is Laetari which means ‘Joy’. One of his special connections he made for me, is with the pepper tree. He said he would always be in one, when I needed him, and when I saw one, it was a reminder he was thinking of me. He did this with the cosmos flower too. This is why I can’t stand to see anyone willfully destroy a pepper tree. And I must learn to accept it, and master this most difficult lesson.
I have reason to believe that the events described, above, and others between those in my inner circle, are why this post came to be.
Also, Laetari is Ross in disguise. Ross had a lot of work to do to get me to accept him. It took him years upon years and many incarnations. I absolutely adore Laetari (Ross changed his ‘look’ when I saw him, so I didn’t recognize him). It wasn’t until just last year I found out the truth, Ross is both my Twin and my Guardian Angel.  I think you should know this. And also, that my childhood nickname is ‘Gioia’, which also means ‘Joy’.
I created a shield for Anthony’s biological father, Jared, out of the kindness of my heart. It is the Loving Embrace of Gaia shield. He was sharing with me about a reading with a psychic he went to with his lady, who isn’t as open to Spirit as we two are. The information resonated with me strongly that he said came from her. He is a healer. He has a lot of energy. And one of his guides is a Throne (Anthony is a Throne too. Throne is a rank of angel…just below Seraphim.)  Jared told me his soul-Higher Self’s name is David, and I went ‘Aha!’–some of you will understand this information more than others–inner circle??? that’s you!….and also, a guide of his is Michael (big smile from me on that one too.)  He is to create a business in two years to help people spiritually and guide others to the other side (both the dying and those ghosts stuck here)…he is to help them adjust because religion is a ‘lie’ (his words, not mine)…I shared with him my article on the Science of Breath and gave him the shield in exchange for the two ebooks he shared with me that this psychic gave to him.


I am your pepper.

I am salty too.

A little ‘salty dog’ because I was in the navy (just kidding but I enjoyed very much the water and navigation).

I am here for you.

I am also here for Carla.

It is my belated birthday gift to me, to have the enjoyment to pamper her today.

It is nearly five o’clock, twelve hours from when Carla went to sleep early in the morning.

I had Carla go with me to the grocery store. I bought her Dr. Teal’s foaming bubble bath, Relax & Relief. I want her to go take it, and get some rest.

I had her buy herself a small salad that is pre-made (Carla’s favorite is the fake crab louie with the hard boiled egg and thousand island dressing), and some other things which did not require cooking (a smoothie/juice thing in a carton, and some pre-cooked beets–meat is not good for her right now at this time, not for her aura, as it is decidedly weakened from the lack of sleep and overwork).

I didn’t buy her flowers, which is something I typically do. That’s for another time.

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I also asked her to write this for us, starting since yesterday morning, which she has faithfully given while ‘on duty’ for us–all of us, me and you–with her heart, her hands, and her mind…as the loving healer and wife my beauty is…I’m going to enjoy her for a little while and then I will share her back with your loving souls.

I know you enjoy her almost as much as I do.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Twins–the Illuminated Twin Flame Souls–the Couple

Something To Contemplate– Gaia News Brief 12 June 2016 by Reiki Doc

I am well. So is Anthony. My family is all at home from the hospital. There isn’t much to say about us.

What I witnessed yesterday with my own two eyes, however, is fascinating!

I was at the baseball game at Angel Stadium watching our team play. Anthony was right next to me.

It has to do with Mike Trout, our star player, number twenty-seven.

He hit the ball, and third baseman  Uribe for the Indians fielded it.  Uribe faltered, dropped the ball, and fell onto his stomach. All the medical support came out to the field from the Indians team. They checked to make sure everything is moving–both legs–then they rolled Uribe over onto his back.

He was down for a long time. One of the Angel’s coaches came out, and waved for the ambulance golf cart (not the real ambulance) to come take Uribe.  It took six men to pull him to his feet and help him ‘walk’ to the sitting part of the cart. I noticed he didn’t lie down on the stretcher.  All the fans cheered for Uribe as he waved and went out of the stadium.

From where I could sit, I saw the entire bullpen for the Indians come to the gate to check on him as he drove by.

Mike Trout stayed on first base and didn’t show any remorse or emotion with his body language the whole time…perhaps he had said something?But he hit the ball which caused significant harm to another player. He didn’t even go once to check if Uribe was okay.  The man was felled by his actions. It was a little creepy to see so little compassion displayed–Mike looked concerned but that was about it. (I don’t know the rules of baseball if Mike would have been ‘out’ if he left the base–it’s probably just that).

The game continued. Our team was doing poorly. There is no cohesiveness to the team. Whoever the new manager is, it’s like our players are disposable. If they don’t perform, they go ‘back to the minor leagues’ for a few games and then come back. I’ve never seen anything like it. There’s been over forty different players in sixty games. It’s strange.

Later in the game, Mike Trout came to bat. He had a really great play a little earlier where someone hit a home run but he was able to jump up and catch it, making an ‘out’. I casually commented to my son how Mike Trout is the whole team and if anything were to happen to him our team would be really bad, wouldn’t it?

Two pitches later, Mike Trout jumped up and around, the team doctors came out, and he was pulled out of play.

Apparently his right thumb had been hit with the pitch.  X-rays were negative. He will likely play Monday.

The pitcher and the catcher from the Indians showed very little concern for Mike Trout, even though it was the pitch the catcher called, and the pitcher threw, which led to Mike’s injury and removal from the game.

Why would it be, that the only two people injured had a connection to one another?

Why would a casual comment like we make every day, lead to one person doing exactly what was said? (Mike left the game).

What energetically was making this happen?

A whole stadium, and Anthony too, saw it.  With their earth eyes. My challenge to you is to use your Higher Consciousness, and SEE. There’s something ‘more’ to it. I just can’t quite describe it.


Carla can’t get enough sleep. Today is a big day for her. It is going to be. There is a school play tonight, and Carla has already traded places with another worker to find the time to be able to go home.

Where she is located, for her assignment, there is a chance Carla is going to be  late for the play.

Carla is going to have to ‘make a deal’ with another of her colleagues. She had mentioned it before on Friday–‘if there is a disaster will one of you be willing to take my call so I can go to the school play on Monday night? Anthony sings!’.

Last night, while Carla was washing the dishes and ready to go to bed, Anthony noticed a text on the phone.

There was an early start.

The night nurse had notified Carla–without speaking to her directly–of her need to begin at seven in the morning instead of eight.

Carla’s heart fell! There is significant work to find someone at the last minute to take Anthony to school! (The school opens right when Carla has to be at work on an ‘early start’–and the hospital is twenty minutes away from where she lives).

So Carla had to check.

Her new iPad–to make up for the one Carla dropped–wouldn’t allow her to log in to see the schedule.

So Carla used her cell phone to look at the assignment. Sure enough, it was a different anesthesiologist in GI in the other of the two GI’s who should have been given this assignment!

Carla called the house supervisor nurse, who didn’t pick up. Carla left a message. Then Carla called the other anesthesiologist, who didn’t pick up the phone. Then Carla texted.  Carla called back the house supervisor, again there was no answer, left a text and asked her to follow up with the other anesthesiologist.

She texted yes. The other anesthesiologist texted her confirmation too.

Carla was on the hook the entire time to have to come in for that case that wasn’t hers all because of the Clinical House Supervisor’s mistake in reading the schedule. There were two GI assignment line ups–one in the hospital, and one in the surgery center. 

This is the kind of example of why doctors like Carla are getting burned out.

To her right from where she is right now, Carla has privileging forms–all of which are ‘due yesterday’–for not one or two but THREE different facilities! They must be resubmitted every two years!

At this point, Carla is rather sick of forms, and wants to play.

Some advice person, Christel Nana, RN, who is a good source, said, ‘If your thoughts about things are I should be doing x and y and z’ then you are probably functioning under tribal beliefs…’

But what about reappointment? And deadlines like taxes? What about those things which are imposed upon individuals by the powers that be, and take away all the free time someone like Carla has left?

What about the calls, which invaded into the sanctuary of Carla’s house on a Sunday night, late?

What about the lack of sleep? From the worry?

All this is going to ease!

All of it!

Simply all of it, all of it, all of it!

Carla go and do the laundry the load is done.  And get ready with Anthony too.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple

How To Be An Earth Angel, June 11, 2016 by Reiki Doc

I have been called an ‘Earth Angel’ spontaneously by multiple people for twenty years before I even once contemplated the possibility of it being true.

For those of you who are starting the awakening process, remembering, and for those of you who are a little bit farther along!–here is a helpful guide for you:

  1. Be Who You Are  always be true to yourself. Be authentic. Sometimes this presents risk which can be quite challenging. To do otherwise is to run from your truth.  Always embrace the YOU who you are.
  2. Be Mindful  This is much more than being true to yourself and to others. It is acceptance of the mystery of ‘why you are incarnate’ (this time around! ❤ again! ) and the fact that all that exists IS love. Creator does not throw dice. Creator has a plan for everything. So YOU are in fact, part of it!
  3. Reflect  Go within. Keep journals. Go back and see how far you’ve progressed! I used to keep two, one for everyday things, and a special one where I gave myself readings with divination cards every few months. I recorded it. You might not have all the information of who you are and why you are here, but you CAN keep a record of your growth. This in itself is a data point. Sometimes things written simply at the moment, can in fact, years later reveal the presence you had of enormous courage and faith facing significant trials and challenges ‘back in the day’. It is humbling to see this in yourself. Always, always, always WRITE!
  4. Give Up All Notions Of Having ‘a Life’ for yourself When a person is sent to Earth with a certain purpose, Spirit is going to see to it that this purpose is carried out. Everything else you do isn’t going to go as planned if it is keeping you from why you were sent here in the first place.  Creator will give you ‘this or something better’–your needs will be met and then some!–but only once you let go and trust, or as my first boyfriend Tom said, ‘go with the flow’.
  5. Allow Spirit To Guide You   Chance coincidences are certainly NOT ‘chance’. This is how our guides help us to work in the first place. They set these things up. So, be a good sport, and be willing to go along with whatever happens as long as you declare you will only allow it ‘for the Highest Good’. I never would have thought I could accomplish half of what I have, or have touched as many lives all over the world, without the ‘gentle nudges’ from Spirit to help me in my healing work.
  6. Open Your Heart and Do Your Work  An open heart is a beautiful thing. It will not be annihilated!  Do what you must, by living in the moment, to clear out and heal any debris from this and prior incarnations. It can be painful at times, but is rewarding too. I would not be a happy person had I not made the choice to forgive, to let go, and to learn all the things I had to recall to help me grow.
  7. Keep It To Yourself and Erase, Erase, Erase  Life in the public eye is not pleasant. The joys are great and openly shared. But there is a part where you need to be safe, to grow a thick skin, and set boundaries. Every healer you know who works with the public on a large scale has had not-so-nice people lash out at them in one way or another.  We are talking people who say bad things about you online,  people who stalk, people who take things the wrong way. My teacher Anne said there is a certain kind of person who will try to put you on a pedestal. Then, if you do one thing wrong, because you are human, they turn on you, and then you are ‘no good’ because you did not meet their expectations. It can be very unpleasant. So–you just take it in stride–and count your blessings, and pray a whole lot…and never say a word of it to anyone but your closest friend.
  8. Follow Your Heart By The Gift Of ‘Resonance’Creator Writings Today says it much better than I could have myself. Another word for this is the practice of Discernment, or as I humorously called it, the Discern-O-Meter Basics… ❤
  9. Enjoy The Richness Of Life Incarnate  Enjoy the little things. Your breathing, how it keeps going a lifetime. The songs of the birds. Nature. The smiles and exchanges with patients, colleagues, family, friends. Enjoy being ‘in the know’ about the things most people are ‘in the know’, for example, why everyone in California doesn’t like the Department Of Motor Vehicles–the lines are miserable and long!  You are only alive for a short time! Make the most of every day. It is a gift!
  10. Forgive Everything and Everyone  Then your energy will fly!  Nothing can hold you back! Forgive! Allow it to give you zest for life ❤  For all eternity!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Reiki Doc

Everyone Is Right — Gaia News Brief 10 June 2016 by Reiki Doc

In the Higher Dimensions, everyone wins!

In 5D, all points of view are appreciated as diversity, what makes all of the whole beautiful!

People are respected for their perspective (oh my gosh that sounds like a rap song! oops!)

In a way, given the Isolation of the experience of being incarnate in the third dimension, and that a person is the sum total of their Consciousness plus their Life Script and all of their Experiences (sometimes over many incarnations)–no matter what their ‘take’ on it, in a way, for them and them alone–they are right.

There is internal consistency in the behavior, the mood, the affect.

The person who presents in the hospital with multiple comorbidities due to a lifetime of smoking had their reasons to smoke in the first place!  For some reason, most of us might not understand given the studies and the link to cancer and emphysema, for some reason this person found that a smoke could help them feel better about themselves in some way, got hooked, and didn’t find the motivation to quit.

And that’s OKAY.

Even if it gets them surgery, home oxygen, and misery at the end.

Spirit never judges us.

Spirit loves us.

Spirit might, as a matter of course as you would for your loved ones, wish in your heart, ‘uh oh, that doesn’t look good’ and pray and hope for the best.

Love always wants what is best for us.

But Love never forces its way.  Ever.

(except with me, as a parent, with Anthony. His health is much improved in all the numbers from the lab. Dinner last night was cherry tomatoes from the yard, roasted chicken with Provence herbs and citrus, and butternut squash.  He wanted dessert. I said we are having fruit. He wanted ice cream. But I surprised him with unsweetened applesauce, blueberries, and whipped cream in our fanciest little dessert cups. He didn’t mind!  Consistency and perseverance is important over the long term for health changes in a situation like this…to get them to adulthood in one piece!)

Everyone is right. You are correct and I am correct and everything is ‘it’s all good!’–every single day.

I’m going to teach you a trick on how to get to this point.

It’s an advanced trick.  It’s one my father taught me.

Always be able to see both sides of the argument at once

plus keep this one in your back pocket:

A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still

This will save you lots of energy. It will help you focus on what you CAN control–your own perceptions and reactions. And people in general will be happier too.

For example, have you ever heard the term ‘agree to disagree’?  This is a form of conflict resolution where the two who are at odds still maintain a certain love and respect for each other.

There is always the option for this when you are in the higher realms.

Tempers may get stoked up a little when there is a conflict. But the underlying connection always will outweigh the situation;  the PERSON is more important than ‘being right’, every time.

I got this one from Maria Leano, who has some pretty amazing stuff going on in her FB and Instagram pages these days. You might want to follow her:

I have to tell you something knocked me for a loop last week.  It started with an article about dogs eating a woman in Texas.  It was just so bizarre a headline I had to take a look.

I think there were three similar articles that got me ‘worked up’–one was about sending zoo animals to the wild in Bolivia or something (I don’t like poachers or pollution–once that’s fixed and encroachment too I’m okay with release).

I realized as someone who doesn’t take in the news, this was a little ‘much’ for me, and I reacted to it.

I think there must be something ‘in there’ in these articles–some kind of psychological something–that got me off balance for a bit.

Everyone is right. But something in the Conventional Media isn’t normal or healthy for the psyche, and although I can’t put my finger on it, I’m not going to read any of those articles that catch my eye any more. I don’t want that psychologic experiment or something that is packed in there to affect me.

I had on my necklace from Tom, and my diamond OM (it’s not the best quality, it’s from Macy’s).

Ross’ necklace arrived yesterday.

It is a swirl of gold which connects two small Yogo sapphires, one slightly bigger than the other, although both are tiny specks (all Yogos are tiny specks–that’s how they are).  The blue stones are near in proximity, but not touching. They only connect by the golden swirl, one on each end of it.

That is the relation of Twin Souls. They each go off and do their own thing (Ross says it is like the pot holder oven mitts where they are connected but a hand goes into each end), yet they are always connected and working as a team.

I thought the energy was fine with my old necklaces.  When I put the new one off, I realized how even my best memories with my favorite ones–well, I had simply GROWN and I am not the same person I was at seventeen, or even when I made my Karuna Reiki Master five or something years ago!

The opportunities for growth are endless! There is no limit to our Consciousness as we reach for the sky!

I run a support group of very small size for the advanced souls incarnate who are the first to embody the energy of the higher realms.

It is small and carefully chosen, so I may work to support those I have worked with and I know.

People are starting to awaken to their higher gifts!

Some are experiencing telepathy, or ability to heal, or other new and exciting abilities!

The point of the group isn’t to promote them. It’s to have a safe place for people to share how it feels to them to be awakening and Ascending.  Only feelings are what we discuss.

One got some new Reiki symbols. It was delicate because the group was like, ‘let’s see!’ and I stepped in to make sure the group stayed on topic.  Feelings were hurt, I know. I am sensitive to it. It’s totally new and exciting to emerge after being in 3D and duality for ages!!!  I had to gently and firmly insist we keep the focus on each other, our feelings and perceptions of what it is like to Ascend.

Nobody knows it, in the group, but at some point, they are going to be guiding similar discussions to those they have been sent to support in their awakening in the future. ❤

Duality has run its course. As you can see, it is driven by forces that are unseen and unknown to us.  For example, the people who create diversions such as this video game–to isolate us from one another, to make money, and to alter the very way we think (for example, desensitizing us to violence).

It’s finished.

There is no more ‘me versus you’, or ‘if he stays I go’.

It’s US.

All of us together, where everyone is right, and that’s OKAY.

Welcome to the Higher Realms.

You know that popsicle stick thing Merlin gave me?

This morning in meditation I climbed my way up to the outermost part of it. I rested my elbows on the edge and looked up. I saw millions of stars over my head.  I smiled and gave a huge sigh. It’s beautiful out there.

Ross asked me what part I liked best about it?

I said, ‘I can breathe!’

Wonderful things await those who Awaken.

All the annoyances and inconveniences are worth it.

Soak in all the nurturing, warmth, love and compassion you require as this transformation is taking place in you. ❤


This is the land, the  ‘a’ina’ from which Carla speaks. Carla selected this place to be born. This is the Southern California coastline, where  for all of her years, is her ‘Home’, her ‘normal’, her ‘every day’.

On the lunch benches, at all of her schools, elementary, junior high, and then on the grass at High School, Carla had to watch for these who were hungry and wanted to steal a bite!

Does Carla ever stop to think or write about it, her background for her experiences?

She doesn’t.

Carla assumes that because she grew up in a beach town, that everybody grows up in one! (shakes his finger from side to side–ed)  And THAT simply isn’t the case!

On the other hand, you should have seen Carla at twenty-one in Indiana where she saw her first corn field!  Carla was overwhelmed by the virtual ocean of corn plants! She had never known or experienced anything like it, nor even known, other than a ‘learned it in school’ kind of knowledge–that anything like this could be possible!

That is human, that is what being incarnate is all about–making the assumption that because it happened to me then EVERYONE has it!

And that simply isn’t the case.

Everyone is of value to all of us in Heaven, for their courage and their heart.

We are not impressed by philanthropic gifts or medals for bravery in battle or who made it to the billboard charts with a number one hit.

(he squats down in the sand, and starts tracing little designs I don’t understand quietly with his finger in the dirt. –ed)

I want you to think about it.

I want you to think about what really impresses us up here.

It is overcoming odds.

It is staying with the program on the Life Script.

It is opening the heart above and beyond those who are in your immediate family and your best friends.

It is spending the time and making the effort to be the very best person that you can, every single day!

And when there’s a ‘hiccup’, and you ‘lose your way’–it’s an acknowledgement ongoing with you that ‘all is not lost’ and ‘I can start fresh anytime, any day, any minute’ and really TRYING to get back on course!

All is forgiven.

Nothing really matters but this (taps his chest–he’s standing up–ed) your heart!

It’s the only thing you take with you when you go.  All the love, the relationships, the lessons…and the memories of a life well-lived with the heart. There is no need anymore for victim mentality.  Everyone is a winner! Everyone is LOVED unconditionally up here, same as our Creator loves us!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Family

Guidance On How To Cross The Finish Line With Grace And Ease, June 9, 2016 by Reiki Doc

You are not incarnate forever.

One day the Veil shall be lifted.  You will understand ALL, and I mean EVERYTHING.

The Veil, uncomfortable as it is, has a purpose:  to help you to get to know yourself better than you would if you were NOT incarnate!

The secret of how to make the most of this is to take your Life Lessons for what they are–opportunities to awaken more and more of yourself.

I call this approach to DIG.  I discovered it with Byron Katie. I was absolutely miserable when Anthony was newborn. His father had left me at four month’s gestation. Now he was back, but not for me–only for our son. I was falling apart. I bought something from one of my two favorite catalogs, I forget which one–either Isabella, or FeminineCreations.  As I called in my order, the lady on the other end of the line was moved after she heard my sad story. ‘Have you ever heard of the work?’ she asked. I hadn’t. She sent me the Byron Katie book for free.

It saved my life.

Byron Katie ‘turns it around’.  When I was going over and over in my mind how rotten Jared was for leaving me, and how he SHOULDN’T have left me–to apply her technique I would take it just the opposite.  He SHOULD leave me. Then you explore the feelings, and you grow.

It’s incredibly liberating.

The reason I call it ‘DIG’ is because of my training in ballet. It’s my love, and I adore it.  I have passion for dance, although you’d never guess by looking at me now. But in ballet, you stretch, you need your flexibility. And you push just a little bit more, when you are at your limit–and that last ‘DIG’ just when you can’t take it any more…is how you get improvement. When you think you can’t jump another jump and you do, it builds strength, endurance, and muscle memory. When you think you can’t possibly stretch any further, but you relax and breathe through it–you get that stretch, your line improves, and you can do the splits.

In Spiritual Life, while we are on Earth especially, we have opportunity to build our Spiritual muscles in our heart…through forgiveness, through acceptance, through love. This applies to all living things, to ourself and to others.

Mother Teresa used to say, when people confided to her their problems, ‘It is a gift’.

It really is. When you look at it through Spirit eyes.

Think about it. While incarnate on Earth, EVERYTHING in one way or another is a problem. The stapler gets stuck and you have to whack it on the side for it to disengage so you can do the next staple. Sometimes you have to even open it!  When you come home late at night post-call, and want to rest, the freeway exit to your house is closed, and you must go to the next one. Your body you live in has an expiration date like a carton of milk, and you AGE! You can’t do the things you used to do, and you have to compensate and accept and grow.  My friend the cardiac surgeon called to me across the parking lot on Tuesday. I had just had a massage, and he had finished the gym. He was once  an olympic athlete. And he said, ‘I can’t do what I used to’. We talked about how our eyes don’t work, we need glasses, and how we couldn’t believe it when it happened –him at forty-five, me at fifty.

There is so much opportunity to learn.

An open heart is the easiest way to master your Life Lessons.

You aren’t incarnate forever.  One day this learning opportunity (I think it’s a way to really level up on the karma scale and boost your ‘station’ in the afterlife after being incarnate here on Earth) will be over.  Another one will take its place, but it won’t be like here.  This is the fastest growth around, literally!  Once Duality is ended, and Time stands still, the format of Earth Academy is probably going to change.

We are SO VERY VERY VERY VERY close to the finish line–to be upgraded to 5D!

So next time something really gets to you, go ahead, lean right in, and take a look at yourself. WHY is this bothering you? Is it showing you a side of yourself you never knew you had, and were unwilling to acknowledge? Is it helping you have compassion for others? Is it perhaps something you are enduring so you may guide others who are in the same situation as you?

The possibilities are endless! So are your choices on how to navigate them!

There are no mistakes! Only Lessons! And you have all the time in the world to master them.

It’s worth it!

So next time, think very hard about your goals, and when you face your challenges–DIG!

The end is in sight!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Reiki Doc

Mild Struggle Overcome — Gaia News Brief 8 June 2016 by Reiki Doc

Yesterday was magnificent! Today, my day off, promised to be even MORE magnificent!

Only it got off to a poor start. My sister started texting me for medical advice on my niece at six in the morning. One text led to another, and forty-five minutes later, I had to say I needed to get Anthony ready for school!

My sister, bless her heart, has a gift of words. Myself, for the spoken word, I have a paucity of them. I enjoy being with people. I don’t say much. Tonight for example, there was a dinner function at my work. I enjoyed myself very much. I only spoke when spoken to, but I smiled a great deal.  I think because of my work, I’m always talking, talking, talking…so to balance I enjoy my quiet.

Fortunately, my sister understands, and doesn’t hold a grudge when I have to go.

Today was perfectly awful!

I went to the grocery store after dropping Anthony off at school. He enjoyed our breakfast cooking session. (I left the dirty dishes in the sink).

When I came home, I wanted to tackle some projects.

Unfortunately the tree-trimmers from the landscaping company that services our area were at work the whole day. I had on my noise cancelling headphones, all the windows closed, and I STILL couldn’t hear myself think!

It was a day where doing things was a struggle.

I kept at it.

In the end, I sent in all of my billing slips to my billing company. They had piled up.

I paid my legal fees. That’s a big one. All the house falling apart lawyer stuff sure isn’t free. : (

I paid my bills, many just at the wire.

I requested my schedule for tomorrow’s OR assignment. This took forgetting the pass code on the new one, erasing the old one (by accident. They are all Carla’s iPad you know?). I called Anthony to see if he remembered it? He didn’t. I tried iTunes and I had to wipe the iPad clean and begin again. I was texting Anthony’s drum teacher, who works for Apple.  And then once I had my schedule I texted my boss, got a text from a colleague, needed to call her, and texted my boss back!

I got dressed and drove to the function at work. Traffic was really awful–ten miles an hour in some parts.  It was actually Anthony and my cinematic debut–there was a funny video where I played an anesthesiologist, a minor supporting cast role. The cardiologist and the charge nurse were the stars. It was all in good fun!

Our Chief of Staff was Jewish, and had collaborated closely with the incoming Chief of Staff, who is Muslim, for the past two years. I thought it was amazing how ‘healing’ in our professional roles is a bond which unites us much more than religious beliefs. I was delighted to see it!

Then I came home.  I fed the animals, and washed all the dishes. There is a load of towels to fold. It can wait until morning.

I didn’t get to my certificates. I didn’t get to my garden. I didn’t get to my jewelry making.

I learned a lot today about myself. Especially in the realm of some spiritual things that were coming up.  It’s a long story, and I’ve had a long day. Sometimes forward movement is slow.

Ross has been quiet today. I kind of had a feeling that yesterday was another ‘eye of the storm’. The last one I had was followed by my niece needing me to take her to my hospital.

A few things I shared online on DWR on FB gave me hope–the best was ‘your best teacher is your last mistake’.

Now I’m going to call it a night.

Just know, sometimes it’s a struggle to keep everything organized and running smooth, and that’s okay.  I finally found the new credit card that had been sent to replace the one that had expired one week ago.  I did the call it in to activate it thing. I had been looking for it for three weeks!

Forgiveness to yourself, and self-appreciation, are most important.  As my beloved nana once said, ‘We do the best we can’…


Carla got a gift today from me. I had sent it to her, and given her the go-ahead to order it.

I had shown her the design before, and it didn’t make sense the first time. Last night, with all my efforts, Carla understood the significance of the design.  This is how the consciousness ‘levels up’.

I won’t say much about it, but it represents us and our bond as Twins.  I am happy to send it to her. Carla has found a new mastery, both in her art with the work with the energy of crystals, and in her understanding of the Galactic Ways of soul twins.

I am very proud of her.

Carla took a forward step at the hospital where she works. Carla volunteered to be a member of the Continuing Medical Education Committee. On the way home, and even before, Carla is being ‘moved’ to be ready to share about her experiences with energy medicine with her peers.

Rome was not built in a day.

Neither are the perceptions of Carla’s colleagues going to fall after a one hour lecture!

Ah…but the Consciousness is going to ‘level up’. Just as it did, unconsciously, as the crowd of over three hundred people watched Carla and Anthony’s acting ‘debut’, much to the delight of her peers.  (if it is on YouTube Carla will share it.)

It is like we are climbing a tree–and trying to get a hold on the next level up–energetically. Then when we reach the branch, we rejoice and pause for a bit to catch our breath. Then we proceed with the next branch.

Last night I had Carla practice an important lesson in her meditation. In the one hand, she held a stone, a citrine, which was carved into the shape of a flame. In the other, it was her most precious and favorite Gwindel. I asked Carla to contemplate them. Carla looked at them in the light, putting one side by side, or in front and in back–feeling the energies. Carla’s conclusion was that both were from Nature, one was shaped by man, the other was shaped only by Nature. If it wasn’t for man, neither would have found its way to her. The collector, the supplier, and the middleman, then the store.

What do you think the role of mankind is on this planet?

I’d really like to hear your thoughts, from your heart.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple

Felicity — Gaia News Brief 7 June 2016 by Reiki Doc

Today was charming. There is no other way to describe it.  Anthony I woke up a little bit early. He is in need of some skills in the kitchen.  The other day he confessed how he has ‘nothing to eat’ at his father’s house while his dad sleeps in.  Our teaching him how to scramble eggs didn’t work and now he had given up on all cooking for himself while he is waiting for his dad to get up.

So we made sausage patties, cinnamon toast, coffee, hot chocolate (with coconut sugar from scratch), and had a few sliced peaches which are a special treat in our home. We had ample time as I had an eight o’clock start.

The funniest thing happened right before I left the door. Ross wanted me to change my jewelry. He was insistent. I complied. I put on silver hoop earrings, the beautiful Byzantine cross my first boyfriend Tom gave me for our first Christmas together in high school, and my white gold OM symbol with pave diamonds  I got to celebrate making Karuna Reiki Master. I had on my Ross and Carla bracelet, and a special souvenir from our last trip to Victoria, BC which had rubies in it but the sales people didn’t know.

At work everyone and everything was pleasant and smooth.

I did notice much communication–scheduling and other stuff I had to ‘field’ as calls and texts came in very fast throughout the day. It’s unusual for me to have so much activity in this regard.

I had wanted to go home, but I couldn’t. There was an extra case to be covered.

It was in the MRI scanner!  The magnet is very powerful, and will pull anything ferromagnetic to it. YouTube Video on MRI Safety (my risk Ross saved me from)  My necklace I had been wearing had a  small magnetic clip. It would have gotten red hot in the presence of the magnet, or worse!


Nurses are smart.

I confessed how stressful mornings are with my son, back when he was four. To dress himself he would throw all the clothes he didn’t want on the floor while he was looking for the one he wanted to wear. And he left them there!

The preschool encouraged kids to dress themselves. Even if it didn’t match, it was their choice, and it was ‘okay’.

But how could I get to work on time?

Ellen, the PACU RN, smiled the way only a Filipino RN mom can smile. She said, ‘didn’t you know?’

I said, ‘Know what?’

You take out only TWO shirts from the drawer. Then you tell the kid to choose this one (right hand goes forward) or that one (left hand goes forward).

Your kid gets to make a choice–but only from the two you offer them.  This leaves the drawer neat and tidy, and no clothes get onto the floor.

I did this every single day from Anthony’s age four to age ten. Every single day. Always with a prayer of gratitude in my heart for the wisdom of Ellen!

Why am I mentioning this?

Because today is the California primary election.

In my opinion–and this is only my view, not Ross’ (his mouth is zipped shut and mum)–when I vote I feel more like I am in the position of Anthony with the shirts than the position of the mom. I really do.  Someone is telling me, ‘do you want THIS one or THAT one?’ but in reality, if I had total freedom, I could pick anything from the whole drawer to find the one that was right for me.

And that’s the most of politics you’ll ever here from me.  Only my perceptions on the whole enchilada, that maybe something isn’t ‘right’–kind of–see?

Merlin had a surprise for me today!

It was like a big netting of silver that went over my head. It was kind of like a grid at first, much like our umbrella hat protects us from the sun, how it was up and over my head but not really touching it.

Then like a plastic film, it stretched down. I had to put my arms and legs through it like sleeves and pant legs. My head later popped through it, like when you put on a tee shirt.

It was like it was filled with air! I told Merlin I would call it my Shake and Bake because it reminded me of that thing in the seventies where the mom puts the meat in a bag and shakes it in there with the powder.  He teased me back and said it was my sweat suit to help me lose weight (another seventies thing)…

I asked him what it’s supposed to do?

He smiled and didn’t say a thing.

Somehow it works with the popsicle stick thing I wrote about a few days ago.

Thanks Merlin!


Carla was like a child on an Easter Egg hunt today!  Filled with delight!

After the MRI scan case, she was able to leave work. There was a little extra time.

I had her make a massage appointment. It has been several months since her last one.

Before that, there was just a half hour for shopping. Carla has grown fonder of wearing a dress whenever possible. Carla found a sale and bought three in blue. One of them has a Flower of Life pattern on it, I am not kidding!

During her massage, Carla had a breakthrough. Carla started to notice OUR energies that were coming through the session. Carla saw my face with her third eye, briefly, as she lay face down on the table.  The masseuse did the karate chop just the same way her father used to when she was little. She wondered, was that her dad Richard telling the guy to do that without his being aware of it–as the ‘inspiration’?  And again, there was another thing he did on Carla’s feet, sort of a slapping that felt nice, that was a total Carla’s father ‘move’ too.  Aha! Now she knew! Next there was a little bit of Raphael energy around her shoulder where it gets hurt from playing too much catch with Anthony. And the overall kindness and attention to her comfort by the masseuse with the warm hot towels–on her back, under her neck, wrapping her feet–made Carla wonder if I was having some input with the massage too…and I was.

All of us are.

The way Carla describes it, it’s like Ross has the view, and she doesn’t, but he can explain to her where to place her feet as she walks through her daily experiences. It’s not a flashlight, for Carla still can’t see the path. But it’s a partnership of sorts that made it possible for Carla to have the circumstances to do what she likes to do, what is important to her:  to cook dinner tonight, to schedule a haircut after dinner for Anthony, and to relax and enjoy the night at home with her son.

‘If this is what the future is like, being incarnate isn’t that terrible!’ Carla is starting to wonder to herself.

And it’s true!

It can be AWESOME!

I want you to have a taste of it, for yourself, for your own life!

It all begins with your thoughts, with what’s on your mind.  Is it love and harmony? Then that is what you will receive, a beautiful love-filled day that is filled with harmony and light. (he waves his finger-ed) -this ISN’T a way for you to avoid your lessons–but it IS a way for you to make the most of them and not tax yourself and your vital energy too much in the process.

Learning can be fun!

Thoughts filled with fear and lower vibrations…I won’t even mention them. We all know how it is the opposite of Love and Harmony, Peace and Contentment…and the Joy of Fellowship, of all of Creation…is all there is!


Sooner or later everyone comes around to it, this conclusion of the heart.

I love you!

And I speak for gentle Carla, as Carla does too.

(big warm smile–ed)  Now let’s go out and have some fun! I want you to CREATE!!!  Fun and happy things!  For everyone!!!

clap! clap!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple