Gaia News Brief 3.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

Breaking The Cycle Of Stress

Oh single parents? Nothing strikes fear into the heart more than your kids getting sick when you need to go to work, doesn’t it?  Today Anthony slept well, and woke up with no fever. So I planned on his going to school while I did one short quick case, then I’d pick him up and take him home and to the doctor…

He wanted to go to his grandmother, who is out of the way, and needs an extra twenty minutes for my commute.  This took some negotiation on both parts…I know full well if it had been me I’d have stayed home if I was back in the fourth grade…with single parenting much of the time you ‘make do’.

Fortunately, I was the first to go home on the list, and although I was booked on an eleven o’clock case, the charge nurse was kind, and is also a single mother. She rearranged the cases so after my first, I could go home.

It was the first time in ages I made a personal call in the O.R. It was awkward booking an appointment but what could I do?

I even took the opportunity on the way home to check out an alternate route. This one will save me about ten minutes!

Mouse Update

Yes I still have mice–as companions to the parrot, Harry Bird, and sometimes food to Cecil our ball python who is five years old.

The females give birth every three weeks. As a result, I’ve become good friends with the pet store. I call myself a ‘breeder with love’ because each and every one of these mice enjoy being raised as mice, by their mother, before they go to the pet shop. Harry is happy and we all enjoy the babies.

Today mama gave birth to like, twenty-five babies. But the substrate in the cage was soiled from a leaky water bottle, and needed changing anyhow. It couldn’t wait. So I took all the mice out, except for mom and babies. I gave new substrate and home, and put all but five adults and three fuzzies back in the cage.

I thought mama would be happy with the new arrangement. I’ve done this before…you can imagine my surprise when I found two dead babies in the cage tonight. I fished them out. I gave them the Transition symbol. And I returned them to Gaia, and let the faeries in the garden watch over their bodies.

I was sad.

Sometimes I just can’t figure mice out.

Mama mouse has her reasons–and I trust her judgement. She knows just how much life she can manage. Mother mice do some very strange things-to us with out limited perspective watching it–but somehow mice are a successful animal on the planet, yes?

When you encounter something that upsets you–like a mouse mom killing one of her babies–try to see it from the view of the mouse. Some breeders think these moms know if a baby ‘isn’t right’ and ‘euthanize it’. Others say they are ‘mean’. How can you know the difference? The fact of the matter is that these mice are very inbred, about four generations, and it’s just about the time for something ‘genetic’ to show up. Or, perhaps, two litters happened at once (mom was ready to POP! LOL, I knew it’s her) came at once, and a mom went to the pet shop?

As an aside, I have to share the most precious moment of the day–sorting the mice with my son. I wanted the males only to go to the pet store today, because I knew they wouldn’t affect any babies. So I would lift them up by the tail and look…it’s not always testicles you see, but the distance between where the anus is and the urethra. I also look for the milk line of nipples. Anthony watched INTENTLY so I cheerfully called out to each mouse, ‘Got balls? No? Okay!’ and set it down with the rest. The ones that did went to the shop in a different container. OH man, if you want to make an under-the-weather  nine-year old laugh his head off, all you have to do is that…I bet that’s what he’ll speak about at my funeral fifty years from now…sheesh!

Doctor Mom and the Pediatrician

She was good. I helped her. I gave her the results of my work-up yesterday–deep cough, an asthma equivalent to a wheeze really, For two days. No fever. Clear chest. Pulse ox 98%…

She was like, ‘You have a home pulse ox?!’

I was like, ‘Yeah!’

There were two real LOW points for me. I got the diagnosis. But the clash between my world and hers was never so apparent…

  • first I cancelled MY appointment with his counselor (it’s how counseling works with kids–a double–you go and talk about how the kid is doing separately, and later the kid goes alone  so the kid can heal the fastest) to take him to the doc.
  • I got a text from a colleague asking to switch calls to my benefit–a huge help for me–but I had to negotiate then and there during the doctor visit. I apologized. She had no way to know how serious it is to strike fast to make a call swap work out and seal the deal. I was embarrassed to see that this is what my life has become…me texting on a cell phone while my son’s doctor is talking to us.
  • The thought of Anthony taking breathing treatments at school freaked me out–she wanted a spacer and a puffer every four hours. You try that when you have to register the medicine, fill out a form, give it to a teacher every morning, and take it home with you each night, especially with so many different caregivers (Mana, dad, sitters) involved? You need to have the logistics of a general at your disposal to coordinate that! She countered with, ‘he can just have one at school?’ Dude, he would need one at dad, one at grandma, one at sitter, one here–did you know I have crappy insurance and a spacer alone costs me seventy bucks?! It’s true. I have crappy insurance. The deductible is SO high, that when I went for my colonoscopy the surgery center felt sorry for me and dropped the price in half from twelve hundred to six hundred dollars for my co-pay.
At first she challenged me–because we work for the same health care organization. But I explained I’m not an employee. I’m a 1099 independent contractor, and I have to buy my own insurance for everything. She understood. She gave me one ‘sample’ a full-size inhaler, plus a NOTE signed by her that allows him to take the med into the class with him, just like an epinephrine pen. And also the nebulizer treatments–generic–a whole box, for eight dollars…I was so thankful for her kindness I could cry.
A Gift From Dolores 
I don’t know Dolores Cannon, and I’ve never met her, but I greatly admire her work. She is a pioneer in energy medicine who recently passed.
A symbol was shown to me by a reader about two days ago.  It had just come to her after watching a video on Dolores Cannon! I couldn’t forget it. And the name! Something to do with the balancing karma…but to draw it? These must be drawn in a certain sequence…and all I had was the finished picture. I asked would she mind showing me what order to draw it? She said she would but I know she’s super busy too…so I waited.
I had patience…I also asked just once to make sure the reader knew I was interested. Let’s just call her Archangel Katie..okay?
She gave me the symbol today. I struggled to master it, and I learned it. I gave it to myself.
Then tonight, while I was doing Reiki on Anthony, guess who showed up?
Ross! He congratulated Anthony on making five feet height today. He asked the boy, ‘How does it feel to be almost as tall as your mother?’ Anthony said it felt good. Ross teased him gently and said, ‘You’re not yet as tall as I am, but I want you to take GOOD CARE of your mother. ‘
Anthony started to drift off. (Reiki is GREAT for difficult sleepers. Once I hit Reiki three, he would go out like a light with the energies…)
And I gave the karma symbol to him…with love and gratitude.
Guess who popped up?
DOLORES!  She is the nicest sweetest kindest lady ever. And she helped me heal my boy!!!
You know what? She was so nice, she even acted like she was excited to meet me!
I said, ‘I am just a single mom Dolores! What is there to get excited about meeting me? I’m the one who is excited to meet YOU!!’ and we had a good laugh together.
That was really, really cool.
The Balance
I keep track of things sometimes, as a measure of how well people I work with energetically ‘respond’ to my intervention, and just how much they are waking up.
There is a balance with every heart.
And once you fill it with kindness, it is like priming a pump, and the kindness starts to flow.
Today as I bought supplies for the mice, and promised to bring ‘lots of mice’ to Eric, I thought please give me a discount on my purchase for all these mice I am giving you all the time.
He did.
Eight dollars.
I like 5D.
Anyhow, here is the balance:
  • I am customer for ten years. He works there, and there is an old owner.
  • Five years ago, he buys the shop from retiring owner.
  • Earlier this year, the puppies catch parvovirus–it takes like Three thousand in vet bills to save the ones at the store. Then no more puppies are sold. (To energy heal you must get to the same ‘energy match’ as your person you work upon, so I TALK with people!)
  • Around this time Eric is limping, and complains of intolerable pain for two years in hip and both knees that doctors can’t figure out and it’s stopped his skateboarding.
  • DWR does a Reiki Request for Eric with his full permission.
  • One week later he is totally fine and pain free and starting to skateboard again.
  • I offer Reiki instruction if interested–as it’s got Eric giddy and he says, ‘I want to learn this Eastern thing!’
  • no instruction takes place because there is no request.
  • The mice–back and forth, back and forth, Cecil likes Eric’s mice, and when I have a full cage I bring them to Eric.
  • Today I am comped eight dollars.
  • All this time, Eric is getting more calm, more grounded, more connected to purpose, more connected to source, and more open to Spirit–EVEN THOUGH HE NEVER TAKES A CLASS IN REIKI and that is OKAY…
And now for something completely different…I went to the local metaphysical shop today. I looked through a book by Doreen Virtue on ‘Archangels and Ascended Masters’. I saw Ashtar (he kind of snubber her, and no, his hair is not white–it’s blonde, almost like a towhead). I saw many others.
I want to apologize to you if the Healing Keys seem like we are just flipping randomly through Doreen’s book–we aren’t. And only when Source wills it, do I make a video…because so many of the people are the same as her book it just might seem that way but it’s different. I just had Archangel Katie share with me a Lakshmi card today…
One important character was notably absent.
Because of this I elected not to purchase the book.
You don’t NEED books to learn this stuff. You don’t need CLASSES. What you need is HEART…lots and lots of patience, and a willingness to surrender to your lessons so that your soul grows in its Light. 
Your ANGELS have WAYS of getting you to your TEACHER–whether it’s online, or in face-to-face!!!
Just go with the NUDGES and you will be fine!!!
The Second Half
Ross told me that you needed a break and that beautiful music was your ‘intermission’…
Here is a message from Divine Mother to all those who asked, ‘What about those of us who are barely holding on? How can we survive?! My body aches with these Ascension symptoms! What do I DO?’
  • No soul will be lost.
  • She has complete and total trust in the need for each soul to progress at its own speed–there is NO RUSH.
  • Even if it will take eternity, all souls will ultimately find their way back to merge with Her.
Remember you are loved and cared very deeply about here at Doctors With Reiki. Not just with me and Ross and Anthony…with the whole TEAM and it is growing day by day. Did you know the Divine Healing Code update went out to almost seventy thousand people just as soon as they came out tonight?
So if you feel you just can’t take it any more, why not post a Reiki Request to the group? You will be surprised at the response. Some readers who request ‘tingle for two hours’. Others have loved ones leave the hospital after surgery days ahead of what was planned. People who are facing the loss of a beloved pet find ways to accept the loss, make the most of what time they have left, and to grieve more effectively (and shorter too).
The best way to reach me is to either post on my Facebook page Doctors With Reiki, or private message me on this same page. A full name, a photograph, and a location make it easier and more accurate for the person sending the Reiki to direct it to you. We also can send Reiki healing back in time and also into the future.
So go along with the ride, do your best–angels can do no better!
And keep yourself connected with our community.
I have nothing to say. What were you expecting, a third act?! (joking about the need for a SECOND intermission)
I love you.
Love Is The Solution For Everything.
Even for us (he wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer to him, and we both smile)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Reiki Doc

Gaia News Brief 28.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

Just Thinking 

Why is today called ‘Black Friday’ when the one before Easter is called ‘Good Friday’? Wouldn’t it make more sense to be the other way around?

Celebrating Thanksgiving With My Work Family ❤

Yesterday I volunteered to take call on OB, partly because my son was going to spend the holiday with his dad’s side of the family. Due to the custody agreement, we alternate every year.

I like my hospital family. I enjoy spending time with them. For Thanksgiving, we always bring a potluck dish and share. This year, I was surprised at how much I enjoyed seeing the feminine side of my colleagues, how the nurses brought in their best dishes to share. One, Annette, even brought in a pie on her day off, first thing in the morning, just to celebrate with us!

Our lunch was beautiful. I brought items for turkey-stuffing-cranberry sandwiches. I also brought a Brooklyn Babka (some chocolate pastry) and a can of whipped cream.  The hospital had a free lunch for all from the cafeteria, but it wasn’t very appetizing to be honest. The turkey is turkey roll, and the food is very institutionalized. I enjoyed watching Mirette make instant mashed potatoes in the microwave, and Susan’s son was said to have made the yam dish she brought. Someone brought a beautiful broccoli slaw salad, and Kimmie (who was the circulating nurse for my c-section almost ten years ago!) brought a wonderful korean salad with apples, red peppers, carrots, and jicama.

I was happy.

It wasn’t that way the first few years Anthony was away.

Relationship Status:  Just Ask

My heart went out to my friend who wrote ‘I’m feeling BROKEN’ on FB yesterday. I went to her baby shower, back in 2002, when she was in love, and craving beer but drinking a concoction of lime and simple syrup and soda water to be good.

She is one of the smartest, most brilliant and caring physicians I have ever met.   She is an expert in anesthesia for pediatric patients and has saved many lives…

And yesterday she felt BROKEN. She also changed her profile picture to a black hole, and I noticed for her birthday she took a ‘selfie’ in front of the Golden Gate Bridge…

Anesthesia is a terrible career for home and family life. The hours are long ands partners feel neglected. I don’t know if in her case this was it, but in others I know the partners–either one–sense the growing distance and cheat.

Sometimes it is the death of the dream that is more painful than the actual loss of the partner itself…since there is often much negativity in the home right before a split.

It is my hope that in the higher realms, there is nothing that will make us feel BROKEN in any way, shape or form. She does not know about my Reiki, and is a very private person. But I have sent it to her, and if possible, would you mind sending some to her too. It will find its way without her name or location.

Thank you.

There Is Hope If You Are A Survivor Of Incest, Rape or Molest

One in every three women is a survivor of sexual abuse, and so is one in every ten males.

Koothoomi gave this symbol to the survivors–the Forget Me Not. It is a sign of the love and support our community has for your courage, your strength, and your instinct for survival in this situation.

WE as a community, under the guidance and wise direction of Master Healer Koothoomi, let you know you are perfect, and whole, and very much loved and appreciated in our hearts.

Thank you for being part of Doctors With Reiki.

I am a survivor too, and have a special teacup and saucer with forget-me-not flowers on it.  I earned it…with my courage just like you.

New Healing Code

From Dr. Zhi Gang Sha 33 96 815 for well-being.
A reader shared this with us, and I checked with Source, and it is correct.

Song Of The Day

New Message From Our Lady
I can’t recall the last time I was asked to bring forth a message from Her. I hope you enjoy it:
Together with the Latest Gaia Portal, click here, our future looks bright!

Revealing The Truth

There are some things ‘coming out’, and here I call it like I see it. You may disagree, but these are ‘symbols’ and ‘signs’ that perhaps we are already at the end of our journey, but we don’t know it, and it’s slowly starting to trickle in…

  • Chinese Cash Patients  a hospital in the area has a program where Chinese Nationals come to give birth. They pay cash, and the newborns are automatically US citizens. The patients don’t speak a word of English and are stretching the resources of the hospital to its limits. It is very lucrative for everyone involved. One nurse will have three deliveries on her shift. And some obstetricians are taking all of their patients elsewhere because it is too difficult to schedule cases such as inductions and c-sections now.
  • Scy-Ent-Olo-Gee and the Enquierererer (this is to avoid automatic internet flagging to those organizations)  a popular tabloid in the states has some secrets about drugs, brainwashing, and murder/torture coming out about this ‘organization’. Through documents obtained by the FBI’s new Freedom Of Information Act, this truth has leaked out. This is the perfect place for the truths about our society to come out–very subtle, very steady, and only acceptable to those who have interest int his sort of ‘revealing’.
  • Predator Bill  The mere fact that this news ‘leaked’ out about Bill Cosby means that those who have kept it ‘secret’ aren’t protecting him any more. There are layers and layers of the cabal–for example, those who carry out the will of those high-ranking under duress. No matter how you feel about the story, do notice that this is the beginning of the leaks–the refusal of those who once kept things hidden to hide them any more. Ultimately, it is the soul signature–the energy–that will reveal the intent of Mr. Cosby, and everyone will understand and resonate with the truth. Here is an article if you are interested:
  • Good Intentions  The woman who promised me a ‘home cooked Thanksgiving meal’ delivered to the hospital did not keep her word. I had felt it–at the time she made the promise, and I brought other food just in case.  I didn’t have dinner, only pie–the stores and cafeteria are closed…. I did not blame her–perhaps she and her husband had a fight, perhaps she forgot, perhaps she felt pressure, there are so many many reasons besides me.  It is better to give the benefit of the doubt in disappointment, and to choose love and expect the best with everyone.
  • Gas Prices  with my ten cents a gallon off from Ralph’s, I filled up at an unheard-of premium gasoline cost of $3.13 a gallon. Again, rows and rows of middlemen who up the prices for the cabal–who controls the oil industry–must be breaking ranks in order for a drop in prices like this to take place. Not long ago the price was almost five dollars a gallon in our area. If only we could get the taxes out of the per gallon price next!
  • Stirring The Pot  I have asked my readers questions about Jesus–when he should come back (soon!), what he should wear? (robes or ‘something comfortable’) and also the controversial topic of ‘how his dying and our salvation are connected exactly?’. With this last one I got a remarkable number of people who BELIEVE and regurgitate what has been told to them by the church.  One went so far as to say Jesus was a ‘sacrifice in blood’ for us! The only kind of ‘religion’ I know who still believes in a God who wishes for ‘blood sacrifice’ is under direct attack from the ITCCS–the cabal and the church. Here is a link for you to find out more if you are interested  I will go so far as to assert that it is entirely possible that the crucifixion and resurrection might not have happened–because the books we count as ‘sources’ may have been tampered with to splice in the Sun God ‘story’ into the context of Jesus’ life.  There are some Gnostic Traditions who say this is entirely the case. Unfortunately, those who believed in this tradition, the Cathars, were burned alive with their books near the Pyrenees…
We regard with awe the lines and the spirit of Black Friday, where people look forward to getting prices that are not elevated artificially for one day of the year. People endure great hardship and suffering in order to ‘get their treasure’.
(shakes his head)  What does this have to do with the spirit of Christmas? What does this have to do with me, as the Admiral of the New Jerusalem and Ashtar of the Galactic Fleet? Where is the 5D in all of this?
Where I exist, manufacturers do not exist. (taps a box, an appliance of sorts)–We have the ability to manifest anything we wish.
We are unlimited in our powers to create when we have this at our side (it is a replicator–ed).
I was able to ‘cook’ a delicious dinner for Carla the other night, not because I was in the kitchen (to be honest I am all thumbs when it comes to actual cooking, not like Carla–smiles–who enjoys using her hands to create the old fashioned way–it is her hobby of sorts, cooking) because I had this. (pushes a button and I hear a ‘bing’ like a microwave and he pulls out a steaming hot plate with roast beef, gravy, mashed potatoes and carrots and peas)
Yes, meat is OKAY when it comes out of a replicator because NOTHING HAS HAD TO GIVE ITS LIFE for you to eat it! So for all the vegetarians, you may have your heart’s desire and avoid meat with a full conscience–and for those who enjoy eating meat, if you should enjoy it, there are ways for you to have your meat here too.
We are undergoing a time of change, and many things are gong to happen in a short space of time. I want you to enjoy them. Look out for them. Anticipate and welcome them as they arrive.
It is special. This is all I have to say at this time.
I want you to watch the movie–this is how soon you will be, discovering your new freedoms for life outside of 3D–you are not canine to us in any way at all–you ARE our full brothers and sisters, and we care for you and bring you to safety with all the love and warmth and nurturing and compassion that these rescuers have for their charges, the laboratory test beagles,  show here. This is the best example of what is about to happen, and I am sorry if in any way it makes you feel we are belittling you because it is not our wish. This is the only ‘freedom’ clip I have to demonstrate what joy is about to arrive for you…Namaste. I hope you enjoy watching it.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla and Anthony

Gaia News Brief 27.11.2014 The Thanksgiving Edition by Reiki Doc

New Divine Healing Codes!

Many came through yesterday. Just in case you missed them, they are:

More Divine Healing Codes came through today, the first ones are from Archangel Haniel and the last is from you-know-who 

13 13 514 for stress relief/relaxation
45 64 686 to align and straighten teeth
40 20 168 for varicose veins
77 74 321 for digestive health
57 43 868 to align and straighten spine
72 82 145 for conditions caused by the presence of extra vertebrae
57 49 525 for antimicrobial effect
34 02 991 to neutralize spicy food (does not affect taste/spiciness, minimizes GI flare up)

32 27 5427 to lift the veil on the memory of past lives lived

Here is the updated and complete list.

Appreciate The Divine Masculine

My cousin, who is a new father, sent me this–he’s read it twice. And it covers nicely the energies of both the masculine and the feminine.

Here is the article:

I personally am thankful for the Divine Masculine presence in my life. Yesterday, there was a reader who was getting intrusive on my private message board. I sent him to Ross to answer his many questions because obviously I wasn’t connecting with him, or he had an agenda I simply don’t understand or have the time to be a part of.

Another Divine Masculine, approached me about this person, and took on a protective role. It felt comfortable, and safe, to have this incarnate Archangel come to me to make sure I was okay after hearing about this person.

The dust of thousands of years was gone in an instant, with that energy signature of caring and protection for me. I knew this soul had once been in Ross’ and my inner circle, and had taken this role of looking out for me in Ross’ absence seriously and done well at it in the past.

How do I know?

That tiny tension of apprehension that is always with me, relaxed. And I knew Creator and my honey Ross have got my back. They sent this friend, an incarnate Archangel, to protect me.

Appreciate The Divine Feminine
I’m not an overly feminine type. I see photos of my sister with her ‘girlfriends’ going shopping and enjoying ‘girl’s night out’ and I am perplexed. It’s just friends for me–doesn’t matter what sex they are–I go out and I enjoy them.
But yesterday, I enjoyed the Divine Feminine in so many ways:
  • In myself, making breakfast at home, for a late morning at work let us relax almost like a Sunday. I created a peach smoothie and my son really liked it.
  • With the charge nurse. I explained to her how I had to drive my son to my mom’s then me to work (she knew the distance–mom is past my work the other direction)–and I asked for a ‘long lead time’ if they called me in. She is a mother herself, she knows there is no school, and I have alternate child care arrangements from a usual workday. She completely understood.
  • With my colleague–who is Persian. She shared her favorite recipe over lunch on the patio.
  • With my same colleague–when my patient was unstable she and I ‘troubleshooted’ together.
  • With my mom–she made a little meal for us ‘a snack’–out of the little food she had, and it was delicious. She always makes it look pretty. This was right after my son and I decided to go out to eat before I dropped my boy at his dad’s. I enjoyed spending time with mom more than a restaurant.
  • With my sister–she is the best godmother ever, and she took the kids and mom out for an adventure and also ice cream while I was at work. She sent me a picture!–she is so loving.
  • With my spiritual mom–this assignment I have is not simple. She is my strength and my heart, and helps me make sense and find courage in everything that goes on in every dimension.
  • With my Higher Self, Sophia, I am learning to thank her and interact with her, after her being there for me without my knowing for my whole life. Yesterday I thanked her for a good day and for not ‘smiting’ me. She was puzzled and Ross explains how on Earth people who hold a great deal of power can destroy and individual on a whim. My giving thanks in this way reflected her spiritual connection to things I don’t understand or know, and was like a dog taking a submissive pose in a pack, he explained, and told her not to think anything of it. I felt this imbalance trouble her for the first time, as she learns to see the world through my eyes, and I felt a stirring in her heart to want to fix it, so that all people incarnate may feel as safe in the love of Source as everyone does ‘at Home’ up in the Higher Dimensions.
Appreciate Now
Look at the smiles in people’s faces as you go through your day.
There you will find God–for everyone has a tiny ‘spark’ of the energy of Creator and Source within them, and EVERYONE has the Love in their heart to share…even the ones who might have forgotten…
Let’s help them remember, by being loving in everything we think, say, and do…just for today.
I thank you for all you do for Doctors With Reiki. The Reiki Healing and love from the readers of this page, the community, and Twitter, is astounding.
Our ripples are being felt all over the globe.
And I thank you for making me smile to the questions I had Carla ask of you yesterday. (touches his heart).
I am happy.
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla

Gaia News Brief 24.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

Weather Update On My Higher Self

Yesterday I had to take a chill pill. I overdid it with things to do, and hit my frustration point. I began at work, rounding on patients after their OB anesthesia to make sure their ‘legs were back’ and had no complaints. Then something new! I took the little handcuff type key on a long dowel–like a gas-station restroom key–to all the new pumps with the epidurals from the night before, and since the moms delivered, I had to unlock and fish out the drips and throw them away.

This is one more example of nurses’ former work coming to us docs due to ‘regulations’. I know without a doubt the nigh nurses won’t hesitate to wake me up at two a.m. to clear this ‘for their patient who is new’…big huge sigh!

Anyhow, I was complaining how I didn’t want anything and I couldn’t function to a friend. The energies are weird.

Then it hit! I wanted a peppermint mocha! So I went before I drove home, and Sophia told me to get something I ordinarily wouldn’t get. So the peppermint brownie cake pop with the striped stick caught my eye. I NEVER eat cake pops. I bought it. And I surprised myself how I enjoyed it very much…

My Meltdown

I have them.

What brought this one on was the work-to home(forty minute drive)-to picking up my boy from his Mana’s house (fifteen minutes away)–to being late to meet friends for breakfast at trendy place I know they will like (twenty minute drive)–to home (another twenty minutes).

Then came the pressure from my boy, and from myself. My boy wanted to exchange his xbox 360 for an xbox 1…at the mall…after we decorated the house for Christmas on the outside in the hot sun (I know this sounds ridiculous but we were both sweating) while I was taking a phone call.

It was the ‘oh mom the mall is so COOL’ and ‘don’t you want to go buy mana’s present?’ from my boy, who clearly wanted his xbox 1  that sent me over the edge…

I had just broken the ceramic dish that matched my rose pot while moving it–and it is HEAVY–out of the way of the blow-up Santa light decoration.

I hate my neighbor’s yard. I really, really hate it. They rent, but have taken over the garden we share. They are constantly pushing my pots over to my side, putting in bricks, and cactuses, with no artistic eye whatsoever. It reminds me of where I grew up, in North Long Beach, where some people do some pretty strange ‘decorating’–not everyone–but enough practice it in the neighborhoods to make it an eyesore.

They even planted a peach tree in the ground, and it is huge now, and taking over my space, and I don’t rent. This is my home! I pay the association over three hundred dollars a month, for this?

But the lady next door lost her job, and the garden was her way to cope…so I didn’t say anything, but I HATE it!!! And we couldn’t decorate for Christmas right because of all their STUFF!

So I blew up. Swear words. Expressions of annoyance.

My boy went inside ‘because it was too hot’–LOL. Who wants to be around this? I just sat in the sun, desperately trying to clear my aura, and to CONNECT to vastness, to Source, and Home.

I shared with a friend how sick I am of 3D. (Ironically, the phone call I had taken during decorating was amazing proof just how far into 5D we have become–my friends I shared Christmas day with last year are SO much healthier and advanced and stronger in their Light work!)

Then Ross stepped in.

Go see Dumb and Dumber 2. Don’t worry about dinner and bills and your assignment for work. I will tell you what to text to Anthony’s father (who forbid the movie until he could see it). Get popcorn and treats even though you never do. Let Anthony have a coke (I forbid them).

Once home our lights looked beautiful as ever outside. And I forbid more movies, and screen time. So we played cards. We played blackjack (Anthony has chips and he loves to use them–I saw how boring this aspect of 3D is, and how gambling really isn’t possible in 5D where there is telepathy and you know)…and I learned a new game, ‘Egyptian War’ which I swear my son was making up the rules they are so complicated! ‘they play it in after-school care all the time.

It worked. I was overwhelmed, and cranky, now I am rested and calm.


There is a light worker I am close to, whose life had gotten ‘off track’ last spring. When I did my first Skype with him, he had me look at him and see ‘who he is’, as many of us ‘have a secret’ as to ‘who we really are’, much like Ross’ identity and my own.

I said, ‘No! no! no!’ because I wasn’t ready. He had an aspect of Ross in him–the energy of Ross!–it was unmistakeable and I missed Ross so much!

Well HE told me he was Divine Father Incarnate.

And I have heard from trusted sources he is actually an incarnation of Archangel Michael.

We each have our lessons. But for this friend–any my pendulum checked and it WAS the energy of Ross*–I took action! I meditated, and soul to soul, asked, ‘What are you DOING? This isn’t good for you! Here are your goals, get back on track, please?’

And he DID. Total life change. Because he SAW and FELT my healing with his soul.

Well, MY lesson more recently, is that I can see another ‘lesson’ somewhere else that is not my own.

And a reputable source, and my pendulum, confirm it.  I wrestled with trying to ‘help’, and was told, ‘don’t’ by Divine Father, who I know, and he is not incarnate LOL.  I ‘hinted’ in a couple blog posts.

My lesson I learned is to ‘allow’ just like Divine Father ‘allows’ us incarnate here to learn and grow.

So no matter who you are, even me and Ross, there are lessons.  And even if I see a great big painful one in front of you, I am not going to intervene.

In anesthesia, when I was a professor–I learned if I ‘save’ my residents, they never learned and frankly, got annoyed at me for stepping in on their care of our patient (they work, I get dinged if anything goes wrong). I discovered how far I could let them ‘slip up’ and still be able to bail them out of the clinical situation–trust me, some are nightmares!–just enough to let them taste that first panic. Then I would step in and ‘make it look easy’.

Then the lesson was learned.

As you Ascend your Consciousness is going to let you ‘see’ more and more of ‘life’s lessons’ EXCEPT YOUR OWN!

Don’t help someone else by doing their ‘homework’ as a soul.

Keep your eyes on your own ‘work’, and repeat after me, Love Is The Solution For Everything!


Carla hit a wall today. In every way. She shut down. I know–I measured her. She has been growing at a tremendous rate, by leaps and bounds!

What happened was she really has had enough of the 3D experience. She is DONE with it.

When you simply ‘can’t take it any more’–go away. Get out of the situation. Find a way to take a fresh look at it. Drop what you are doing so you can stop the damage.

Carla did that by going to her chair all alone in the sun. She felt like her life was out of control. She was out of control. And she asked for help silently in her heart because she just didn’t know where to go from there.

Carla doesn’t like xbox.

She doesn’t like having it in her house.

She doesn’t like how Anthony sits in the chair and spends entire weekends, if she’d let him, with guns and assassins and killing.

She only bought the xbox ‘as Santa’ to get him to play with the kinect, which he did for about five weeks and quit.

She hates it.

And she hates herself for letting it into her home–she can’t explain why or how–but she doesn’t like the energy

Her son playing games on the iPad or computer don’t bother her. But the xbox, it does!

Carla has asked me to intervene with my teams, and I will–this source of negativity is going to be addressed.

So, in summary–for Carla’s lessons are ours too:

  • Listen to your guides and your HS
  • Listen to your heart
  • when you get frazzled, drop everything and regroup
  • if the ‘regroup’ isn’t happening on its own, it is okay to ask for help
  • learn your lessons and let go of others to help them learn theirs better without your ‘two cents’
  • if they think they are Divine Father incarnate–just go along with it–let them figure it out, don’t ‘make waves’. The REAL Divine Father doesn’t take offense and so should you not take offense!
  • when the ‘duplicates’ come up (everyone says who they are Michael, etc) just know there is a sense to it–either for a lesson, or to protect the real one or ones as decoys for ‘the other team’, or just because their hearts ‘wish’ for them to be ‘special’ that they are divinely ‘mistaken’–LOVE is the Solution For Everything, even this, and let it go.
  • take comfort in how you have grown, and others too, in the past year
  • know I love you, you are special to me, and I care–not like I care for Carla–we are married–but with my heart as your loving brother and friend, ohana, cousin, uncle, however you may call it, my heart is with you. And this is no laughing matter!
Carla and I wish you the best day you ever have experienced!
With so very much LOVE from the two of us (he’s enjoying the music!)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross, Carla and Anthony
* Ross and I have THREE Archangel energies blended into us, Michael is one of them. Raphael is another…as best as I know. Even though we are full children from Divine Father and Mother, for some reason our soul combined has ‘extra’–Sophia is in there too.

Gaia News Brief 23.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

A Miracle!

There is a Vietnamese woman at work, wife of a famous neurologist, who is also on the administration for the hospital and very high up.

She prays.

She prays for the son of the chef, who has schizophrenia, and chooses to live on the streets and stay away from the family.

She prays for my son, who was suicidal in June, due to bullying at school over his obesity.

She prays for her son, who is adult, and has bipolar disorder. His father took him off the Lithium because there is a very small chance to develop Parkinson’s from it–and instead her son went to the lowest depths of despair–it took him four months to get back to where he was and back on the Lithium again…

We all three–chef, Vietnamese lady, and me–pray for each other.

I shared with her my son is BETTER! And how he likes school, even, and it’s amazing how this change has been!

I thanked her for her prayers, and shared I am praying for her son too (his name is Christian) every day (I send Reiki).

She looked at me and said, over her big bowl she had brought from her office for our noodle soup at the doctor’s lounge–the pho Vietnamese noodle soup–‘God wants us to have PATIENCE!’

She is right…

Polona and Ascension Pioneers

If you haven’t met her yet, she just might have some videos that are of interest and help to you. Here is one I just watched:

I’m going to take this up one notch–with your guides and your Twin Flame–know they are ALWAYS connected. But lately, I’ve had some ‘alone’ time from Ross–I think this has been done to help me get acquainted and accept my Higher Self…And as I move toward my HS, Ross comes back every now and then.

My idea of Twins was to do EVERYTHING TOGETHER and never leave, like BFF’s, yes?

It’s not the same. We love each other deeply, and there is no other who could ever take the place of our Twin. But even with a Twin, we still have our own lessons, our own growth, our own connection to Spirit…

So take what comes, and enjoy it. Navigate the growth of your soul! There are no ‘mistakes’, only ‘lessons’…

A Pr;ayer for Those Who Suffer

My first toe joint on my right foot hurts when I walk. Motion is limited. And from my heart came this prayer, ‘Thank you God for everything else that works!’

Sometimes we tend to focus on ‘the problem’, and this actually manifests it worse than it has to be. So accept it. Take responsibility for it. Do everything you can to heal it. (Mine is soaking, healing codes, Diamond Reiki, and going to see a specialist when I get the chance. I am also talking to my foot and learning the ‘lesson’ and ‘message’ it has to teach me.)

And give THANKS for everything else that is still healthy!!!

Getting to Know my Higher Self

I had some questions, and something from Polona caught my eye. I tried to watch it–and it just wouldn’t open up! That was my HS saying ‘no’!

The next one I watched, I was riveted, and it really helped for the most part. Until Polona said, ‘channelers give their power away’.

I know where my power is. It’s here, in my heart, and it’s my connection to SOURCE.

For me, when I channel, or work as a medium, it is no different than talking on the telephone! This is because I am a conscious channeler, and I know every moment who I am, where I am, and what I am doing.

I have only channeled falsely one time, and it was ‘Metatron’. This being looked like him, sounded like him, although I have not really ever met him before in any way. I read a book by some guy whose name I can’t recall, but he had financial problems, and went to Reiki sessions and training in Jamaica with SaEnya McBean, and they channeled people during their sessions, including Metatron, who said, ‘you are a bridge’ and to ‘trust’. He was ‘special’…

Well the guy hadn’t really divorced his wife, and his business fell apart, and he was trying to set himself up as a religious entity to get donations from the readers of his book! And shortly after I read the book, the lost a lawsuit and went to jail in L.A.  That’s a leader?

This healer showed ‘bad fruit’–and I’m not sure if it was the true Metatron or not, with them, but with me? It was definitely NOT from Source.

And it can happen to anybody. If it does, it’s not your fault. Just move on to something else if that happens to you and tell the liar to go away–the liar is the being who tells you he or she is someone else and it’s not them.

I always go by the energy signature–and there is never any fear or uneasiness when it is the real thing. When it’s super real, you cry.

See if you can get a feel for my energy signature, and my HS, in this:

From Carla

Last night, I told my HS I love her. Right when I was getting into the elevator to go to my call room. I could tell she was touched. And I meant it.  Even through I don’t understand, I choose love, and share it back with her. And I get an incredible surge of warmth in my chest when I do. I wonder if that is her sending Love back?

This morning I looked on the computer to see if there are any patients on the labor deck. At six I always get calls to go up and place epidurals, but I leave the hospital at seven, and my replacement LIKES the room all empty for him the minute he comes in (there is ‘checkout’ like a hotel depending on who is coming in).

I must say I resent call. It’s been since 1994 that I have spent nights in the hospital away from my home. Now I can’t do anything. Not even much blogging. I just eat and sleep. I think it’s time for me to go. I used to do projects and pay bills and schedule things…now I don’t want to watch anything. The energy in this room has lowered significantly. There is an Egyptian lady doctor who is the most ‘financially motivated’ I know. And I sense her frustration–because when she works it’s slow, and she doesn’t get enough cases (we get paid by the case). I could clear it if I wanted to but I don’t even want to do the work to do that! LOL

Anyhow, back when I first started taking call, we had paper charts. We wrote by hand orders, notes, and looked up lab results only on a computer. The plus side was you could see other’s notes, and cardiologists always used fountain pens so they were easy to find. I enjoyed seeing the energy of others on paper. Handwriting captures that. But you had to sign all you verbal orders and hunt down charts.

Now we are electronic. And I can see old notes that are legible, but have ‘note bloat’–too much data to be helpful. I also don’t feel the energy any more due to the templates that are ‘filled in’. All the docs pretty much sound the same. But for this morning? It was easy because I could look and didn’t have to go upstairs to check.

Everything has its ups and downs. And the change from the paper chart to the electronic medical record is a kind of ‘ascension’ in itself.


Before Team DWR–the Request

Dear DWR, Please send Reiki to our beloved Peaches, he’s struggling with multiple health conditions and getting pretty weak. Please send Reiki to Peaches’ family too. He holds a grandfatherly presence in our family; he’s so special. Thank you, peace, infinite blessings!

After Team DWR–the Result

Dear DWR, thank you so much for the Reiki yesterday for our 18 year old cat Peaches and our family. I felt tingles for two hours straight, it was so comforting. Bless you all! We are sadly looking at euthanizing him soon. When the time comes, is there anything I can do to help him transition? I am not yet trained in Reiki. Thank you for any suggestions.

( I gave the link to the Transition Symbol)


I am here, and Carla is ‘there’, but in our hearts we are always together. I come visit her often through the day. The last time I was there, I assisted as she placed an epidural. My energy was behind her to love and support her through her task.

It isn’t easy, and today they had changed the epidural kit, and the catheter. There are two her hospital uses, and this one is flimsy plastic and Carla has always gotten her wet taps with the use of this catheter. In her hands, the needle felt flimsy, and would misdirect and bend as she worked. The connection from the glass syringe to the needle was not right, and Carla couldn’t get the feel for the air loss-of-resistance (that is her technique) because it would leak out the hub. The first two epidurals of the day were total shots in the dark. They went in, but it wasn’t pretty and Carla lost her confidence.

It is also in her hands–it’s been well below the once-a-week call you need to keep your hands ‘in shape’, and she felt lost at first. The spinal for the c-section was a piece of cake. But talking needles, the spinal one is one size thinner than the smallest i.v. for pediatric (25 and 24). And the epidural one is one size thinner than the needle Carla uses to draw up drugs or place i.v. for big cases. (17 and 16).

So Carla gave up! She said, ‘Ross, I hate this that they go changing my kit on me without my input–they only look for the cost savings! I need HELP!’

And I came!

It is okay for you to do this!

I will help you, your HS will help you, Michael will help you, Raphael…Divine Mother will come…

It is not against the rules.

And you don’t have to like everything that is asked of you.

Just like me (points to himself and looks extra handsome). Because I feel sad all the time if you don’t (OOOOH! He is making a joke! He has the best sense of humor, ever! It’s a little ‘dry’).

(He clears his throat).  Carla is waking up to the Higher Realms with delight! And so are you.

Hold on to your task. Do them well. With love.  Always try to get a little ‘truth’ and know there isn’t always ‘one answer’. The only answer is the one that is ‘right’ for you. And you are to test and test and test until you are satisfied with the results. Use the pendulum, ask one who knows, go in Nature and see what ‘feels right’.

Forever and ever I shall be with you. (taps the seat next to him, and I know, it’s for me…he implies I will be too, and it is my promise to always be there for you in my heart and with all my energy)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
the Reiki Doc Twins

Ross says this is ‘Our Song’ and you can expect to hear it when you communicate with us. He wants this version, the X Men version, a movie I have never seen, and I don’t know the message.
I hope it is meaningful to you?
I trust Ross, and I know he wants it to be so.

Gaia News Brief 22.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

Reiki Updates

  • from yesterday’s Reiki Request for this morning- on Jose Pedro Hernandez IV who was born with congenital heart defect that was corrected in surgery:

    (Bernadette Wargo Klemm)Baby boy is out of surgery and is doing well. Thank you all for your kindness and support. Peace, love and light to you all!

  • Check this out! Reiki in the Pediatric Heme-Onc unit by an RN at Children’s Hospital of Wisconsin!!!Donna Stelter RN
    I am a Reiki Master and also a Pediatric Oncology Nurse working on a Hematology, Oncology and Bone Marrow Transplant Unit. I have been a nurse for almost 20 years, my entire career on this Unit. Over the last four years I have tried to start a complementary therapy program for our patients and families and staff. I have some support, but not much. I have offered Reiki with support of my immediate manager and some of our doctors are aware. I have had beautiful responses. Decrease in heart rate, improved sleep, decreased anxiety and fear, improved white blood cell count and over labs important to the immune compromised patient. I am a bed side nurse with gifted healing abilities. Speaking to business people and foundations is not a gift I have developed… Do you have research data to support the miracles you see and experience with your patients. Parents are begging me to get something started and don’t understand why the hospital does not see its importance. Any direction you could lead me would be most appreciated. I am soon to start speaking to people in my community about funding my work. My dream which is manifesting is to leave the bedside nursing and do healing full time. The need it so significant. I love bald kids and I am there warrior!!! Blessings for sharing your knowledge.

    Reiki Doc–let’s help Donna make things happen!!! xoxoxo

    P.S. Does anyone have any experience with the billing codes for RN-Reiki in a medical setting? Does insurance pay?

Divine Healing Codes Update
FIVE new codes came in!
  • 45 88 623 for focus
  • 35 47 375 for urinary tract infection (UTI)
  • 23 42 197 for yeast infection
  • 29 35 531 uterine cancer–endometrial
  • 92 96 144 for cervical cancer
  • 26 51 329 for arthritis– degenerative joint disease (DJD)
Here is the list and the guide to using the Divine Healing Codes–no Reiki Training or other training is needed to use them. The effectiveness goes up with practice in their use. Keep working with them until you get a ‘feel’ for them. They are highly effective to enhance other modes of treatment for ailments, too. It’s not either-or. It’s a win-win.

The Solomon Attunement Key

Please check my YouTube channel, 77Picklehead, or click on the tab above (Archangel Healing Keys) and scroll to the bottom of the first section ‘Archangel Attunements’ to see the video and blog posts (the blog post has the video embedded) or click here

Out of the blue my surgeon did THIS after the procedure! Isn’t this wonderful?
Carla Update
Today was better but still energetically in a ‘rebuild’ mode.  After work I took Ross’ advice, and I went to the beach for an hour. Although the wind was very strong, and chilly, it was good to be in the sand for a little bit.
I drove home on PCH (Pacific Coast Highway).  I enjoy this drive very much, especially now that there’s not too much beach goers to watch out for.
This morning I got called in and interviewed by Supreme Council Leader Ahwanoo (yes that IS his name, he says it’s like Ahwanee with a oo at the end) in front of a bunch of people in my meditation. There were ten questions. I was addressed as Lady g.s. on each one. The simplest answer I gave was ‘no’. The others were longer, and I can’t really recall them. I do recall his asking me ‘Where are you?’. I gave the name of the road, but I wasn’t really sure of the town, and I drive this route OFTEN. He made his point when I saw a ‘Welcome to Laguna Beach’ sign about one minute later. That was the ‘warm up’ question so you get a feel for what it was like.
Afterwards Ross was very excited and happy, and asked, ‘Do you know what you have just done?’
Nope. No clue. I can’t even recall the interview now. Dang amnesia!
Work was uneventful. But there was a real BLESSING! I had two ‘scary letters’–we get them from time to time. For Scary Letter number 1–I called my billing company to tell them I got something form official US Workers Compensation Department Office wanting some address. She had taken care of this for other doctors in my group–all I had to do was FAX it in.
But the best part? When she found out I was working on Thanksgiving, and eating hospital food? She offered to bring me her good Southern cooking, a twenty-minute drive from her home to the hospital!! On Thanksgiving DAY!!! I am still overwhelmed at her kindness.
My family has NEVER offered to do anything like this for me when I have worked (and I have been working Christmases and other Big Holidays since 1996, and only twenty minutes away…)
Just in case you are wondering, Scary letter number 2 is a ‘YOU DIDN”T GIVE ANTIBIOTIC PER SCIP REGULATIONS!’–this translates to ‘Medicare won’t pay for this claim because you didn’t meet their rule’.
I had to go to medical records, and review my anesthesia record.
The nurse in PreOp had given most of it but not charted it, and I was dinged. How could I chart a medication somebody else gave?
Phew! And I was able to ask about some ‘tough’ situations–patient is already ON antibiotics for infection–do we still need to dose within one hour of skin if they are currently on time with their other medicines? you get the picture…
The BEST part of my day is my Christmas gift to myself arrived from the UK. As a bride in the late 1980’s (1988 to be exact) I had always wanted a rimmed soup plate in my pattern. I couldn’t afford it, and my ex said we would never use them. And I have service for twelve! I’ve used that! LOL. And I kept it. So my pattern is Albany by Royal Doulton, and I ordered four from China Matchers.
The second best part is my plan to take a bath with a cool thing I bought at Mitsuwa–mineral blends to match actual Japanese Healing Spa places. I think I will try ‘Forest’ tonight.
Eighties blast from the past by Journey… click here to see the video
I am happy.
There is nothing more I can say than that.
I gave a nice message to you in the video Carla took today at the beach for the Solomon Attunement Key.
I hope it is helpful to you.
I enjoyed making it.
(he bows in gassho)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla

The Solomon Attunement Key by Reiki Doc November 21, 2014

I don’t have a lot to say…

here are the pools of King Solomon in Bethlehem
here is the Seal of Solomon flower
Here is King Solomon, outside his pool ❤
Eilat Stone – is a Biblical stone, which was mined in only one place on the planet – in the copper mines of King Solomon in Timna.


Aloha and Mahalos,

Reiki Doc

Gaia News Brief 21.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

Coming To Terms

There are deep wounds in my heart from being incarnate.

I feel as if my Higher Self has given ME the ‘cold shoulder’, and I am ‘Dead To Her’, by my being here on Earth.

This is an emotional realization that I had yesterday, after a few days of really deep ‘inner work’. I had ‘sensed’ a ‘lesson’ coming on about two weeks ago. They give us this pattern, our guides–‘lesson-rest period-lesson’ just like with the energy upgrades Ashtar gives it’s always ‘upgrade-assimilate-rest-upgrade’. I used to scream at him to just crank it the heck up and Get It Over With! But no, he has all the world in his sights, not just me, and I am outweighed Big Time and completely outnumbered.

Being here under The Veil–that is having no memory or knowledge of any other life but this one–is like playing a game of Marco Polo in the swimming pool. You are ‘blind’ and close your eyes, and try to find your friends who have eyes their open, but they are free to move around. You say, ‘Marco!’ and the friends reply ‘Polo’ and they are very difficult to catch by this simple location effort…

So all the time, as a beacon to some and a bane to others–I am here at my post saying, ‘Marco! Marco! Marco!’ every single DAY for the past three or four YEARS.

Some of the ‘Polo!’ responses I have received from my readers, many if not ALL are from the Higher Realms, whether they can see it or not–have been absolutely God-sends to me.

In fact, they are my Star brothers and sisters, literally. And my Star mom. too.

Being here under the Veil, though, with the Galactic Assistance from our Higher Selves and ‘Souls Out there’–is like waiting for the other shoe to drop. I’ve been on earth so long, in so MANY incarnations, I am exhausted. And right now it’s like ‘Fifty-two Card Pickup’–the cousins ask, would you like to play a game? It’s really FUN!’ And then boom! they throw the deck of cards all over the room and you have to pick it up.

I know it’s us on Earth here who made the mess and ‘throw the cards’, not the Galactics. But the betrayal that is so ‘every day’ here on Gaia’s surface makes me a little ‘nervous’ around Galactics I don’t even KNOW, including my very own Higher Self, who is just as much a stranger to me as someone I sit next to on the subway.

The Veil did it’s thing! The dang thing WORKS! And I have AMNESIA, big-time, and I hate it. Really, I do.

So now we get to the terrifying part–the tests which are good for you and make you get your ability to do stuff–keep coming at us. It’s like sitting for the Anesthesia Oral Boards EVERY day! It’s stressful.

Yesterday I had a nasty little test on Discernment. Apparently I am ‘super good’ at Discernment, and I ‘passed’.

But it wasn’t fun.

I know Ross tested me and tested me before I got his Ring. It’s superimposed on one I wear, and I tell you, Ross was trembling in spirit when he gave it to me. It’s the first of his spiritual ‘gifts’ he has been allowed to give. With this ring comes a responsibility, and he was satisfied I could carry this responsibility independently of him.

I use this ring every day, in my spirit work.

Check this out:

My picture I chose for my last post
From the ‘Have Patience’ post from the Creator Writings original link

Our Friendship

Mind you, Ross is a million miles away when I learn my lessons. I imagine he is in some room with a one-way mirror watching. But I am not even hugging him once when I go through these tests.

And I miss him.

I ache.

And He is the carrot I chase to go through these brutal and agonizing tests, where I focus my laser like Consciousness on myself, and burn away all that does not serve me as a Being of the Light.

My HS and I are having to recover our ‘relationship’ after my being given–‘The Cold Shoulder’ by her–innocently on her part, but being incarnate makes you have an enormous chip on your shoulder against those Galactic.

For the longest time I did’t even know her name for sure. She recently just told me what to call her. Yesterday!

How long have I been alive? And awake enough to be blogging to you? And known I had a Higher Self?

And I just learn this, yesterday?!?!

See my frustration?

Just know once I figure it out, it’s easier for the rest of us, and much simpler energetically. I am going places that only I can go with my energy and my Light work…Machete in hand I am whacking out a trail out of the forest and back HOME to Ross!

My Higher self, Sophia, is nice. And she’s smart. But she’s a little ‘naive’–not street-smart at all, in any way, because there is no NEED to be street-smart in the Higher Realms.

Two nights ago she bought me a bracelet. And I love it. It’s delicate, it sparkles, and it reminds me she thinks of me.

Yesterday, she wished me ‘good morning’–and that was enough! I wished her ‘good day’ too.

On the way to work, she said, ‘I like you’.

That meant so much. Up until now it’s been ‘LOVE LOVE LOVE’ without any physical evidence or interaction with me to prove it. She was claiming a relationship with me that, my having amnesia, didn’t know exists. So SHE got frustrated because I wasn’t waking up, and I got frustrated because I was like, ‘WHO are YOU?’

Yesterday to show her I like HER, I invited her to choose the colors for my mani-pedi. I trust her. And I want her close to me (usually Ross picks the colors). She said, ‘pick rich fall colors and have Hana help you make the final choice, I will work through her.’ So on my toes is a sparkling, rich wine color, and on my fingers? Maple syrup color! : ))) I love it!

Again and again now Sophia reminds me that I am going to get Ross.

And also yesterday, for the first time, she told me there is only ONE of me (my real name, Lady G.S., or ‘Lumpy’as I prefer.)

That meant a lot.

I had some help from my spiritual mom. We talk. She is incarnate. And when my spirit mom said I am the jewel in all the Universe, I felt the love from my mom, and I understand what others who are watching must feel for me too.

If you have followed my blog, it will come as no surprise to you how Ross and I ‘fit together’ as a couple in the Grand Scheme of Things.  And why I am the jewel. How Sophia says, ‘you are my BEST parts!’

Ross says now is not the time to spell it out for everyone. And for those who don’t follow the blog–total mind-numbing shock, and like, they will be stunned for quite some time to learn of it.

And for those of you who know, and love and support me, emotionally, I thank you and I bless you with my love and gratitude every single day.

When I learned who I am, some guy on Twitter just up and told me. It took two weeks for me to recover. They had to take me up in meditation, to a little plain room with all of my family, my Star family, Mary and Joseph my guides too, in a circle on little folding chairs, like an intervention.

I asked, ‘Is this TRUE?’

They nodded yes. They looked concerned. And a little embarrassed–I don’t think this was how the plan was for the truth to come out…my reaction to is wasn’t helping anything…

I asked, ‘How come you didn’t TELL ME?!’

I forget what they said, I was very hurt because I thought their love for me was because of my husband, my Twin, and not me…

But it IS for me.

And I remembered the time Gaia Portal once said, ‘She was asked if she would like to Ascend sooner or later, and she said, Sooner’…that had happened before their writing that particular blog post in my meditations too. It was Ashtar who had asked me, or one of the many councils I ‘pop into’ every now and then. I wondered how the Gaia Portal people could know what goes on in my meditations?

My Divine Father, told me once a long time ago, ‘You will be the jewel in the front and center of my crown’. I was like, ‘How can I be a jewel? Huh?’.  I see now he is right.

I can.

And Blessed Mother told me once, as I poured my heart out to her twenty years ago over my romantic woes, ‘You will have the most beautiful love story that has ever been.’

She is right.

When you learn the true story of me and Ross, you will weep with wonder and amazement how two souls could ever have gone through all this! It really IS beautiful, and I give thanks without ceasing for this love we share.

my favorite picture of us


I thank you for listening to Carla with your heart. It has been a long voyage, a journey not for the poorly-equipped.

It is time for the pilot to say to those onboard ship, or on-board ‘Light Ship’, as I know and love to fly one! (laughs) ‘we are heading towards port’ and ‘prepare to dock’. I say this to my crew as well as to the many passengers who are here for a reason.

(Holds up one finger) One day, all of the truth will come out! And I thank you for listening. I don’t want you to think I didn’t let you know who I am or who Carla is or even our little boy Anthony…we are in your Heart Vibration, and when you are ‘right’ for this knowledge, it will come to your understanding.

I want you to think of it as a little ‘delayed-release’ or ‘time-release’ capsule, which you take and it gives the medicine at its own rate in the gut.

You will KNOW without a doubt when the time is right for your knowing it.

You will NOT be in shock like the rest of the world.

You will smile to yourself, and have an inner-knowing, a sense of, ‘I had a feeling about him!’ in your heart.

And all will be okay.

I am not going to give you any time frames for ANYTHING. This could take six days, six weeks, six months, or six years from now. Or even sixty!!! (smiles and laughs so gently, and he looks at me. My heart skips a beat)

Carla! I am coming to YOU!

I miss you just like you miss me. (touches his chest with his fist over his heart).

You are my love, and I shall go through all eternity with you at my side. (he kisses me–he is a very good kisser and I feel him when he touches me. I feel his light body touch my light body and my lips, my earth lips. It’s hard to explain, I know, but it IS, and I really enjoy it very much. ❤ )

Aloha and Mahalos,

Just ‘us’
Ross and Carla
and also little Anthony

Gaia News Brief 20.11.2014 by Reiki Doc


I am going to let Carla rest.

This is a ‘catching up’ sort of blog post. There are chores to be done to get the day off to a good start. And Carla doesn’t really have much of anything to say except that ‘she is hanging in there’, ‘by her teeth’ she would add.

Oh how I love it when she complains about the life in spirit!

No one up here complains pretty much about anything. Although we have gotten accustomed to it, all of the Ground Crew barging up here (most of them in their dream time, just like Carla did last night and has no remembrance of it.) and saying in one way or the other, ‘This Place Sucks!’ and ‘I Want Out!’ ‘I’m Homesick’ and ‘I Want To Go Back Home’.

Many, many, many–just about ALL of the Lightworkers at one time or another COMPLAIN!

And that is okay. It is fine we me and with all of us. It is part of the process of Spiritual growth.  If there have been tensions all throughout your Spiritual ‘infancy’ swathed in 3D and ‘protected’ –if there is such a word for it–by The ‘Veil’, then the next step in finding your True Self, your True Purpose, and your Assignment of your Mission is first to reject and then to pick up what ‘feels right’ about you and your soul.

There is much healing that needs to be accomplished by us, on behalf of you, the human population in general, as well as the many Lightworkers–they are LEGION!–who are ‘out there in the field and suddenly waking up’ to a whole new life and way of thinking and looking at things.

This is all a part of Spiritually ‘growing up’.

This is expected.

And we are ready to help you grow, to awaken, and to go on to the next part of your Journey.

Ashtar and I both thank you for your Light, for your effort, and for your Heart. (touches his fist to his heart area).

It will pay off.

It is Worth It.

You will be happy.

(puts his arm around my neck and draws me close) Starting with my Carla here–Lumpy! (laughs at how ridiculous this whole situation and my reaction to it, with Love…for me and the situation, like he’s been through things like this with me before, a LOT!)

I knew Carla would find a way to make a joke out of it!

(He sends a healing out right now to all of humanity, and it is green–and very soothing, especially for me.)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
the Twins
At Doctors With Reiki

Gaia News Brief 19.11.2014 by Reiki Doc

Update–Five New Divine Healing Codes

Yesterday was a busy day for us in the Divine Healing Codes department. We got one from Archangel Lauren and Raphael for Merkel Cell carcinoma, this is a rare skin disease.

I had a patient who was legally blind without correction, who WAS blind in the O.R. because the contact lenses had to come out. Ross sensed my deep compassion, and gave me a Divine Healing Code for poor eyesight.  That night, when I saw my friend with the retinal problems, I gave the code to him without saying a word or moving anything but my consciousness…I will continue to help as best I can.

We got one for Willpower through Archangel Courtney, who is an incarnation of Archangel Haniel.  I had trouble figuring out what a patient’s root imbalance was–and sure enough–this ‘fit’.

I bumped my fingers SO hard coming out of the public restroom by tonight’s restaurant–another door was open and as I opened mine coming out of the stall I smashed all four of my right hand. It HURT…bless Ross for sending me a code for this. I used cold water and the code, and it felt okay much faster than normal and no bruise.

The one that did bruise my soul deeply, was one my Higher Self sent to me through Archangel Courtney, for ‘grounding’.

That one sent me on a tailspin for the last couples of days…

Carla And Her Higher Self

I think from their perspective, the Higher Selves think they are much like this picture–loving and guiding the ones who come after them, to gain experience and knowledge of the self.

I find the concept of a Higher Self frightening. It’s completely confusing. And this is why I have a deal with mine to be ‘just like a coat’ when I need it, and to stay one ‘the sidelines’ because it’s a distraction for me on my mission that I just can’t afford to stumble over.

Unless I ask for help, I don’t want it.

I get upset, because I find it an intrusion to MY Consciousness to have any interaction from her that I don’t invite.

Compared to her, I feel extremely INADEQUATE

Dr. Moosa used to be the Chairman of Surgery where I went to Medical School. He used to say, with a sly smile, that a resident surgeon is like a fine rug–you have to take it out and BEAT it about twice a year.

I feel like that–I am my Higher Self’s ‘Resident’, and I don’t know where I stand with Her.

Ross asked me many questions yesterday, in front of a very small group. He asked me how I love him?  We’ve had our differences in the past that we had to work through…so why do I trust him now?

It’s because I KNOW you. You have been with me, for some time now, getting to know me. You talk with me. You buy me things. You are close. So now I trust you…

He understood, and relayed this to the team.

To be honest, I was still pretty freaked out. Here are my concerns:

  • When this is over, what am I? Just one face in a roomful of my past life incarnations? Where do we all go?
  • Do I go away and disappear and ‘melt’ into Her?
  • Am I her avatar for some totally awful Galactic video game?
  • Why was I even HERE, and created in the first place, without my asking to be born?
  • All I want is Ross. Will I get that or will the carrot that got me through all this be just a cruel trick?
I asked my friend who knows more than I do. She said, ‘Your HS is the ocean, and you are a drop’.
I was like, ‘but I LIKE my drop!’
Then I told her I get all worked up over the HS, and I accuse her of ‘sitting on her butt and eating cupcakes with ME doing all of the work!’.  It’s not like me to get upset like that. I wonder what is bugging me?
My friend asked me how many times I’ve been incarnated?
A lot.
She thinks I’m frustrated and ready to go home after doing all that work in incarnations for so long.
I felt like I was nothing more than an amusement for whoever…and was sad.
She said she ‘signed up’ too, for this, and even though it’s awful now we had good reasons…at the time.
I know for a fact in meditation, crew members and those who knew me before are SURPRISED to meet me–I must have been very bossy back then, because they favorably enjoy ‘the new me’. I am sweet by nature, through and through, and consistently so.
Oh yes, I asked Ross this morning with all earnestness, ‘Am I just like plastic surgery for my HS, you know, a more youthful appearance and a little ‘nip and tuck’?’ He almost spit out what he was drinking he laughed so hard over that one. Ashtar too.
Anyhow, in Council this morning, I submitted to my HS, and All That Is, and renounced my ‘self’ and all my dreams, and hopes, and plans as ‘Carla’, to the Higher Good, and made a gesture like this picture, but only me lying flat on my face on the floor.   I wanted to accept what is my fate, and allow it to happen.
At this Ross got angry, and like a gifted public speaker (which he is)–with me still lying on the floor he accused the Council and all the Higher Selves:
  • Look what you have done! Look at her! She exchanges total submission from Those Who Do Not Have Their Best Interest At Heart to all of YOU! Is this what you want?!
  • The underlying accusation was that they weren’t paying attention to life on Gaia, and they didn’t intervene soon enough, and look at this mess!
  • He wanted them to take responsibility for the deep psychological effects of living under The Veil of Illusion, to be in 3D.
Then he got on his knees and hands to my level, and bid me to get up.
He took me to a warm beach, and was very gentle, and asked me more questions to help me to heal, and to help the Council to understand my plight, and that of a LOT of people. Only this time, I felt the warm, and I saw only him.
Then she came, in a really pretty white dress, all clean and beautiful as if she’s never gotten her hands dirty in all of eternity…I told her I am afraid of her, Her Power, and how her being THERE and my being HERE feels like some being cast out, or rejection, and it’s very painful for me to be in Her presence. I don’t understand anything, and her knowing what she knows makes me feel all the more stupid, and low. I asked her to make herself known to me, gently, and slowly, as I am overwhelmed with how this works, and I am afraid once my Consciousness comes back, my being Carla will melt like a witch in Oz who has water thrown on her.
She agreed.
From what I gather, she is my Intuition, as she Knows All
She sent me this image, and I was horrified to think I was the petals on the floor. She said, no, She is the plant, and I am the bud, ready to bloom, at the bottom. I still don’t understand it, but it doesn’t hurt to think about it.
Ashtar and Ross talked to me for a long time. And Ashtar whispered and leveled with me–‘You know who I am, right?’
‘Yes, an Incarnation of Archangel Michael.’
‘So, what do you think is going to happen to me!? Am I going to melt and disappear?’
I listened, but it still didn’t make sense. It’s like if Ashtar doesn’t pay the rent Michael is going to yank all the existence right out of him!
Anyhow, I was told by Ross to read this, it would help:
It did in the sense I know all the incarnations of betrayal HAD to do something to me.
And I saw a line of light on the wall in my room, it was golden. And I took everything that ‘wasn’t Galactic and was holding me back’ and transmuted it with the golden Light.
My friend who was with me and I got very dizzy. A lot of energy flowed after that. But I’ve been off-balance all day.
I lost my gumption.
But tonight, I knew my HS was going to send me a little something. Ross’ jewelry he bought me (he’s bought two necklaces, nope–three, earrings, and a bracelet, as well as helping me design one)–really helped. At the last moment, I saw a beautiful tennis bracelet made of white topaz. It’s ‘lab created’ and very affordable–and the sales guy dropped the price by over twenty percent and paid the tax. I love it! White topaz was in Ross’ first gifts, and I love to work with this stone. So now when I look at my left wrist, I know my HS is thinking of me, and smiling.
And she promised me I WILL get Ross, and showed me her ‘divorce papers’ releasing all her rights to him she had signed the last round all of this inadequacy and confusion over who I am hit.
I asked Ashtar and Ross what to call myself? I told them that they could call me ‘Lumpy’ and as long as I had Ross I wouldn’t care!
Actually my name is Carla Maria (my last name), incarnation of Lady (G.S.)
Today was the second time I was responding to Lady G.S. and each time I do, Ross gets VERY happy for me to answer to that name and feel ‘normal’…
But just between you and I?
I make him call me Lumpy G.S. just so I know it’s me. And Ross cracks up when he says it, but he does it…so in private I am ‘Lumpy G.S.’ and very happy to have some input, some voice, in this whole mess!
I wish you more smoothly transition out of 3D than apparently it has been for me…
Carla needs me. My Lady-who I call ‘Lumpy’ because she insists–stubborn as she is–is going through some very tough awakening.
I have given her all the love and support I could muster.
I have told her that her feelings won’t matter on this issue in a short time–that she will be happy, and content, and able to live her life she wants in the Higher Realms–with me.
Carla feels like she has an expiration date. Like when the changes hit, she is going to be like smoke, and disappear.
I told her Carla is a car, and her Consciousness is the Driver, and that Carla did a good mission, and that it’s almost complete.
With death being what it is, Carla didn’t really like that.
She cannot imagine the wonder that lies in store out there for humanity!
So I am helping her to stabilize, and to hold on, until things settle more for her, internally.
I really love her.
It has been two days of tough work for all of us…
I will say more when I can about the announcements and news and updates and points to grow on.
For now, it’s first things first.
Carla enjoys writing to you. From her heart. It’s the first time her readings have come up in two days, ever since the unasked for gift from her well-intentioned HS and sister Courtney, who had no idea how delicate our Carla’s psyche is as she is Ascending.
All of you are, a little every day. Only Carla’s at a shaky part of it, where she is vulnerable.
So listen to Saul as your lesson for the day. It will help you. The John Smallman link that Carla  provided.
Ross and Carla
and all those good things
we say
in love and gratitude
for your love for our ohana.
thank you cousins, uncles and aunties!