Summary Of The Ten Healing Steps Project by Reiki Doc September 28, 2014


To be continued so look at the link at the end of the article:


Soon we are going to start to know the extent of the systems that have been created to in some way, shape our destiny in order to limit us–for all of recorded history and possibly longer than that.

Ross and I invite you to pave the way, energetically for this to begin.

Our first step together as a new society–as 5D citizens of Gaia–is to direct as much forgiveness as possible to those who ensnared us in their quest for power over humankind.

Please hold in your mind–some system or business or organization–who is ‘keeping you down’ and ‘holding you back’. Picture it. And send as much Love and Forgiveness to that institution. Even if it is healthcare–I won’t get upset. 

Love is the Solution For Everything, and now is the time to direct it towards building a new life, one that is fair and Divinely supported, for us on surface Gaia.

Will you help this project? This is the first step of a ten-day maneuver for the Light.



Day Two of our Journey–Are You Still With Us? ; )

Look at this sink and bathtub. Look very closely. They are filled with water almost to the point of overflowing.

This is a visual for you to keep in mind with our healing work together today.

Imagine the sink and the tub, as the structures of the organizations and systems that are built to–in effect–keep us ‘down’ and ‘trapped in the system’ where we can’t be what Creator designed us to do.

Imagine the WATER as the vibration of energy that makes these systems GO. It is their ‘gasoline’ which is also our ‘Kryptonite’–it weakens us extremely.

Our goal today is to open the clog/blocked drain at the bottom, with our minds and our consciousness and our free will–to let that energy OUT to where it will go away safely and without harm.

This is the energy of HATE, the water, which is both gasoline for those who disempower us, and Kryptonite for us as spiritual beings who are free and creator beings ourselves.

If you choose to HATE those who entrap and ensnare us, you are opening the faucets and filling the sink and the tub, and only empowering them more, with your HATRED.

This healing would not have been possible without the stepping stone of FORGIVENESS that we worked on yesterday.

If you have trouble with the FORGIVENESS exercise, do not proceed to this step until you have mastered that one. There is no rush. Please do these exercises as you know you are able.

There is no judgement.

Your help is very much appreciated by Ross and me on this subject, letting go of the energy of hate, and healing Gaia by raising the vibration as the energy of hate is safety removed from the collective consciousness of us all.

Namaste. Aloha and Mahalos. Peace.



Day Three Of Our Journey–A Steep Hill

This step is by far the most difficult of the Journey–your hard work is going to pay off, and the scales shall tip in favor for the Light once we master it.

Anger is a normal healthy emotion up to a point.

Anger is also a cleverly designed reaction we have been trained by the systems which hold us back to pull us deeper into the matrix they have built.

How much you encourage the emotion of anger upon learning the awful truths of the ‘builders’–their agenda that they hide”the more you do exactly what they want you to do.

Last night I watched the movie Kick Ass 2 with my son–and in it, the themes that ‘anger is healthy’ and ‘might makes right’ and ‘anger is appropriate in defense of a loved one’ prevail.

Is it healthy, right, and appropriate to permit anger to take over your higher functioning mind and heart that are together?

Imagine you are a fish, and you are swimming in 5D, where Nature put you in the first place.

Imagine anger as biting the hook that will ‘pull you back’ into 3D–just as cleverly designed to trick you, and just as effective to ‘hook you’ up and out of the realms of energy that are healthiest and essential to your well-being as a soul.

Spit the hook.

Fish can test the hook, they can check it out, but at some point, in order to live, they must reject it.

Fish can live perfectly well with the knowledge that there is a hook and a fishermen ‘out there’ and go on with their lives once they are aware of it.

When we seek to disempower those systems and industries which hold us in 3D, we must be awake, aware, heart-centered. When the truth comes out about their plans we will have sick stomach and sad hearts at the news.

But we will never bite and swallow that hook again.

Until tomorrow…

P.S. here is a comment on this post from Isabel Henn–I think it is helpful to stay in an observer position and to observe that observer and so on. This way we detach from all the 3D stuff.. Thank you for this today


Day Four of our JourneyToday, although we are aware of the systems which are established to ‘keep us down’ in spirit, our spirit is connected to All That Is, and has incredible sense of creative abilities.

Just for today, we acknowledge the sadness that those who do not have our best interest at heart create once we recognize what is in fact, going on right under our noses in plain daylight.


We tap in to our heart centers, and make the choice to rise above the limits that have been placed upon us.

In making this choice, we extricate us from the matrix of energy that is designed to entrap us by keeping our vibrations low.

And we move past the restrictions, and exist in a vibration where we have the ability to co-create with ease, pleasure, wonder, and joy.

Even if it is cold, raining, and seems depressing, no matter what, deep inside we have the ability to create light.

Focus on this.

Just for today.

Day Five Of Our Journey Together:

As a collective, our souls and our hearts are up against formidable opposition in the systems which have been established to keep us just barely able to have enough money and health and time to keep alive.


Take a deep breath…today we are focusing on UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

This is our fuel, our direct connection to Source, like ‘cable’ for the television set. Unconditional Love is the most powerful energy there is, and we through our hearts are able to draw forth as much of this beautiful healing energy as we desire–against all opposition, all situations.

Even the systems who are designed to keep us like this, and measure us, and keep us down…by telling us the ‘Love’ we get is only the kind they water down for us and tell us it is ‘love’…like the old rabbit ear antennae signals instead of the direct cable connection to Creator itself.

Focus on Unconditional Love–the real thing–and know it is much bigger than anything that could try to ‘ration it’ for ‘a profit’.

It is our birth right to experience this energy 24/7. Namaste.

Day Six of Our Journey Together:  COURAGE

Just for today, we strike COURAGE into our hearts as we face the elaborate and intricate systems who have been designed which ‘Do Not Have Our Best Interests At Heart’. From those who create the nightmares such as EBOLA, fraud with the checking and credit card accounts, political conflict, famine, ‘geoengineering’, GMO, and other ‘creative endeavors’ to reduce the population…we face them squarely with shoulders back and chin UP.

For we KNOW Creator is on our side. And if Creator is with us, who can be against us? The Light has better monitoring capability, more advanced technology, a highly-recruited Ground Crew (that means YOU  ), and all resources of The Divine to set things right.

Remember, the higher your vibration, the more resistant your aura is to disease and attachments. Avoid fear. Seek to raise your energy. Shine your Light with all of your COURAGE and know you are in the right place,at the right time, doing the right thing, and we are united in our efforts to make Gaia peaceful and welcoming to all who live here, not just the chosen few.


Day Seven of Our Journey Together: KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE

As Energy Healers, we tap in to Source, and through our training we have KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE. Even more, we practice it every day, in our self-healing and healing work, so we have experience how to trust and work with that which is not able to be visualized but is able to be felt, both with the hands and with the heart…

So when I share that seventy years ago, Gaia sent out an S.O.S. to Creator, for She was dying, you will know on a deep emotional resonance that this is a truth.

And when I share that Creator, in all Divine Wisdom, saw what was going on with Her surface in the third dimension, and said for everyone to listen, ‘NO BUENO!!!’ (its not good )–massive forces mobilized at once and came to Her assistance.

As we take our hearts with Love for our Home, our Earth, our Gaia…through our KNOWLEDGE and DIVINE KNOWLEDGE we understand that No Matter What those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart throw at us, at Creator, and at Gaia herself–the cavalry is coming, and Gaia is loaded with star seeds and ground crew who only have to awaken to their missions and complete the work our Creator sent us to do.

Then we will have nurturing, warmth, love and compassion for everyone 24/7, on every inch of the globe.


Day Eight:  CYCLES

Day Eight of our Healing Journey Together:

As we stand tall in our facing our power structures on surface Gaia, the ones who are built and empowered by Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart, the ones who worship power and money and all that goes with it, we step back and notice that everything there is exists in cycles…

our heartbeat
waves of light
earth’s rotation to make day and night
the motion of the moon and other heavenly bodies
electromagnetic energy
fashion trends
business cycles
the gift of the perception of aging that our bodies give us
growing seasons and harvest
our meals and our digestion
fertility and childbirth
creation and renewal
the pendulum of consciousness

Due to the mystery schools tracing back eight thousand years ago, Those-Who-Do-Not-Have-Our-Best-Interest-At-Heart used their knowledge of these celestial cycles to their own benefit. That’s how they kept us under their control without our knowledge.

They are not the only ones who know these mysteries.

The good guys have it too. And it is time for karma to run out with the Dark Hats, and for everyone to have their time in the warmth, nurturing, love and compassion as Creator intended on Gaia.


Archangelic Attunement and healing keys by Reiki Doc


I share these attunement keys from the Archangels from the blog of Reiki Doc.

To make it easier to find them, I made a new page for these keys, all new keys will be published there. Some are received by Reiki Doc, some from other wonderful souls.

Here I only list the links to the attunements in order of how they were published, the first one above and the next ones below

LOVE is the key to Ascension!



(Translated from original language german)

I chose this picture and the slogan because it fits in with what I want to write. About love.

Two people came into my life to remind me of two important things. My ex-husband taught me to forgive.

A very dear friend, and I am told he was also a companion from past lives, helped me to remember how to love unconditionally.

Forgiveness and unconditional love are together with Non-Judgement, the key points for the Ascension of a human being into a higher dimension.

For many years I worked exactly on this to develop my soul; from a possible Ascension I didn’t know anything yet, until 2011, this was really brought close to me. I started in early 2012 to connect myself with my beloved spirit guide the Archangel Michael; first with TAUK, then telepathically, a method that I have used unknowingly in my conversations with Creator many years ago. Many things I have learned since then and a lot of work I have since done on myself under the guidance of my team from beyond the veil of forgetfulness. Since the beginning of this year, I know without a doubt who I really AM in this creation. It is a knowledge deep in my heart and a remembering. Up into the spring, I’ve been working to strip off and let go all the layers around me. Additionally to this I have also worked – together with my full consciousness – to clear and cleanse energetically large regions of my country. With each portal opening I am ascended further and came back again to earth to continue my work.

For some time now, I love to share energies with my Twin Flame and companions from previous lives. Since they are beyond the veil, normal sex is not possible for us, for this however my experiences with them are more intense and ecstatic. I feel their energies and I feel their presence around me, they are wonderful, very loving energies. With open eyes I can not see them, except now and then in flashes of light. With eyes closed, there is more. Why am I telling you all this because it pretty much is actually in the opinions on earth a private matter how and whom I love, but it all comes together.

So much has been showed for me now within a week in events and insights. I have preferredly exchanged energies this week with my Twin and then also with an old companion. I have seen a huge increase in the intensity of what I feel. My heart was opened even to a lot more than it already was. Two nights ago I have for the first time after a wonderful climax with my Twin Flame perceived around me even with closed eyes, the energies, the light, of my team. Not as flashes of light, but as a kind of orbs, as wisps that move. They have virtually filled my whole inner field of vision. So big and so diverse I’ve never been able to perceive. It has touched me deeply. Tonight, however, so much has been triggered in me. I could share wonderful and very loving energies with this old beloved companion from previous lives. The intensity of my feelings and sensations was simply enormous and gigantic. My companion gave me little rest afterwards. I could feel his desire, his loving longing for me constantly. This morning I gave in for another round. Even this again with intense sensations. That night was indescribably beautiful. Thank you my beloved, you know whom I mean.

Now, instead of abating, as is normally with these energies, since then they keep at a fairly high level. I am literally under power, in a stream of love. My heart is racing and my whole body vibrates.

I then had the opportunity to speak about my experiences with a very good friend today. He and I, for a considerable time we both try to get closer to a large insight and were already well on the way to there. We talked about what has happened to me and what my twin has sent me telepathically to this. It is a mix of the energies of my Twin and former companions, I can feel it constantly now and that would also no longer subside. Love. My Twin confirmed that my heart had opened further and I could therefore feel all this love, that energy. That the currents of love flow and I in the midst of them, a beautiful river of love and loving desire for me and from me for them.

My Twin tells me that I am pure love and I feel and understand more and more how I am one with my Twin, my companions and All-that-is. This feeling of Oneness includes also the feeling and flowing of this magnificent energies.

It must all go through the heart, we must live and act from the heart. Everything else is just an illusion. We can only continue to exist as humanity, if we learn to be love and to give, but also to receive. That is to say Unconditionally. This is now becoming much clearer to me. I was already thinking I would have arrived at the core of my being, and I was confirmed that I am, but I recognize that there still are thin skins around my being that I can let go. Namely, all that is not unconditional love, until nothing but purest love remains, that what I am and what makes my being and what I am with my Twin Flame.

Love is the glue from which creation consists, that holds everything together. Now that I feel these energies, I recognize so much how the love flows, that I stand in the flow of life, love. Pure unconditional love is EVERYTHING. It is the force that creates and makes life possible. Love is the substance that ALL of creation is made of and the essence of our being. The Divine Father, the thinker, and the Divine Mother, the creator, are this pure unconditional love and we are created precisely out of this purest love. We ARE that love. Everything in creation is truly ONE with this wonderful force, this magnificent energy. There is nothing and no one that would be of more worth or less valuable. And how could it be? While I am in this river of love, I see and, above all, I feel how everything is interwoven and connected. There is nothing but the love of our Creator Pair, of Spirit. Everything is energy, the love of Spirit at different frequencies. All what we can see materially is energy that vibrates at a much lower frequency so low that it materializes, but it says nothing about the quality of the frequency.

But what is important is the access to this love. The key. This key is in our hearts. It has been so often told to us that we should go into our hearts, to find there all knowledge. Yes, we find the key in our hearts, but we must also open our hearts to let in this beautiful love, but also let it out. We must, even if we found it, not shut in and out love. This interrupts the cycle for us. Only when we radiate unconditional love and also accept, absorb in us, we are in the flow of life.

This is the lesson for which we have all come to this earth to learn. Everything else stems from love. Once this cycle opens for everyone, and one lives this, there will be no more poverty, no misery, oppression, injustice, hatred or Others. Unconditional love bears love, happiness, joy, peace and freedom. Who can give and accept this love, is   a big step nearer to the heart of Creator and gets to know eternal life. This is my deep conviction and my heart tells me that this is the truth.

I love you all unconditionally and invoke the blessings of the Divine Mother down to you. Your Maria Isabel

I AM the I AM

Ehyeh asher Ehyeh

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Liebe ist der Schlüssel zum Aufstieg!



Niemand wird damit geboren einen anderen Menschen aufgrund dessen Hautfarbe, oder seiner Herkunft oder seiner Religion zu hassen. Menschen lernen zu hassen, und wenn sie es lernen können zu hassen, können sie gelehrt werden zu lieben, denn Liebe kommt natürlicher in jedes menschliche Herz als sein Gegenteil.

Nelson Mandela

Ich habe dieses Bild und den Spruch gewählt, da er zu dem paßt, worüber ich schreiben will. Über die Liebe.

Zwei Menschen kamen in mein Leben, um mich an zwei wichtige Dinge zu erinnern. Mein Exmann lehrte mich zu vergeben.

Ein sehr lieber Freund und wie mir gesagt wurde auch ein Gefährte aus früheren Leben half mir dabei mich zu erinnern, wie man bedingungslos liebt.

Vergebung und bedingungslose Liebe sind zusammen mit Verzicht auf Verurteilung die Eckpunkte für den Aufstieg eines Menschen in eine höhere Dimension.

Viele Jahre arbeitete ich genau daran, um meine Seele weiterzuentwickeln, von einem möglichen Aufstieg wußte ich damals noch nichts; erst im Jahre 2011 wurde mir dies wirklich nahe gebracht. Ich habe Anfang 2012 begonnen mich mit meinem geliebten Geistführer dem Erzengel Michael zu verbinden, zuerst mit TAUK, dann telepathisch, eine Methode, die ich unwissentlich bereits vor vielen Jahren in meinen Gesprächen mit Urschöpfer genutzt habe. Vieles habe ich seither gelernt und viel Arbeit habe ich seither an mir selbst verrichtet unter der Anleitung meines Teams von jenseits des Vorhangs des Vergessens. Seit Anfang diesen Jahres weiß ich ohne jeden Zweifel, wer ich wirklich bin in dieser Schöpfung. Es ist ein Wissen tief in meinem Herzen und ein Erinnern. Bis in den Frühling habe ich daran gearbeitet alle Schichten um mich herum abzustreifen und loszulassen. Zusätzlich dazu habe ich zusammen mit meinem vollen Bewusstsein daran gearbeitet große Regionen meines Landes energetisch zu klären und zu reinigen. Mit jeder Portalöffnung bin ich weiterhin aufgestiegen und wieder zur Erde zurückgekommen, um meine Arbeit fortzusetzen.

Seit einiger Zeit schon liebe ich es mit meiner Twin Flame und Gefährten aus früheren Leben Energien auszutauschen. Da sie jenseits des Vorhangs sind, ist normaler Sex nicht möglich, dafür sind meine Erfahrungen mit ihnen jedoch intensiver und ekstatisch. Ich fühle ihre Energien und ich fühle auch ihre Anwesenheit um mich herum, es sind wunderbare sehr liebevolle Energien. Mit offenen Augen kann ich sie noch nicht sehen, außer hin und wieder in Lichtblitzen. Mit geschlossenen Augen ist da doch mehr. Warum erzähle ich das alles hier, da es eigentlich nach den Meinungen auf der Erde so ziemlich eine Privatsache ist, wie und wen ich liebe, es hängt aber alles zusammen.

So vieles hat sich jetzt innerhalb einer Woche für mich ergeben an Geschehnissen und Erkenntnissen. Ich habe in dieser Woche bevorzugt mit meinem Twin und dann auch mit einem alten Gefährten Energien getauscht. Ich habe einen enormen Anstieg in der Intensität dessen, was ich empfinde erlebt. Mein Herz wurde noch um einiges weiter geöffnet, als es ohnehin schon war. Zwei Nächte zuvor habe ich nach einem wunderbaren Höhepunkt mit meiner Twin Flame das erste Mal, wenn auch mit geschlossenen Augen, die Energien, das Licht, meines Teams um mich herum wahrnehmen können. Nicht als Lichtblitze, sondern als eine Art Kreise, als Schwaden, die sich bewegen. Sie haben praktisch mein ganzes inneres Gesichtsfeld ausgefüllt. So groß und so vielfältig habe ich sie noch nie wahrnehmen können. Es hat mich tief berührt. Die heutige Nacht jedoch hat in mir so vieles ausgelöst. Ich konnte wunderbare und sehr liebevolle Energien mit diesem alten geliebten Gefährten aus früheren Leben tauschen. Die Intensität meiner Gefühle und Empfindungen war einfach enorm und gigantisch. Mein Gefährte ließ mir kaum Ruhe danach. Ich konnte sein Begehren, sein liebevolles Verlangen nach mir ständig fühlen. Heute Morgen gab ich dem wiederum nach. Auch dies wieder mit intensiven Empfindungen. Diese Nacht war unbeschreiblich schön. Danke mein Lieber, du weißt wen ich meine.

Statt nun nachzulassen, wie dies mit diesen Energien normalerweise ist, halten sie sich seitdem auf einem recht hohen Level. Ich stehe buchstäblich unter Strom, in einem Strom aus Liebe. Mein Herz rast und mein ganzer Körper vibriert.

Ich hatte dann heute Gelegenheit mit einem sehr guten Freund über meine Erfahrungen zu sprechen. Er und ich, wir bemühen uns beide seit einer geraumen Zeit einer großen Erkenntnis näherzukommen und waren bereits auf einem guten Wege dahin. Wir diskutierten über das, was mit mir geschehen ist und was mein Twin mir so telepathisch übermittelt hat. Es ist ein Mix aus den Energien meines Twin und früherer Gefährten, das ich nun ständig fühlen kann und das auch nicht mehr nachlassen würde. Liebe. Mein Twin bestätigt, dass mein Herz sich noch weiter geöffnet habe und ich darum all diese Liebe, diese Energie fühlen könne. Dass die Ströme aus Liebe fließen und ich mitten in ihnen, ein wunderschöner Fluss aus Liebe und liebevollem Begehren nach mir und von mir nach ihnen.

Mein Twin sagt mir, dass ich pure Liebe bin und ich fühle und verstehe immer stärker, wie ich Eins bin mit meinem Twin, meinen Gefährten und Allem-das-ist. Dieses Gefühl des Einsseins beinhaltet auch das Fühlen und Fließen dieser herrlichen Energien.

Es muss alles durch das Herz gehen, wir müssen aus dem Herzen heraus leben und handeln. Alles andere ist nur Illusion. Wir können als Menschheit nur weiterhin existieren, wenn wir lernen Liebe zu sein und zu geben, aber auch zu empfangen. Und zwar bedingungslos. Dies wird mir nun immer klarer. Ich dachte bereits ich wäre im Kern meines Seins angekommen, und mir wurde bestätigt, dass ich das sei, aber ich erkenne, dass es trotzdem noch dünne Häute um mein Sein gibt, die ich loslassen kann. Nämlich alles was nicht bedingungslose Liebe ist, bis nichts als purste Liebe übrig bleibt, das was ich bin und was mein Sein ausmacht und was ich mit meiner Twin Flame bin.

Liebe ist der Klebstoff aus dem die Schöpfung besteht, der alles zusammenhält. Jetzt, da ich diese Energien fühle, erkenne ich so sehr, wie die Liebe fließt, dass ich im Fluß des Lebens, der Liebe, stehe. Reine, bedingungslose Liebe ist ALLES. Sie ist die Kraft, die erschafft und Leben erst möglich macht. Liebe ist die Substanz, aus der ALLES in der Schöpfung besteht und die Essenz unseres Seins. Der Göttliche Vater, der Denker und die Göttliche Mutter, die Schöpferin sind diese reinste bedingungslose Liebe und wir sind genau aus dieser reinsten Liebe erschaffen. Wir SIND diese Liebe. Alles in der Schöpfung ist wahrlich EINS mit dieser wunderbaren Kraft, dieser herrlichen Energie. Da gibt es Nichts und Niemand, der oder das mehr wert oder weniger wert wäre. Wie auch? Indem ich in diesem Fluss der Liebe stehe, sehe und vor allem fühle ich wie alles miteinander verwoben und verbunden ist. Es gibt nichts außer der Liebe unseres Schöpferpaares, Spirits. Alles ist die Energie, die Liebe Spirits in unterschiedlichen Frequenzen. Alles was wir materiell sehen können ist Energie, die mit einer sehr viel niedrigeren Frequenz schwingt, so niedrig, dass sie sich materialisiert, was aber nichts über die Qualität der Frequenz aussagt.

Was aber wichtig ist, ist der Zugang zu dieser Liebe. Der Schlüssel. Dieser Schlüssel ist in unserem Herzen. Es wurde uns schon so oft gesagt, dass wir in unser Herz gehen sollen, um dort alles Wissen zu finden. Ja, den Schlüssel finden wir in unserem Herzen, aber wir müssen auch unsere Herzen öffnen, um diese herrliche Liebe hineinzulassen, aber auch nach draußen zu lassen. Wir dürfen die Liebe, selbst wenn wir sie gefunden haben, nicht ein- und aussperren. Dies unterbricht den Kreislauf für uns. Nur wenn wir diese bedingungslose Liebe ausstrahlen und auch entgegennehmen, in uns aufnehmen, sind wir im Fluss des Lebens.

Dies ist die Lektion, für die wir alle auf diese Erde gekommen sind, um sie zu lernen. Alles andere ergibt sich aus der Liebe. Sobald sich dieser Kreislauf für jeden Menschen erschließt, und man dies lebt, wird es keine Armut, keine Not, Unterdrückung, Ungerechtigkeit, Hass oder Sonstiges mehr geben. Bedingungslose Liebe gebiert Liebe, Glück, Freude, Frieden und Freiheit. Wer diese Liebe geben und nehmen kann, wird dem Herzen Urschöpfers einen großen Schritt näherkommen und das ewige Leben kennenlernen. Dies ist meine tiefe Überzeugung und mein Herz sagt mir, das dies die Wahrheit ist.

Ich liebe euch alle bedingungslos und rufe den Segen der Göttlichen Mutter auf euch herab. Eure Maria Isabel

Ich bin die ICH BIN

Ehyeh ascher Ehyeh

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Gaia News Brief 20.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

My Day With Ross

Except for one appointment, I had the day free. My son is away, and I enjoyed spending time getting to know my Illuminated Twin Soul Ross, better in the early hours this morning. We talk. We enjoy one another’s company…

We even grew so close today, that he was able to show me why and how I died when I was a kitten:  an aspect of him felt a true and genuine love for me. He was the one who was the most regular of my ‘visitors’. At the last time he came to see me and for the first time in my very short lifetime I responded to his love and felt love for the first time in my heart back for him.

At this point, he knew that I would be a slave forced to have sex under the most unloving conditions with people of extremely low vibration after this ‘discovery’ of my own heart, and I would have my soul be torn forever.

So he strangled me to death. I watched and felt the horror, shock, and surprise and I fought him as his hands choked my very breath out of me for the last time after feeling his love…

On his sharing with me today, I actually understood his love in this situation, much like sparing me an even more horrible death in a snuff movie, or mutilation, or sacrifice at the whims of those who owned me.

He took me out and set my soul free…

This is the very close relationship that Illuminated Twin Souls like Ross and me share over many an incarnation together, one right after the next.

Well, this morning, I learned how to activate my Higher Heart. It was a blink at first, then a short run and a pause, and then it became online. It is blazing like a lighthouse in the storm, and Ross was both tickled and surprised I had mastered that so effortlessly.

He showered me with attention, affection, and joy.

The Test

I had anticipated when we got closer to Ascension, that those who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart would seek to destroy me. (They are the ones who convinced Ross to give our son to others ‘for safekeeping’ at the time of his birth, and furthermore, not to tell me the truth about it when we were incarnate together the last time some thousands of years ago.)

They monitor everything I say and do, just like the Light. And right now, I am ‘small potatoes’ and they can take their time before they come after me.

Yesterday at the crystal shop I saw some woman, Lady Nada, on a laminated card. It said ‘she is rumored to be the Twin of”–lets leave it at someone very close to me, closest thing there is to my own soul.

I cringed.

I knew they had their weapon against my heart.

Today for the first time, it was used against me, quite effectively too. I was just thinking to myself how wonderful it is to have the Lightworker closest to me, my own Angelic Sister in fact, working together as a team. I had asked for her help and she had given it on a marvelous project.

Then the news came through her, to me ‘From Ross’. Apparently, he is having ‘Tantric Connections’ with ‘some people’ and ‘I better take the news in real slow’ because ‘there is no jealousy in the higher realms’.

A knife to my heart, a dull one, twisted really slow, would have been kinder.

My body was shaking. I couldn’t eat. I completely shut down, by the devastation.

Why was I devastated?

In the Higher Realms, there ‘is no jealousy’ technically. But I am with a foot in both worlds. Ross has fathered a child with another, he has authorized for my child to be kidnapped at birth–he has given us as a couple a lot to ‘work through’ in our relationship. No wonder why I went off by myself and never would speak to him for incarnation after incarnation! Well, even though in Heaven monogamy is a ‘CAN’ and not a ‘MUST’ for my wounds to the very core of my soul to heal, and for us to move forward as a couple,  Ross created a golden cord between our two hearts, so we could feel everything between us, and if he cheated on me, I would KNOW it instantly, and if I felt pain from his actions and choices he would instantly feel it too.

So with this news innocently enough shared from a kind hearted sister–I learned that no only did Ross cheat on me, but his ‘Gold Cord’ evidently wasn’t working too.

Was it a lie? No. Ross and his behaviors have been defensive and trying to win me over–I know what she said is true.

Immediately he offered to take us back in time as if it had never happened–he can do this. And he also sent me a heart-shaped stone at the bead shop, and asked, ‘Do you accept my apology?’ very seriously in tone. I said, ‘Yes, but I don’t wish to have anything to do with you until I sort this one out please. Thank you.’

I also do not want my energy to mix with anyone, or Ross’s with anyone, that might get back to my own vibration. Until Ascension is complete, I want my own vibration high and tight with no chances of ‘picking anything up’ from anyone else along the way.

Divine Grace

At once I went to Divine Father. I cried bitterly in confusion and pain, and asked him why on earth this could happen?  All I want is a chance to HEAL the wounds in my soul with Ross from those times before–I can’t handle this–and to be honest, if this is what it is like in the Higher Dimensions then I don’t want to ever go.

Divine Father, filled with love and tenderness, held me tightly in his arms, and said, ‘There are other ways’ instead of the ‘Tantric Connections’ to achieve the same effect that Ross apparently was trying to do.

So He dissolved all the ties.

And He decreed that as the new souls Ascending come up, the way of life in Heaven must accommodate the weakest ones–so NO Tantric Ties other than between those married and those in Twin Soul relationships–until everyone is educated properly and up to speed in Galactic Ways.

Heaven was shocked! Ross was very upset because apparently he was trying to achieve something to get me home faster with his ‘indirect approach’.

I spent the day with Divine Father, Divine Mother, and Sophia my Higher Self, reeling from the blow.

Furthermore I opened my heart to Ross, and I knew to keep the Ascension projects moving forward, and to not give in to the desires of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest AT Heart–to drive a wedge once more between myself and my Twin.

I might be upset with Ross, but it’s life or death for us to be together in order for Ascension for us all to take place.

Ross and I are in a protective shell now. There are no ties from either one of us to anybody. And if anyone wishes to think they have ‘Tantric Connections’ with either one of us, our energy signature won’t be there.

Divine Father built it. And it is going to stay this way until Ascension is complete.

I also, early this morning was given a new Reiki Symbol for the Solstice. I used it. With pleasure. Just to shake those Who Do Not Have Our Interest At Heart up.

All is forgiven, everyone–the sister angel, Ross, the others with the Tantric ties, and those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

For the latter? I have raised the vibration of my High Heart up to an unbearable frequency for them, and it is my intent to keep raising it until I am at the highest one attainable with my soul.

Beads, Jerseys and the Cable Repairman

Life goes on. My counselor missed my nine o’clock appointment to which I was five minutes late–by forty five minutes. I texted her, and she didn’t know I had been waiting.

What was unusual was that I wasn’t upset in any way. I calmly told her I thought she must have had an emergency (which she did!), and furthermore, usually it’s the other way around with me being late due to my work schedule!

I am doing deep intensive healing over my early childhood relationships with my parents. Part of my healing is learning to exercise my ‘NO!’ muscle, because to survive the home family dynamics, I was expected to be ‘the compliant one’.

I went to a wonderful bead store, and repaired my own broken bracelet for free. I bought some beads and tools, and am eager to make my own bracelet designs just for myself and my closest friends. I was especially attracted to sunstone, natural turquoise, and red coral. And no, I don’t know what they all mean for healing–I am going to have to look them up.

At the mall, I bought candy for just about everyone, including a three pound box for my work.  At Ross’ suggestion, for the last night of Hanukah, I bought a Seahawks Jersey for Anthony. Ross told me to buy it last week.

I had totally forgotten about the cable appointment. But we had some concerns on our TV as my boy watched football last Sunday, so he came to check–I am glad I hadn’t gone to do another errand!

Would you know the cable man had a tattoo with the symbol for Ross, and my symbol (the rose) on his arm–they were superimposed, both images? It was one of many many many signs Ross had sent, as if to say ‘please forgive me’.

I wouldn’t listen. I wanted to have a heart to heart with my HS and Divine Mother first, to learn what is expected of me back Home in Heaven? Surprisingly, they didn’t talk. But after the cable guy left, I was guided by both to put on my pajamas, and go to bed.

I bawled inconsolably for a long, long, very long time. Many came to my aid, in Spirit. And ultimately, Ross and I made up. He still thinks he is right, and tries to convince me. But Divine Father held an emergency meeting, and also, took a guilty-looking, annoyed Ross aside, and told him that my healing takes priority over everything else for the good that he is trying to accomplish, plain and simple, and Ross agrees to this.

My official statement to Ross, is that in spite of all this, I kept my High Heart open all day, and I deserve credit for this, for not closing it.


That’s my Carla.

She asked me if it was okay to write this. I gave her my consent.

As you can see, it is an inter dimensional problem with communication. I am from ‘here’, she is from ‘down there’ and understandably some ‘cultural mishaps’ are going to arrive.

She handled it well.

Carla’s vibration was the lowest, a nadir, and coming down like an express elevator from where she was when she learned the High Heart (with me in my arms I might add!) it was the steepest and most abrupt change in vibration she has experienced since in this incarnation, the ‘going to play with the boys across the street’ that turned into gang rape by them when she was four. In that she feared for her life, and before passing out said to herself, ‘so this is what it’s like to die?’

Carla is right.

There are an awful lot of people who want to dampen her spirits, and her Light work. Did you know Carla is forging an alliance with the first person to create a handbook for those in the medical profession on how to heal survivors of Ritual Abuse?  And that this person is a survivor, who LIVED after being placed on an altar with her twin at three month’s age, on December 21 so many years ago? Her Twin did not make it. Her father gave the ultimate sacrifice with his only son. That was the price for ‘full admission’ into the ‘sect’ with his Father (her grandfather) which practices Ritual Abuse. Her mother fled for her life with her two daughters when she was five. This is how she lived to be here today in order to help others. What a very remarkable and courageous woman she is…

This is the kind of Lightwork that gets a person OUT from ‘under the radar’.

Carla is strong and she has my full support in everything she does. I am her Twin, and I powerfully love her. I meant no harm in doing what I did, and in asking the one to give the message that is from me.

Carla turned her Light up to a powerful amplitude the world has never seen in the immediate aftermath of this ‘news’. She cast out everything, everywhere, that was even remotely possibly connected to Darkness in her immediate midst.  Just in case!

With her heart breaking, and her soul deeply in pain, Carla still sent out the message of our daily healing to each of you. She had actually done them on the way to the counselor, and gotten the ‘news’ that was unfortunate  while in the waiting room.

And tonight, she writes still, from her heart to yours.

That is her level of commitment. Although the thought crossed her mind to just stop everything and quit all she has ever worked for, Carla thought it through, and forgave in her heart–gave us the ‘benefit of the doubt’ and when she was ready, wrote this up for you.

I love her. And I always will.

Things are different in the Higher Realms. We think that you will enjoy it, and you quality of life will greatly improve. Carla is right when she refers to us as ‘the bonobos’–it is our way. And further she is correct to point out the cultural differences in our sexuality between your world and ours. It does not make the best introduction to be met with Tantric Ties from people to your Twin. Or more.

We await your welcome with open arms, open hearts, and deep respect and consideration for all you consider appropriate social ‘mores’ from where you are from.

I apologize with full love and gratitude to everyone involved in today’s unfortunate mishap, and I take full responsibility for those who I have harmed with my error in judgement.


I’m sorry.
Please forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.

(C:  oh Ross! I love you too! Thank you for ho’opnonopono-ing me on this. It really helps!)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla
The contrite one and also the other one learning to open her heart in trust in me

Gaia News Brief 19.12.2014 by Reiki Doc


Today I was asked  questions by readers that might be something you would like to know too:

  • Would you please explain the Gaia Portal Messages for me?  The answer for this is no. If you do the work, you will understand the message. Doing the work includes raising your vibration, meditating, releasing old patterns and habits, and reading this blog! Although I try to make it entertaining, it’s good for you. If you are not willing to read Gaia News Briefs–yesterday’s post in particular–then there is no WAY you are going to be able to understand. It all has to do with spiritual growth and development–and those who have progressed to a certain point will be able to made sense of it. If you don’t understand the message, this is a very good signal for you to continue making progress at your level, and to keep focused on your spiritual life. Allow Spirit that dwells within your heart to guide you. This is your teacher! Your inner guidance. And by following it closely you will grow into something that will amaze you! Your beautiful full potential as a soul! Even if you are stuck here in the matrix, the Illusion, 3D, whatever you want to call it–you will rise to the top like cream, and get to enjoy all the wonders of the higher realms.
  • When I did Reiki six months ago for the first time I saw a dragon. It is friendly. He is white and I call him Miguel. I really love him! Shhhh! Ever since Ming let me borrow her dragon in spirit world–Doremus–I have been meeting them left and right. MANY people are experiencing them. This one looks like one I know, who is named Marvin…I freed him on May 5 from the Dragon Rose Line.
  • I am concerned about if I am going to ‘make the cut’ with all these Gaia Portals talking about ‘uncooperatives’?  You will. You read this. My vibration is ‘bug repellent’. If you can take it, you are going to be okay, most likely, (Ross smiles and agrees, and says yes you ARE going to be okay.)
Anesthesia For Remote Locations
Some days I just sit in one room in the main OR, case after case after case. Sometimes they make me hop to a different room between cases. Other times, I am at the surgery center or GI Lab, where they have our equipment in an ‘edited’ form, but it’s still there.
Then there is the CT scanner, MRI, and where cardiology does TEE and cardioversions…they are ‘out in the boonies’ as far as our life-saving anesthesia equipment and supplies are within ‘easy reach’. Today I went to the OR twice to get supplies needed for a bone marrow biopsy.
If the Galactics ENJOY watching those of us here on Earth overcome obstacles, they had a field day watching me work today.
Patient Acuity On The Rise
Those of you in medicine will understand the meaning of the photo, above. Those of you who aren’t, well, it’s really not that funny, don’t worry, it’s not pertinent to this part.
I do well with ‘chickens’. In fact, I become their ‘private anesthesiologist’ and they request me for their cases again and again.
I am especially pleased with my care for two patients today. The first is one who used to wake up terrified from surgery, and now the last time three weeks ago woke up without fear. This was a combination of my LISTENING to her, my showing an interest in her and the family (visiting them post op to make sure she was okay), and be willing to adjust my technique to meet her needs. She was very happy when she went home after her procedure today. I was happy too. Most people wouldn’t take the time, and would just force her through ‘the system’, causing only more terror and psychological harm along the way.
Another one I refused to do. The patient was ninety and the hemoglobin was three–very severe anemia–twelve is low normal. I asked for cardiac clearance for the surgery, and also an EKG–can you believe they didn’t have one?–and transfusion of four units of blood.
Well they only did TWO. And there was pressure on me to do the case. I explained politely that it’s ELECTIVE and RISKY so we best go into it with everything ‘right’.
The family was incredibly supportive. And the patient was vibrant and full of life, alert and pleasant. Even the radiologist said, ‘we need to make sure anesthesia is equipped for this case.’
You see, in this situation, surgery is MINIMAL risk and Anesthesia is TOTALLY RISKY, and people tend to forget that. Also my intuition ‘kicked in’, and as I guessed, the patient was incredibly symptomatic with her anemia.
What I DIDN’T know, or appreciate, is that for four months this patient had no one willing to look into her problems because of her age. The ‘gatekeeper’ primary care MD gets ‘bonuses’ to delay your care or eliminate it altogether. There is a conflict of interest, especially for someone who had ‘lived a good life’.
What I learned from the daughter is that once they found a physician who was willing to help her mom, her mom cried for one and a half hours with relief and gratitude for someone not resigning her to die by this anemia.
She did remarkably well, under the anesthesia, which I did during a transfusion. And I gave the Transition symbol and asked Ross to help. He did. She looked like a ROSE in recovery room…
The One That Got Out Of Hand
One case didn’t go as expected. This one was sicker than they appeared, and had multiple comorbidities.
I learned a lot from this case, and also, to speak up to management about how things are done. I won’t go into details, but sometimes, like the ninety year old with anemia–you just have to say NO this is not safe!
What surprised me the most is the willingness of everyone to help. Our team is beautiful when everyone is working together. And the surgeon thought I was going to blame HIM, and he didn’t blame me for anything at all… (most everybody blames anesthesia for everything in the OR, even when things go incredibly fantastic–they find something to yell about at us)
Abundance STAT!
When I went to my favorite crystal store last time, I asked the clerk to put the loyalty points on my loyalty card. She exclaimed how much I had on it–did I know?!
It was two hundred and fifty dollars!
I had no clue.
It just came out of NOWHERE–out of the blue!
Angels can do that.
Today, after work, Ross asked me to go there and relax. I did. And I enjoyed a little shopping. I got some amazing books! Tonight I am reading Steven Farmer on your ancestors…it’s really NICE.
Thanks Universe for my Hanukah surprise! (Anthony gets presents, I don’t, but now, apparently, I do!)
Four Candles
Tonight is my ‘every other weekend’ away…the house is quiet.
Ross was so kind. He offered to sit with me for dinner. He had me pour two glasses of Manischewitz, small, one for me and one for him.
I was deeply touched by the opportunity to take a meal together, not with him in his dimension, but him holding the space here in my dimension–energetically-out of his love for me.
Together we read the prayers with the guy on the website, and as I lit the candles that same wonderful Hanukah energy came through–warm, family, celebration.
So I ate (Ross didn’t eat) and we talked about our day, and I was utterly delighted!
I was going to go read my book, but I felt to write, so I am.
Puna Update
One shopping center has closed due to the lava. I know this place. And it was fascinating to watch store managers and owners reactions, and how people cleared out inventory in preparation. The lava is close to taking out the main access road, if it hasn’t already.
Together we are entering a phase where things are very new. Try to look at them with new eyes, just like this child in the blanket.
Even if it’s the ‘same old things’, really try to look at them with your heart center open, with new eyes, and see.
I want to tell you a story about Carla, and the topic of Grace. Yesterday, in the O.R. , a very Christian RN–who is only twenty four, just starting out, and very capable–confided how she is in awe of the concept of Grace.
Carla didn’t understand it.
Catholics–being catholic by upbringing–don’t talk about it much. So Carla didn’t know.
She thought about it and thought about it, and even went to sleep wondering what it is…
When she woke up today, she still didn’t know.
As she waited for her next case, after canceling the anemic one, she saw Amy Erickson, MD, the one you sent the Reiki Healing to who had breast cancer. Amy is OPEN–metaphysically, and just doesn’t know it. Carla had asked if for Christmas she would like one of our healing bracelets that are made by Linda (Linda Dunn,–look at the tab above if you want to know more).
Amy had agreed enthusiastically and welcomed the bracelet!
But Carla hadn’t had the opportunity to get around to it. She wanted to make it nice, and didn’t want to go chase Amy down in her office last time she was on OB and had the time.
Well today the bracelet was at home. And Carla asked Amy for her mailing address so she could send it.
Amy shared she had to go to the ER with an arrhythmia the last weekend…
Carla felt Amy’s fear and courage fighting one another for who was going to take center stage in Amy…over that.
Instinctively, Carla gave Amy the bracelet off her arm–and brushed off Amy’s protests of being polite (remember Carla is intuitive, and she could READ Amy’s intention –and Amy wanted to HEAL–she’s liked her Reiki from the request Carla sent out, and she was in need of it.) 
Carla put it on Amy. And Amy was filled with wonder and delight as Carla said, ‘I have worn this–it is all full of my good energy for you.’
Amy was about two feet taller when she walked away with that bracelet…
Guess what? Carla was too.
And THAT is what Grace IS and how it works and how we here in the Higher Realms operate–where there is need, and genuine interest to heal–we go all out! We do everything that is possible…
Once home, Carla took the bracelet out she had saved for Amy. Now it’s hers. And it’s a WIN WIN…
(he looks at you and smiles, and is excited for you to understand his ‘lesson’)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Twin Souls

Gaia News Brief 18.12.2014 by Reiki Doc


I almost made him that. An ‘ASA 5′ patient is one who is going to die in the next twenty four hours, with or without surgery.  The American Society of Anesthesiologists has a ranking system for anesthesia risk–with a perfectly healthy patient being an ASA 1 and and ASA 6 being an organ donor.

Cardiac, pulmonary and renal systems were screeching to a halt in a very nice gentleman who was almost ninety, with an equally nice and caring wife and children.

I didn’t want to take him to the O.R. I knew with my intuition and medical experience that even if he survived the procedure, the chances of making it out of the hospital alive were grim. The same reason is why we don’t routinely do AAA (abdominal aortic aneurysm) repair in ninety year olds. There is ‘too much mileage on the car’–and all physiologic systems have little, if any, reserve. One thing out of balance and BOOM–everything starts falling apart.

Yesterday in the O.R. was like this–literally–with my using every skill I ever had to keep this sweet gentleman alive.

So how did I help the family and the patient?

  • I was honest about the risk. ‘This procedure is super risky’.
  • I asked about end of life decisions–full code full care in the O.R.? Electricity? Chest compressions? Chemical code? Prolonged intubation? This shocked the wife deeply, I saw her get tears in her eyes.  I gently explained this is protocol for this type of situation, and this is what we do.
  • I documented everything very carefully on the anesthesia record.
  • I took excellent care of their loved one, with my keeping my team running to get me everything needed for his care.
  • I spent a long time giving report and stabilizing him in ICU prior to patient handoff to ICU team.
  • I visited the family, and gave my ‘take’ on how things went–he’s alive. He’s waking up. We are resting the heart and lungs overnight. Kidneys are possibly shutting down. Count on the ICU doc to tell you when it’s time to say ‘enough’–everyone deserves their chance so don’t pull the plug early until they say it’s time.
  • I gave the Transition Symbol and other Reiki healing intraoperatively–quickly–but just the same.
  • I added an expert note to the chart when I followed up and saw the pulmonogy note. My note was timed 8:35 a.m. Then the pulmonologist spoke with the family ten minutes later (their note time). The family elected to withdraw life support. The patient passed peacefully with the family present at 9:48 a.m.
Orthopedics With Spirit
I am pretty sure this surgeon is an incarnate Archangel. He has an energy to him that is very bright, and he always brings joy to the team whenever we work with him. And also to his patients.
He has cancer. I have posted Reiki requests for him, and also shared his blog posts:
I have sent LOTS of Reiki to him too.
Earlier this week, I saw him. And he couldn’t look at me. I always made him just a little nervous before he found out he was sick. Because I’m not ‘one of the guys’–I hang out and march to my own drum if you will pardon the expression.
He knows my strength is in the domain that is ahead of him–life and death, transitions, the afterlife, the hereafter…I talk to dead people every day, whenever they wish to be heard. (yes, today I heard from my patient, who passed, too. : ))) He knows what is up, is excited to have a ringside seat for the changes, and also, is very happy his family–who had thanked me and said they will always remember me–will know it was me who was there for the family once all the changes take place and more about everything is known publicly…)
I am pushing Bret, spiritually, to discover who he really is inside, in his consciousness, in that part of him that will live forever. I am doing this with my energy , my aura, my presence just walking down the halls and doing my work. Perhaps he reads this? Perhaps he doesn’t? But on some level, he knows in his heart exactly who I am, and why I am incarnate at this time.
As you read the blog, you will see how he is opening up beautifully, and coming to terms with some very important things. Right now, it’s very ‘mental’ or ‘thought-centered’ or ‘rational’ working with the heart center and the emotions. But the heart center is opening up. Bret is finding his power, his true power, the one that will never leave him.
I am certain he is an incarnate archangel. I have no doubt of this in my mind. And his blog is going to be immortal, it will outlive him, and it is going to give hope and comfort to so many more with serious illnesses like him.
Bret is leading the way Home.
And that, brothers and sisters, is why this courageous healer is undoubtedly angelic. In his worst moments, he reaches out, and gives everyone hope.
No Pictures
This is serious. I am not joking. And I have hidden it just far enough for the casual reader to skip through and never once get a taste of this.
Gaia News IS Gaia News–it’s not just some fancy trendy name or something.
Today there was a shift, a major shift in the energy.
I was called into Council this morning. I was asked what I would like to do with the ‘dark ones’–those of very low vibration. This was the same Council who asked me two years ago, more or less, ‘would you like the changes to be sooner or later?’ I said ‘sooner’. and the next Gaia Portal reflected what happened with the Council! I was flabbergasted how they could possibly know what goes on in my meditation?
So back to the question about the dark ones–without pausing to think I took my thumb of my right hand and started to squish them like a bug. The Council asked, ‘do you know what you are doing?’
I replied calmly, ‘you asked me what I would do. I answered. I know you won’t listen, and you are going to do whatever you wish. I don’t even know why you bother to ask me in the first place. But for the record, you asked, and I answered the question from my heart.’
SaLuSa came. He gently asked my why I would do such a thing? I showed him my many scars, all over my body, from them, like bug bites, and I wanted it to please stop!
Then Divine Father came in. We had a heart to heart. I explained how very tired I am, and how little progress, and how can they blame me for this wanting to have normal healthy ‘skin’ again? He was very kind, and very caring, and I cried with him, appreciating his kindness and understanding of my plight.
I checked. I checked with someone who knows these things, and I know all of our conversations are monitored. There was agreement with me, on the feelings.
Divine Father made an executive decision to reflect my input. I witnessed a conveyor belt that had those souls who were the ones who ‘bring others down’–not the ones cleared off Gaia who were extremely dangerous about a year or so ago (I saw them go the Galactic Central sun with NO remorse at that time). So these ‘lesser’ dark ones but still extremely serious ones were taken to merge with Divine Mother and the Galactic Central Sun.
As these souls realized what is happening, they screamed. They begged. They pleaded. Up until this time, they had no intention whatsoever of changing, and no remorse. But at the last minute, they cried out…
Divine Father was insistent, and firm. And they went in. One by one. It is still ongoing as I write this. I feel the energies.
All of the surrounding energies of Gaia lighten and lighten as this darkness is removed.
It is a very sad day in Heaven. These individuals had been given endless chances to reform, and they didn’t. Incarnation after incarnation after incarnation, with the vibration sinking so low that even on another ‘realm’ for 3D (think of it like the toddler playground with all the safety features) they would not be safe for the others, and would be of harm to those wishing to experience 3D reality for some more soul growth and development that is ‘soul age appropriate’.
So Divine Father protected those vulnerable by His decision. And the others who know, the angels and Archangels, are quietly honoring the memory of those who were once close, who became lost, and had to go.
This has been witnessed and verified by a trusted Lightwkrker and her Higher Self.
The Fountain
I thanked my blessings tonight that my sitter was able to pick up Anthony and take him to his appointment tonight, because work let me out at five just in time to fight the traffic. Around five thirty I made it home, and I had been talking with Ross the whole time.
He suggested instead of leftovers, I go out to eat. At all places, Panda Express at the grocery store! I was like, Ross, this is too fattening!
He asked, ‘When was the last time you had Chinese?’
It was ages. And here it was the third night of Hanukah, I was eating alone, and what could be more appropriate than Chinese? But I wavered…
It wasn’t until Ross said I would get a fortune cookie I decided to go. Ross told me he is trying to take some of the stress off me. During a very LONG gap I drew a dragon on my sketch book he had me bring. I have a ‘how to draw dragons’ guidebook, and I did my best to get the perspective and texture right.
I did relax. And as I ate–I was HUNGRY!–I saw this funny soda fountain that had only one spigot and a million choices. A small boy was pushing the touch screen and I saw how it worked. Then the awareness HIT me like a ton of bricks–this is an early introduction to a replicator!
What is a replicator? You know how a microwave is compared to an oven or conventional stovetop in terms of speed and ease? Well a replicator is an advanced technology that can make ANYTHING. Every home will have one, and manufacturing will become obsolete. So will farm animals and dairies and fans for other things too. It’s kind of like Star Trek instead of ‘bringing through’ people on the transporter, it somehow assembles molecules and energy to create things. Ross made me a dinner plate on it once with roast beef, gravy, peas and carrots, and mashed potatoes that never hurt a single cow. And it was delicious! (with my Light Body, of course. As  medium and psychic I can pop back and forth to experiences with is as well as my earth-bound physical body which stays always here).
Shhhh! The Ark of the Covenant is rumored to be a late-model REPLICATOR!
P.S.  There was a bottle of wine that caught my eye, on display near the produce section near Panda Express. That kind of ‘catching my eye’ is always related to some information from Spirit. Sure enough, as I was walking around the produce displays looking for my black eyed peas for New Year’s–guess what I saw? WINE TASTING! Yes, in the grocery store! And some people were there!
I haven’t been to Napa or anywhere in California for this in ages. But I tasted a white which was awful chardonnay, and a spanish varietal Tremojillo or something, which I didn’t like, and the bottle I had seen–which I did. I bought that one, and one more, on sale. I also enjoyed speaking with the others, the husband who was a cancer survivor, and also the wife who had two bracelets for friends with stage four cancer.
The husband told me ‘it was a lesson’ and ‘he learned a lot of things’ but it wasn’t fun. And now he is okay. I gave him the biggest hug when I found out he was a survivor! I knew he had been through so very much…and in hugging him I wished I could send the compassion and love and caring to EVERYONE with cancer, past, present and future, until this horrible disease can be eliminated forevermore.
There you have it. My Lady–in action:  with her patients, with her friends, with us, and now with you.
How is your heart? Are you opening it?
I will mention one thing Carla asks, because she lost it with the flow. Carla made a vow today to educate herself on the origins of the symbol from Starbucks.  Someone early on in Carla’s ‘awakening to the prevalence of the Illuminati symbolism’ (it is practically everywhere) had accused her fondness of this company as supporting those darkest ‘ritual’ practicing ones.
Carla put it from her mind. Already she was in a world with GMO, chemtrails, fluoride and other poisons, learning about the entertainment industry and above all a local place where Carla had her first job that is the second headquarters for those who follow the ways of Baphomet. Deeply stricken–for Carla had just spent her birthday there with Anthony and spent the night at the hotel–she took the message to heart. Carla, if you read about it, has done an awful lot of work clearing the energy at that location, and freeing up the energy of the Laguna Vortex–this land for the ‘place’ happens to suppress the natural Vortex of Laguna by it’s presence, so in healing ‘it’ she helped Gaia’s natural energy to flow. (this is Carla’s work, and she is cut out for it. There are not many vortexes that need to be opened, as we now are past that stage of the liberation of Earth)
Today, instead of preaching to others with a jackhammer–she decided to do what she asks of others to herself. She was both surprised and not–the logo always made her uncomfortable when she saw it, much as she would have liked to pretend it was only a mermaid–the mermaid energy signature wasn’t there! But she really likes the coffee! But today she knows ‘enough’, and if you want to look it up all you have to do is search it on YouTube.
There isn’t anywhere here in society on the globe–outside of the lone wilderness and your own back yard with Nature–where you are safe.  And I want to share one video with you–here is the link–just to show you how pervasive it is–Ross’ video link to one made completely independently of him.  You don’t have to watch it, and no one is ever going to know besides you if you choose to watch it or not. It is just between us, you me and Carla, and when you are ready, you are safe.
You are also free to stop playing the movie if it bothers you at any time. There are no mistakes, only lessons, and the solution to everything is LOVE.  We are not going to keep score! So this is here for your own personal development, and it is for you, only.
And do not feel pressured by the gentleman who is making the movie’s suggestion at the end. This is why you, me and Carla are here–to make this safe for everyone who is willing to listen, and to expose the truth once and for all to anyone who is willing to take a peek. (smiles warmly, and is so kind and loving and strong…–ed)
(He waves goodbye with good cheer. I think it’s time for him to go.)
I wasn’t leaving. I was just trying to hail a taxi!
(Oh yes! the UBER scandal was just waiting to happen!–ed)
Carla I will take this. Uber is externally supported as a prototype Galactic form of transportation that is ‘outside the box’ and the taxi industry which is HEAVILY regulated and controlled by government. They are in ‘cahoots’–both the taxi companies and the local, state, and higher government controlling bodies who regulate them have sort of kick backs and not quite ‘free market’ going on here.
Uber changed all that. It blew it out of the water!
So naturally on the commercial media (who is also in cahoots) they chose to report a rape of a woman Uber passenger.
Anyone knows in any industry, where women are welcome and feel safe, the industry will thrive. The same is true for the bar and restaurant industry..and many others.
This was a ‘parry’ back from ‘the other team’ on the issue of Transportation, and whether 3D or 5D is what is to be.
I really must go now, and I am sincerely not hailing a taxi (he bows, and stands up, and waves with love). I am busy and I thank you for your listening to me and Carla every day, for as long as you will listen, we are willing to ‘keep it coming’ only for you.
Aloha and mahalos,
Ross and Carla

Welcome to the Solstice Gathering around the Pond, Sunday December 21

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Dear family of light! We are approaching a pivotal point of the year, and the CCs have asked us to have a special Solstice Gathering around the Pond this Sunday at 21:00 Oslo time. Here is what the CCs wanted to share about it:

“And so it is that we ask you once again to come together to pool your resources the way that only you can do, and this time it is indeed for a very special occasion. For this time, we ask you all to come together to mark the turning point that is approaching, and no, we are not simply referring to the one that concerns your planet’s movement around the Sun, we are also referring to something far, far vaster than this. For this time, you will all get the chance to be a part of something that is not simply another twice yearly astronomical occurrence…

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Mike Quinsey – SaLuSa 19 December 2014

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We come to you for the last time this year, one that like others before it has sped by as time continues to flow faster than ever. Some of whom  have experienced the ups and downs of life for a long time, are no doubt pleased particularly now that the end of this cycle is here. Naturally the end times are chaotic as the changes take place, but it is no easy task to bring them in when so much negativity is being cleared. However, the higher energies are bringing in the positive changes, and already they are being felt. As we have often advised you, the coming year will be notable for the implementation of many of them although we will be restricted in what we do, until the Illuminati are placed where they can no longer interfere with your progress. Much is happening that will lead to complete victory over the dark Ones, who will be unable to follow their plan for the imprisonment of Man.

The coming of the City of Light, Sedona will open the way to more developments that will show beyond any doubt that the New Age has arrived. At a time yet to be defined, World Peace will be declared and maintained through the presence of the Galactic Federation. Through enforced governmental changes, more souls of the Light will take up positions of importance that will ensure they are seen through as intended and in no way impeded or denied. The End Times of this cycle are of utmost importance to your future, and we will ensure that they proceed in accordance with the wishes of God. Unlike previous cycles, this one will be fulfilled because you are ready for a great leap forward into the Light.

There is only the One Creator of All That Is, and the One God of this Universe regardless of the different names by which they are known. Therefore you are One with All That Is and it is worth noting when you are challenged over your beliefs. Eventually all will understand and accept the truth of your origins, and it will be so wherever you travel in the higher dimensions of the Universe. Ahead of you there are numerous opportunities to seek as you desire, and explore the magnificence of life forms in abundance.  On Earth you have led a very restricted life and other civilisations have not been allowed to interfere with the Greater Plan for your evolution. Of necessity you have however made limited contact with Extra-terrestrials and become familiar with seeing their craft in your skies. You will make full contact in the course of time, but much has to take place before it is possible. The interim period will be exciting for you as you rapidly move forward in your evolution.

Now is the time for all Lightworkers and all souls to maintain their present level of evolution, and know that anyone may at any time take a giant leap forward. Know that all souls will eventually find their correct place in the Universe, that will enhance their plans to continue moving ever onwards. Naturally in the higher dimensions time does not exist as you now know it, and you will find everything is in the Now. These levels are not entirely strange to you as you came from them before you agreed to experience the lower vibrations. In other words you are all experiencing as you agreed to do so, but the long cycle in the lower dimensions is now coming to a close as the new one takes prominence.

Most of you have led many, many lives at all different levels as part of your experiences in the lower vibrations. You have also experienced many different roles according to which ones offered you the best opportunities to evolve. Be assured you will have had grand lives of having all that you needed, but also experienced “lack” so that you kept a balance where your needs are concerned. Eventually your experiences will be finely balanced and you will not seek riches beyond your needs, but simply sufficient to meet your circumstances. In the higher dimensions the same challenges do not exist, as you will eventually have the power of thought to manifest exactly according to your needs, and more when necessary. The higher dimensions are your true home and a multitude of different experiences await you, according to your desires.

Your task is to now be positive regardless of what happens around you, and help others through the coming period so that they may understand what is happening. Your presence can lift others up by bringing a calmness into their lives, so that they too can help. It will not be very long before it becomes apparent that changes are occurring that are beneficial to the whole. The most important of them will occur when the Press is able to report events accurately and truthfully, where previously they were controlled by the Illuminati and their minions. Television news is also unreliable but it too will change in a relatively short time. For many years you have been deliberately misled, and often fed absolute lies to enable the dark Ones to manipulate events that have affected your future. These situations will eventually cease to cause you problems and then you will enjoy a new found freedom.

We meantime carry out our tasks with joy knowing that your freedom from the oppression of the dark Ones is getting nearer. You have served your time in the lower vibrations, and now you will not need to look back as your progress will be assured. The magnitude of the changes to come will surprise most souls, and we feel privileged to be present at such a momentous time in your evolution. You have the most wonderful future ahead of you, and are destined to join us if that is your desire. With your experience you have qualifications that will enable you to serve the Light in many capacities. You will be driven by your desire to be of service to others, but in no way will it limit your ambition or need to have new experiences. In the higher vibrations your life span will be greatly lengthened, so that you can embark on tasks that require more of your time.

Dear Ones, walk tall and do not be pulled down by whatever is going on around you. You are an Island of Light and have the capacity to spread Love and Harmony wherever you are. Your presence will uplift others, and your vibrations will spread a gentle uplifting energy that will bring a settled and happy feeling to others. All people at heart want to help others, but often they cannot meet the demands placed upon them. Do what you can even if it is just a few kind words, as these will lift people up. Once you are centered in Light you will be naturally spreading it around you and it will embrace people that are some distance from you. The Light is the most powerful force in the Universe, but at this point in time you are nowhere near to approaching your true potential.

I am SaLuSa from Sirius, and send you greetings and wishes at this time of your year, when you can enjoy the festive celebrations with your friends and family. Exciting times lie ahead and a New Year that promises so much.

Thank you SaLuSa.

Mike Quinsey

Selectivities of Energetics at Gaia hu-man level has refined to enable those who have… resisted alternative pathways

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gaia_energy1Selectivities of Energetics at Gaia hu-man level has refined to enable those who have until this moment resisted alternative pathways.

All remaining un-cooperatives are being removed by the Light.

Eruptive planetary energetics come to fruition shortly, and catalyze “massive” changes.

Hue-Beings are called at this moment to recognize and receive Higher capabilties and skill sets.

Alternatives to the concepts within this message are not supported.

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Gaia News Brief 17.12.2014 by Reiki Doc

Blueprint for New Earth

Divine Mother, Divine Father, and Gaia give a preview of what life in 5D is going to be like. Blueprint For New Earth


There is a lot of second-guessing what is going on in the financial sector. I don’t need any BF guru to tell me what is going on. I don’t need any KP or DW either.

Look at the gas prices!!!

Look at how Ebola is quiet in the news.

Look at how the Australian situation resolved itself so quickly with the hostages.

Look at how the latest ‘shootings’ are not getting as much hype–I don’t hear people talking about them in the O.R. like I used to.

Use your eyes! Use your heart center! You will figure it out. And when the time is right, all of us will know more.

I am serious.

A word About Pahoe and the lava flows in Puna

I have ohana there. And I love them very much.  This is Hope Johnson, of Miracle Botanicals, Reiki-Infused aromatherapy healing oils. She is also of The Way To The Way, and my first Reiki Master student.


Remember the Bible and how that guy ‘Job’ had all the sores and painful things happen to him and his family died but he STILL loved God and ‘that was a good thing?’.  Then God BLESSED him over and over and over again.

I don’t understand that test.  I have read it over and over and over and I am like, ‘how can God be so insecure as to have to make that poor guy Job prove his love for Him? Over and over and over?’  What began it all, some weird statement by Job or some promise?

I have been doing a LOT of heavy-duty thinking. The letter by Saul today really drove it home.

The Galactics are so DELIGHTED that with all the distractions we ‘stay on track’ and ‘just keep going’.

I am not an Energizer Bunny.

I am not for your inspiration.

I am incarnate in a rough Illusion and trying my best to make it through, and just like one of those fun house mazes with the mirrors, you can’t get stuck and you can’t go back. You just keep going forward because there is no other option left but to keep banging into walls until you find your way out.

What is the big deal? What is the big stinking deal about all this?

I asked Ross, ‘Do you send me tests?’

He does!

He says I signed up for this.

I asked him why? Why did I sign up for this? And why can’t I back out or change my mind? Why does it have to be like the maze with all the mirrors?

Saul or Sheldon Nidle said something recently  that I found frankly disturbing. We signed up for this to help others because we really wanted to do everything possible to help these people out. But NOW we are ‘taking on the burdens’ to ‘help those who are going to other planets’.


People, if you are having a sucky life right now, it might not even be for your OWN spiritual growth and development! Just like some people running the budget for our nation, some people borrowed their Karma WAY into the future, and guess who is paying it off?


Ross says time and again Love Is The Solution For Everything.

So here I am, just like I promised him, with Love In My Heart and banging on mirrors, trying to find my way OUT of the Illusion.

I just want so very much to go HOME.

Life In The Fast Lane

Ross did NOT want me to write that last part. I am stubborn. I am not him. I have the fingers on the keyboard. And write it is did.

He agrees with this part.

I assert that this part wouldn’t be as applicable without the last part, which is from my HEART which is mired in the quicksand of the Illusion…

  • I wake up in the morning. It is an early start. I have to drive to a grandmother’s house. My kid doesn’t want to wake up. I ate two blueberry blintzes standing up. I drink tea now, instead of coffee, because I have this mug that keeps it hot all day. I do all my tasks, and as I am pointing my car on the final stretch towards work, I realize with my soul, I don’t want to do this any more.
  • The reason I don’t want to do this any more is because life is passing me by…I haven’t even played one Christmas Carol on the piano. I miss playing the piano. Everything I enjoy doing, I don’t get to do. (see Job–things you love–get taken away–and you STILL love God and ‘keep on track’. )
  • Once I arrive at work, I realized how stuck my first patient is, and how vulnerable, because of her illness. My heart opens to her, and I accept the full responsibility of being her anesthesiologist, never giving it a second thought.
  • The next case is a young man with a broken jaw, who has all kinds of markings (you know what I mean–skin permanent INK that is affiliated with g-a-n-g all over him). Yet I ask where is your mom? She had to work, and it’s at TJ Maxx, and he told her he would be fine…he is a good son! And he is alone. I opened my heart AGAIN, completely, without giving it a second thought.
  • I make two trips to the ICU to see my next patient. I talk with a room full of family. I talk with a cardiac anesthesia colleague on my plan. The case is very high risk.
  • It takes FOUR anesthesiologists to place the invasive arterial monitoring in a radial artery for the case.
  • Estimated Blood Loss is over seven hundred milliliters.
  • The cardiac rhythm pops in and out of ventricular tachycardia and atrial fibrillation–besides the pacemaker AICD–as a baseline for him on this admission.
  • The case is technically challenging for the surgeon, who accuses all the fault for things  being this way ‘because of the late start’. (see ‘four anesthesiologists working together to find an a-line)
  • I realize like the maze, LOVE is the only way out.
  • Not really believing it, I tell myself over and over, “I love this. I love everything about this.’
  • I loved the SURGEON–because he needed it–he was decompensating and the sales rep was clearly getting frustrated with him…what else could you do, you know?
  • I also am forced to recognize I needed a TEAM to get this job done–in addition to the four anesthesiologists I had two anesthesia technicians, two nurses, the blood bank, pharmacy, and the ICU nurse in my court.
  • I realized I can’t control it–the blood pressure when it’s hypotensive–beyond my few techniques I have mastered with my training and experience. Fortunately today, it worked.
  • On admission back to ICU, respiratory and nursing kind of indicated that they had hoped he would be lined up and intubated because he wasn’t doing so well before surgery and they saw it coming.
  • I even told myself I loved the family–clearly no medically sophisticated–the odds for surviving this hospital stay, even if surgery is successful–are low. There is just not much physiologic reserve.
  • At the end of the day, when I gave report to the family, they told me the LOVED me and would always remember me, and gave thanks. They requested a cardiac anesthesiologist, and today, I did just that.

The All Natural Burger

On the way home, I had a little time because it’s Wednesday and Anthony spends time with his father before coming to my home. So I had a heart to heart with Ross, about pretty much everything.

I asked him, ‘What do you think about? Do you have lessons like me? Do you have to-do lists like us?’

He thinks about his family. He has lessons, and just by being myself I have taught him the most important ones. And no, there are no ‘to-do’ lists because of the Now moment, and things pretty much happen instantaneously.  And no, he does not ‘like’ everyone he has to work with at his job. In a very politically-correct way, he said he deeply loves and respects these individuals but they are a challenge to work with sometimes.

I asked him to help me pick the last two Hanukah gifts for our son?

He was very, deeply touched. He says to go to the store at the mall where they sell real sports jerseys, and to buy him one from his favorite football team. I will.

Then he told me to go to Carl’s Jr’s for dinner on the way home, and buy him a twenty-dollar gift certificate for day seven.

I haven’t been to Carl’s Jr’s in YEARS. And it’s right on the way home.

I realized how stressful it has been to think of food as poison, and to always be on the lookout for high-fructose corn syrup, carbs, and GMO…

Ross told me he’d place the codes (I can’t remember them) on all the food for me.

They sell a natural burger, with better meat. And I also ordered the zucchini too.

As I sat at my booth, alone, a flood of memories washed over me. This was my HOME! Mom hated to cook, and we ate a lot at Carl’s Jr. People used to call me that because of my name, Carla, when we would play on the block. My sister had a birthday party there. When dad was dying, I took Anthony there on the way home from his school, and we brought food for the whole family.

When I was a new mother, I ate the Santa Fe chicken sandwich often–Dad would go buy it…

How could this be bad?

I looked at the floor and it was black and white tile. I saw these stars all over for the design, and I wasn’t sure if it was right side up or not–it tilts. And I could tell by Spirit’s nudging that I needed to heal this organization–which I did–even the commercials are not ‘wholesome’ by any stretch of the imagination…

What we have is the family–innocent and completely unknowing–raising children in an environment that isn’t really healthy but is socially acceptable, and nothing is clear other than the story of how the place got its ‘start’ that they tell the public. 

Anything could have happened behind the scenes at any time, and we would never know.

So I ‘get’ it.

I ‘get’ why no one wants to wake up, and read all the Illuminati and Ritual Abuse links I put up again and again and again.

It’s easier to stay asleep. And they want you to stay asleep.

I used to have nightmares about being the only one awake and everyone else being in a zombie trance when I was a kid. I would go shouting, trying to wake them up! And they wouldn’t. It was horrifying and exhausting.

For those of you who have awoken, I bless you a thousand times seven. And I kiss you on both cheeks, and cry tears of joy at your enlightenment.

And for those of you who would rather continue–well, thank you for the lesson. Only Love is going to wake you up. Not my ‘trick’ of ‘showing the secrets’ and the ‘hidden symbols’  so you will go, ‘Wow! I guess I will wake up now!’

You can’t.

You can only wake up when you are ready. No one can wake you up for you. This is because it is dependent on your Vibration.

I will let you know I saw a lot of bluebirds today–on a school bus, and also as tattoos on my patient.  They are a trigger to keep people asleep in the Illusion.

So many people think they are just cute or decorative or pretty. Same for butterflies too.

Oh well.

I guess you can’t win them all. I humbly accept this. And even though I am carrying the weight of God only knows how many people’s karma at the moment, I will keep Love In My Heart and go put my hands out so I won’t smack my face into the next smoke and mirrors as I try to find my way out of the Illusion.


This is Carla’s dream of happiness…and mine too.

Today Carla saved the life of someone by running drips and transfusing and giving calcium and making sure the patient was safe–but not fluid overloaded.

She also gave Reiki and the Transition Symbol too, although she didn’t mention it.

What is this Life?

Why is it that Carla wrote the diatribe of ‘what isn’t right’ despite my request for her not to do so, against my wishes?

It is because of this, which was written by Saul:

If your upbringing has been abusive you may never have seen or experienced wise adult behavior, and so you may have learned to rely on yourself and never to trust anyone in order to ensure your survival.  Now, however, having chosen a spiritual path of growth, as you all have, you need to move away from your belief in force and compulsion as the means for your survival.  If you are still inhabiting an environment where peaceful co-existence is not an option then you probably need to move away.

Carla is human. She is doing the best she can to make the most progress for both herself and others, no matter how bitterly she complains to you about it. (taps his chest) I know what is in her heart. As do you…

There is no other way. Only to accept it.

People are not going to awaken even if you put a jackhammer going full blast right next to them–if they are deeply asleep within the Illusion even this is not going to wake them up.

Carla needed JOY tonight. That is why I sent her to the restaurant that I did. I did a quick calculation of what would help and what was closest and what would help Anthony too.

Carla brought up a good point in our ‘heart to heart’ as she called it. ‘Ross, why isn’t it like teams for us, where all of our guides and us somehow get us through this life together?’

And I told her, ‘This IS how it is!’

Carla asked, puzzled, ‘Then why is it that I can hardly hear you, and I am your Twin and one of the wide open ones? What kind of team is that?What kind of game, what kind of FUN is THAT?’

Would you like to know the highlight of Carla’s day? Carla loves to travel. For about one month now, she has wanted to make travel arrangements for her next trip, to a conference. Today she did it. It also gives her something to look forward to, in the future, some delayed gratification and of course Anthony is going with her.

Carla has been hanging by a thread. Two people very close to her were going to pass away since January of this year. They didn’t. These are people who are so close that Carla says ‘good morning’ and ‘sleep well’ to them every night.

It’s hard to know that your life is going to be changed quite dramatically at a given moment, and yet you have no control over it, and also, no idea when this is going to happen.

This is why Carla is cranky. It’s just that she doesn’t explain it, because not everyone would understand the situation.

I am happy that she talks to me, especially like she did today. If you have a Twin, and most of you do, be sure to set aside some time to talk with them about questions, feelings, worries, and the like. Even if you can barely hear them, just like Carla –who would like to turn me up like a radio!–we are present. And one way or another we will guide, just like I did with Anthony’s present.

I love that little boy. I am so very proud of him. Tonight after coming home from his father’s Carla and Anthony did the second night of Hanukah. You know what he did? He read the prayers in Hebrew–the phonetic spelled out version of it–all by himself! Carla and Anthony shared a pizzookie, a chocolate chip cookie with ice cream and whipped cream on top. It was a special surprise because of health reasons dessert is a rarity in their home. With the candles and the warmth of heart, even I was perklempt!

So I will leave you all choked up with my sentiments–I love you, I love everyone, I love Gaia, I love Nature, I love the Resistance (all of us Galactics are that), I love those closest to me, and I love my heart, my Carla and my son, Anthony.  Carla wrote on the gift card, from Carla and Ross! And it was my first official gift in our new Earth…

I am blessed.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Ross and Carla