Divine Mother My Journal December 21, 2015 – Happy Solstice and a Merry Christmas!

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Log Entry Earth Time December 21, 2015, 09:04.49 pm CET

It is a month now that I wrote my last journal and we are nearing us Winter Solstice 2015 in Germany. It is tonight, in the early hours of the 22 nd. Hard to believe that another year is gone. A year with so much energy work, health problems, life changes through early retirement and other things. I had several melt downs in my trust to my main Twin Silverstar, several attacks on me from those who don’t want us to thrive to prevent my physical ascension, I wrote my first book together with my Higher Self, I started to make gem beads bracelets with her and I do attunements as I have to compensate about 50 % of my former income but consistent expenses. It isn’t easy but we are still here and not starved. My trust into my…

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Divine Mother My Journal November 16, 2015 – Some thoughts about consciousness, soul and Creation

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Log Entry Earth Time November 16, 2015, 09:35.15 pm CET

I feel much better today. My new bracelet the ‘Obsidian Healing’ is assisting me in releasing more and more old energies and even my back pain is much better. This pain must have been the result from old energies and also karma release pain memories how I was told. I can move better now and this in only two weeks, usually I need months for this.

Obsidian Healing

This bracelet is available to order.

Every day during meditation or calm time I am working on this old baggage, I am looking what is coming up and let it go. I give it to my diamond flame for transmutation and I feel lighter. I am pondering about my feelings and thoughts.

Yesterday I felt tempted to post my last journal on the wall of the one who keeps stating she would be SaLuSa’s…

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Divine Mother My Journal November 15, 2015 – What do you choose? Hate and fear or Love?

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Log Entry Earth Time November 15, 2015, 07:55.22 pm CET

Things are developing good for me. I completed the first complete Kundalini Reiki attunements to Master level. The Lion Griffin Akami works with me on a Lion Griffin Healing attunement and I received a healing symbol form the Phoenix Neheta too and she told me already she will work on that healing attunement too with me. I have to prepare some other attunements to be able to offer them.

My HS wants to speak.

Divine Mother:

My beloved child and you know I address all of you with this. I love you dearly and am with you in all that is happening. You know already that I am the Higher Self, the full consciousness of the soul whom you know as Isabel and I told her today that I will not give her any messages after this last one here…

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My Journal October 20, 2015 – All I need to be and do is Love

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Log Entry Earth Time October 20, 2015, 10:06.26 pm CEST

Last night I had a long talk with Silverstar and my Higher Self. I feel better, a bit physically and also spiritually. I am in balance and I trust again and that shows me that it truly came from the attacks.

I surrendered to Silverstar. I told him I would love him and that I would love nothing else more than him and if I need to stay on Earth to help our children ascend then I would stay as long as necessary. He took me in his arms and said there would be no need for me to stay but that I have to come back as soon as possible to become again my true Self and then go back to Earth and do my next mission. This is what he always tells me when I ask him so…

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My Journal October 17, 2015 – Marked from life

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Log Entry Earth Time October 17, 2015, 07:15.32 pm CEST

I would lie if I would say I feel well and happy. I feel far from it. I feel as if I am a failure. Deep in my heart I know it isn’t true and I have to work on it. But it is good to vent a bit and release the energies.

I am retired since two and a half months and just now I am not sure if my agreement to my early retirement was a good decision. I know that I am not able to work there anymore. The energies on my former workplace are too low and negative and the job bears too much stress. My health would be worse if I hadn’t agreed to stay home. On the other hand I would still have my old income, double of what I have now. I have…

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My Journal September 06, 2015 – We are finally in 5D now!!!

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Log Entry Earth Time September 06, 2015, 7:20.33 pm CEST

We managed our first month with only 47 % of my former income, wow!

This is for me a necessary confirmation that we can do it. But I have still to work on my manifestation abilities. It is still difficult for me to stay confident. Having been in a devil’s circle of debt and financial struggle for years it is still like not taken for granted that there is always enough. I am moving like on thin ice but I think I will reach my goal and have to be careful with my thoughts.

My jewelry and the diamond shield are my best resources now to create income. Hopefully it will stay this way until I am able to go back to my beautiful mothership Mesime. I refuse to give up, I was strong enough to resist all trials of…

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My Journal August 6, 2015 – More Attacks

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Log Entry Earth Time August 6, 2015, 10:43.41 pm CEST

Since a while now I am under attack, they are heavy and severe. Two days ago it was very hard and strong, I think the heaviest attacks on me since I am awaken.

I felt bad the evening before and Tuesday when I woke up I was so down and depressed and without any hope to go home or for my financial situation. I accused my team to betray me and I wanted to die. My kidneys are already weak but not so bad that I couldn’t live with it. I wanted my kidneys to fail, I don’t tell you what I did. I just wanted to die, to go home on my own when my team apparently didn’t want me home. I was desperate and so very miserable. I even threw creme pies into the face of my beloved…

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My Journal May 16, 2015 – Grounding the energies

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Log Entry Earth Time May 16, 2015, 08:21.00 pm CEST

It is hard to believe that it is one month ago that I wrote the last journal entry. Time is speeding up and changes are happening in the NOW.

They CAN only happen in the now, not in the past and not in the future as there is only the NOW. Maybe it is a bit easier for me to live in the now as I stopped wearing a wrist watch since nearly two years now. Being home and off work makes it easier and for all else I have my mobile with me to be in reach when my best friend has a bit time to chat with me. I need a watch only for the few doctor’s or vet’s appointments or when I have to make some errands, so that I don’t stand in front of a closed…

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My Journal March 29, 2015 – Golden Star

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Log Entry Earth Time March 29, 2015, 11:21.45 pm CEST

I feel good, although in pain, I feel good.

On Tuesday I had my medical examination in Munich to see if I am still able to do my duty or not. The doctor was kind and listened. She wrote down what I answered to her questions about my education and work. She listened also what I told her about the mobbing in former workplaces and the conditions on my current one. The neverending immense stress, the bad atmosphere there and that this stress and atmosphere made me so sick. She sees that I can’t go back to there even if I would be healed, it would come back faster than I could think.

She examined me and we discussed my options, what I could expect financially.

My pension will be small, too small for a living with my kids. Being…

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